Moon Conjunct Chiron; It’s All Coming Back

This morning, I found myself in contemplation for three hours while I sat in the morning sun. My attention was once again brought back to the North Node in my birth chart, and my ascendant (1’43 Leo).

The North Node represents where you’re going in this lifetime. It also represents the energy that needs to be harnessed to fulfill our soul’s mission.

My North Node is located on the 29th degree of Leo in the 2nd House. The star, Regulus (The Lion’s Heart) is also on the 29th degree of Leo. So, I have this conjunction between Regulus and the North Node.

The timing of this, of course, is perfect because May is the month when Regulus shines the brightest after the sun sets.

God already showed me that I was Gaius Octavius in a previous life, but that whole thing started flooding back again. I guess I missed something. For those who don’t know, Gaius Octavius was the First Roman Emperor (Caesar Augustus).

So, what did I miss?

Well, the 12th House is the end. I have Cancer in the 12th House, and on the 29th degree, there’s Orcus retrograde. Leo is tied to Italy and Rome, and Orcus is believed to have had a temple built in Palatine Hill, Italy. The connection I missed was that Augustus had his Imperial Palace built there.

My chart picks up from there with the 1st House beginning on the feast day of Mary Magdalene (7/22, which is also the first degree or first day the sun enters Leo). Metis, the Roman Goddess of wisdom and deep thought is on the 12th degree of Leo, and the only 1st House Placement I have. Which is kind of interesting because as you can see, I do a lot of deep thinking.

As far as my chart goes, I’m going to stop there. I didn’t want to tell you every specific detail about this morning’s meditation session, but I had to mention the part I did so you would understand the Moon’s placement for this morning.

At 10:52 this morning, the waning crescent Moon was located on the 17th degree of Aries in the 9th House. The Moon was in conjunction with Chiron, and both formed a square with Mars on the 27th degree of Cancer in the 12th House. Chiron was the wisest of the Centaurs and he was a teacher. A Chiron/Moon conjunction in Aries in the 9th House will bring all the subconscious and hidden thoughts and memories about the self to the surface.

Contemplation about past lives and reincarnation is a 9th House thing.

Can you see how that works?

The ninth house is the house of the higher mind, philosophical thinking, long-distance travel, and higher education. Aries is the first sign of the zodiac and the ruler of the 1st House. The first house is the house of self. It’s who you are, were, and will be.

The Midheaven in my birth chart is 17 degrees Aries. That’s where the Moon was this morning. Chiron was using the power of the moon and the moon’s placement to to show me the highest point or culmination point of my chart as it related to my first house of self, Leo.

It was showing me that in a past life, I had everything. I was the Frist Emperor of Rome. That’s why I have the Jupiter 7th degree/Mars 12th degree conjunction in Virgo in the second house. That’s abundance through action, aggression, and war. Jupiter and Mars in the second house is acquiring possessions in abundance through conquering, through war.

But they’re both retrograde.

As a matter of fact, Orcus, Metis, Make Make, Jupiter, Mars, and Pluto are all retrograde stretching from the 29th degree of cancer in the 12th House, to the 21st degree of Libra in the 4th House.

And if all those retrogrades represent not an open door, but a closed one and a review of my past lives, than this life begins with me personifying Uranus, the Awakener, and the God of my sign, Aquarius.

The seventh house sun (18 degrees Aquarius) is born in bondage, but wakes up, breaks free and gains independence (Uranus).

A Chosen Generation

One time, I was working in a food store, putting frozen food in the freezer when I noticed a priest walking down the aisle towards me.

Me: “Excuse me, Father.”

Priest: “Yes?”

Me: “Do you believe in Jesus?”

Priest: “Absolutely.”

Me: “Do you believe in the miracles he performed, that he was crucified and died on the cross, that he rose again three days later, and that his resurrection was a return back to life from the dead?”

Priest: “Yes, I do.”

Me: “I do too. Can I ask you something else?”

Priest: “Sure.”

Me: “Do you believe in reincarnation?”

Priest: “Well, I don’t know. Do you?”

Me: “I do.”

I think I wrote about that conversation on here a while ago, and it was because I couldn’t believe the Priest’s answer when I asked him if he personally believed in reincarnation.

If you believe in Jesus, and he’s the central figure of your religion whose greatest victory was conquering death by resurrecting, how could you not believe or have any doubts about reincarnation?

I’ve done some serious and time-consuming studying on reincarnation, and most of that information I presented in Smorgasbord 2, Smorgasbord 3, and here on Nooz Buffet, but some people think I’m crazy for believing in it.

