I just posted three articles, A Complete and Total Life Change, The Crescent and the Starry Maiden, and My Numerology System Reveals Coincidence.
You’re probably wondering, “What the hell is going on?”
If you read A Complete and Total Life Change, then this will make more sense. After losing, yet, another job today and not doing anything to have gotten fired, I’ve been forced to look at the bigger picture.
The bigger picture revealed a pattern that has been repeating since 2016; hired and fired, hired and fired, and hired and fired.
Some of that was my fault, but a lot of it wasn’t.
So, I began examining the top of my chart. In the 10th House I have a conjunction; Vesta 10 degrees, Chiron 9 degrees, and Sedna 5 degrees-all in Taurus.
Having the sign of Taurus in the 10th House means, having Taurus, the sign representing determination and dependability in the house representing career and public reputation. Determination, persistence, and dependability are three good qualities to have in the 10th House. Thank you Taurus. Taurus is also very stubborn and resistant to change partially because it’s a fixed sign.
This is where my stubbornness and resistance to change is coming from. How many times do you have to get hired and fired before you decide to change something? Well, I’ve been persistent since 2016. I decided, finally, it’s time for a change. So, I looked to the planets in conjunction, and here’s what I found.
Vesta, is the Goddess of hearth, home, and the family. It’s was the sacred flame of Rome, and in it’s position, it’s there to provide protection to Chiron, which is 1 degree away. Vesta is derived from Latin, Vi Stando, meaning Standing by Power. Cicero claimed Vesta derived from Greek Hestia, “Standing Forever.”
So, Vesta is the standing power and protection behind Chiron.
Chiron rules initiation and represents a deep core wound inflicted upon us when we were children, or one we brought into this life unresolved from a previous life. Chiron was a centaur. He was the wisest and smartest of all the centaurs, he was a teacher, an astrologer, and a healer.
Sedna is a planet with an exceptionally long orbit; 11,404 years. At its closest approach, it orbits our sun outside the orbit of Pluto, and then goes way back out to the furthest reaches of the solar system touching the Oort Cloud. The indigenous cultures referred to Sedna as a Mermaid, or the Mistress/Mother of the Deep.
Sedna conjunct Chiron tells me that long journeys are involved with healing, and because both are in Taurus and in the 10th House, they’re interestingly connected to persistence, dependability, and determination, and also, my career and reputation with the public.
Sedna represents the journey into the unknown. It’s the break when you no longer want to push the rock up the hill. If applying to jobs has yielded the same results since 2016, then I should pat myself on the back for being persistent enough to allow that revelation to develop, but I shouldn’t be stubborn and too closed-minded to change what I’m doing.
After I understood this situation with Chiron and Sedna, I decided to look and see where Venus, the ruler of Taurus is located. She is exalted on the 27th degree of Pisces in the 9th House! The 9th House is long-distanced journeys.
27 is a number super-connected with the Moon, and my Moon is in the 4th House opposite this 3-planet conjunction in Taurus! There’s a tug of war, a back-and-forth struggle going on between my moon, and the conjunction in Taurus.
What am I going to do?
I believe the correct decision is to let go of the 10th House. Taurus rules money and possessions, so having Taurus in the 10th House makes it ultra clear what can be gained through persistence and determination with the career. Material gains.
But, nothing, for some reason, is being gained. It hasn’t since 2012, so, it’s time to change. Let the 10th House go for the Moon in the 4th, and let the long distance journey of Sedna promote the healing that needs to take place with Chiron first.
If I let the Taurus conjunction go for the Scorpio Moon, does that represent a fall from grace?
I’m not sure about that, but I don’t want to over-think it.
Here’s the interesting play involved with Sedna.
Sedna returns to its closest approach to our sun (perihelion) in 2076 for the first time in 11,404 years.
The numerology system I created, Oculus 13, is pictured below.
Sedna, according to my system equals 17/8, but like I just posted, the last three letters are DNA and they equaled 4 1 1. 411 is the numerical code for information, and DNA is information.
When Sedna returns to its perihelion in 2076, it will be America’s 300th birthday!
300. The astrological 10th House begins on the 270th degree and ends on the 300th degree. There’s the number 27 showing up again, but what’s even more amazing is that the first three letters of Taurus, the sign in the 10th House and the sign containing this conjunction, begins with the letters TAU.
Tau is the 19th letter of the Greek alphabet and it has a value of 300! Sedna is in Taurus, and the Tau Cross was used a symbol for life and resurrection.
Sedna, remember, was called the mermaid by the Inuit people, and the Tau Cross was a symbol used to represent life and resurrection.
On the 29th degree of Leo, I have the star Regulus, my North Node, and a Solar Eclipse. The Sabian Symbol for Leo 29 is, “A Mermaid Emerges from the Ocean Waves Ready for Rebirth in Human Form.”
Rebirth!
Sedna!
Mermaid!
Leo 29 Sabian Symbol is a Mermaid!
300 is the value of TAU!
Sedna, Vesta, and Chiron are in Taurus!
In 2076 America will be 300 years old!
This is NOT a coincidence.
Venus exalted in Pisces in the 9th House, hints to what the career should be about because Venus rules Taurus and Taurus is in the 10Th House.
The 9th House is the house of higher education, philosophical thought, the higher mind, broad concepts, and long-distanced journeys. Could it be that my troubles with getting hired and fired have something to do with the jobs I’m applying to? Stocking food in a food store and loading trucks aren’t jobs that require high levels of thinking, but I’m taking those jobs for the quick and easy money.
I’m being stubborn and I’m not living out my full potential. As much as I want it to, applying to the local food store is never going to work for me.
Am I forcing myself to stay in this rut because I fear the unknown?
That could very well be the answer.
According to my numerology system, the numerology for JESUS equaled 35/8. 8 also like SEDNA. Now, isn’t that interesting.
This is bigger than the money and possessions ruled by Taurus and manifested through the career in the 10th House.
When you look at the Sabian Symbol for Taurus 5 degrees, which is where Sedna is placed, you’ll understand. “A Window at an open grave.” This is about the evolutionary journey of the soul.
It’s time to cut ties with my past, and face the unknown with the courage of Aries.
Senda’s return in 2076-I’ll celebrate that in my next life with full awareness. Now, it’s time to manifest the spirit of the Mermaid, journey into the unknown, and live out my full potential.
I had a dream last night: a whole bunch of bulls were on a farm and the farm had a fence around it with barbed-wire on the fence. Suddenly, the bulls went crazy and decided to overrun the barbed-wire fence. It was disgusting to see the bulls stuck in the razor wire and still, despite the pain and the suffering, they were still fighting and pulling to get themselves free. Eventually, they did free themselves, and they smiled at me as they ran past where I was standing.
Unbelievable.
Nooz Buffet 