There are lots of people who will never even mention reincarnation in public because they’re in fear of the back-lash and ridicule that’s sure to follow.

I, however, will continue studying reincarnation, I’ll continue presenting my findings, and I’ll continue asking God to show me the truth.

If you’re doing the same thing, or starting to feel the urge to go in that direction with your current studies, let me turn your attention to the First Epistle of Peter, Chapter 2 verse 6.

Therefore, it is also contained in the scripture, “Behold, I lay in Zion a chief cornerstone, elect, precious, and he who believes on Him will by no means be put to shame.”

Some people don’t need the reassurance of the Good Book, but it’s always there if you need it.

Personally, I believe we’re all here for a reason, part of which is to seek our connection to our personal source and remember.

The system we live in is intentionally designed to prevent you from remembering. We’re bombarded with false information right from the start. Like cattle, it’s school, graduation, career, and having children and starting a family.

There’s no time for contemplation, spiritual pursuits, or “finding yourself”.

If you take the time to do that, what do people say?

They say, “Oh, he went off the deep end. Oh, he’s lost. Oh, he’s into some coombaya shit.”

You get ridiculed, people say you’re crazy, and they distance themselves from you.

But it says right in the Bible that we are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, and that we were called out of darkness and into His marvelous light. It says we are now a people of God, who once weren’t, and we’ve now obtained mercy that we were once without.

You see, I really believe we lived before. I believe we all did. I believe remembering is now possible, but we must pursue that knowledge and wisdom personally. I believe we lived before but have no recollection because we were in darkness. We weren’t supposed to know, but now, it’s time.

It’s time to remember.

Could it Be True..100 Virgins in Heaven?

Well lets try and figure this out.

Easter Sunday (Commemoration of Resurrection of Jesus); In 1980, Easter Sunday was Sunday, April 6, 1980.

Hermes was told by the Dragon, the Milky Way Galaxy is the trap, it’s the seed-ground of stars that returns souls to earth.

The Galactic Center in my birth chart is on the 26th degree of Sagittarius, and the cusp of the 6th House is on the 2nd degree of Capricorn.

Martin Luther King was born January 15, 1929. Astrologically he was a Capricorn, Astronomically his sun was in Sagittarius with approximately 3 days left before entering Capricorn.

The Sabian Symbol for Sagittarius 26 degrees is “A Sculptor at his work.”

The Sabian Symbol for Capricorn 2nd degree is “A Human Soul, in its eagerness for new experiences seeks human embodiment.”

Martin Luther King was assassinated on Thursday, April 4, 1968, at approximately 6:05 PM.

I was born 11 years, 10 months, and 3 days later on Thursday February 7, 1980. Astrologically, I’m an Aquarius with my sun on the 18th degree of Aquarius, Astronomically my sun was in Capricorn with about 8 days remaining.

The Sabian Symbol for the 18th degree of Aquarius is “A Man’s Secret Motives are being publicly unmasked.

In my birth chart, if you count from the 18th degree in Aquarius where my sun is and go upwards towards the Midheaven:

February 7 Sun on 18th degree Aquarius

April 4 (MLK Assassination) falls on the 15 degree of Aries. The Earth Symbol is there (Part of Fortune)

April 6 (Easter Sunday Resurrection) falls on the 17th degree of Aries. My Midheaven is there.

April 8 falls on the 19th degree of Aries. Ceres is there, goddesses of agriculture, grain, crops, fertility and motherly relations. Her symbols are the sickle, torches, wheat-sheaf, crown of wheat, stalks, cornucopia with fruits, cereals, and poppy.

Jupiter in my chart is on the 7th degree of Virgo. The Sabian Symbol there is “A Harem.”

It takes Jupiter approximately 4,332.59 days to make 1 orbit around the Sun. 4,332.59 days before February 7, 1980 is March 28, 1968. 4,326 days before was April 4, 1968. That’s a 7-day difference!

1968 was a leap year and 1980 was a leap year.

It takes planet mercury 88 days to make one orbit around the sun. 88 days before February 7, 1980 was 11/11/1979 (11.11). Uranus in my chart falls on the 25th degree of Scorpio, and the date is 11/11.

Now I’m going to show you the images to clear all this up.

the 12th planet
Cover of the 12th Planet. Interpreted as the soul of MLK in the afterlife excited and waiting for his chance to incarnate. At the Galactic Center, The Sculptor at Work has prepared the way. He’s being shown what’s out in the universe beyond Saturn. Saturn at one time ruled both Aquarius and Capricorn until Uranus became the ruler of Aquarius. Flanking the entrance are two sculpted Eagles, Altair is the brightest star in the constellation Aquila (Eagle). Above the entrance is the symbol for Part of Fortune/Earth, indicating his incarnation destination, and the four-pointed star is also used to represent Saturn as the 4th Planet coming in from Pluto. Out in the distance is what appears to be a green planet. Uranus was described as a planet with a green surface by the Nifilim, the ancient astronauts that visited Earth a long time ago and assisted the Sumerian Civilization. Uranus is the ruling planet of Aquarius.

Born on February 7, 1980, resurrected on Easter Sunday April 6, 1980, incarnated with the soul of MLK(12 years after death/ validated by Jupiter’s placement on the 7th degree of Virgo- “The Harem.” Is that why Muslims say they’re going to die and go to heaven to be with 100 virgins? Guided by the goddess on Ceres on April 8th and given the key in Taurus.

An interesting wheel if you ask me.

22 days in February, 31 days in March, and 6 in April.

The Pictures below are from my book, Smorgasbord 2. They provide an interpretation for the number of days per month between February 7 and April 6.

22 Tree, Pole, Cross, Enosh, and Blood. 31 Human, Birth, South, and Mary.
6 is the number of man (1+5=6), DNA, and noon.

Why is Reincarnation So Hard to Believe..

Most of us have been programmed to believe we have no control and no say when it comes to our salvation. According to Catholicism, this life we’re living is our one and only, and if we’re good, we’ll spend eternity in heaven with Jesus after death. If we’re bad, we spend eternity in hell with the Devil.

All we can do is pray, and hope we’re in God’s good graces. This is what we’ve been programmed to believe since about 300 AD.

Reincarnation is not even discussed in our Western astrology. The doctrine of Karma and reincarnation comes to us from Hinduism.

What you really need to do is stay neutral and remain open-minded. Most people who follow my blog or read my books are familiar with my roots in religion. I was raised as a Catholic. I was born into Catholicism because my parents were Catholics, but I never fully committed myself to the religion.

Finally today, the true roots of my faith are coming to me, and that’s because I was patient and didn’t commit myself. When you make a commitment-you lose neutrality. It took 42 years.

I do believe that Jesus existed, although, I believe his legacy has been distorted and twisted over the years. I can express what I believe to be true about Jesus, but it’s not necessary right now.

What is important, is that we start deprogramming ourselves. I have something to share with you from a book I bought, The Weiser Field Guide to Ascension, written by Cal Garrison.

Cal Garrison’s The Weiser Field Guide to Ascension

I bought this book in 2011 just in case the Mayan prophecies were true. 🤣 If there was a way to ascend to another dimension, I wanted to know! But seriously, Garrison is so right. Our lives have become mechanized and we are so out of touch and confused by it all that we don’t even remember what it means to be alive. Remember, in the womb, the very first thing that develops is the heart. It the beginning and the end of your life.

Have a blessed night!

News Break

Finally, I’ve made some real progress in my research and studies about reincarnation. It’s real. And I found something that proves The Book of Ezekial is truth. In Chapter 1 verses 15-21, Ezekial is describing a vision he had. That vision was the Great Day.

This forced me to go back to my third manuscript, Smorgasbord 3 Poverty and Prophecy, which just completed, and make some additions. The full content will be available when the book is published, but I wanted to share this information with you ahead of time.

For the souls who dwell lost in darkness, your time is coming.

A paragraph from Smorgasbord 3:

Now, I would like to tell you that seeing the light is real.  There have been lots of times when my thoughts were in sync with the Light.  When someone says, “they see the light at the end of the tunnel,” it’s not just a saying, it’s literal weather the people who say that know it or not.  The second thing I want to share with you is that hell is not knowing.  Hell is not knowing and being unaware of who you are, who you were, and who you will be.  The third thing is that immortality isn’t about you living forever, it’s about the preservation of your soul in the Light of the Universal Mind of the Creator so you can continue to come back life after life striving towards completeness through spiritual evolution.  The fourth thing is that no one knows when they are going to die.  Only the creator knows that. 

This is important because it has everything to do with your spiritual evolution.  Let’s say you incarnate as a baby boy.  You grow up a little and then die mysteriously before your tenth birthday.  If you are chosen, which I can’t get into at this point, after death, you will rest in a cocoon of Light.  You’ll remain there preserved until your future path unfolds.  What does that mean?  That means you’ll decide the specifics of your next life, but you’ll remain in Light until the person living the next life you’ve chosen reaches the point you’ve already evolved to.  When they do, you will incarnate into the body and resume your evolution.  You will keep doing this until you’ve reached completion.

-FJL, Smorgasbord 3 Poverty & Prophecy