Why am I angry? Part 2 ūüė†

I am angry because I want to play, but there’s no one to play with.

I’m angry because because its hard to find someone to share happiness with.

When I’m happy you’re angry, and you’ll remain angry until I’m angry.¬† ¬†Then you’ll become happy.

Hit and miss, up and down, and never on the same page.

Happiness comes from within, its the emotion you show when you’re content.¬† You’re happy when you’re satisfied, and ultimately in acceptance of who you are.

I’ll accept you for who you are.¬† Don’t fight love.

Generally Speaking

What’s up?¬† I’m not writing about anything special right now, just taking a moment to connect with my readers on a personal level.

I’m an Aquarius so I would like to wish all my Aquarian readers a happy birthday.¬† It’s our time of the year so enjoy it.

How is everyone’s New Year going?¬† Are you sticking with those resolutions you’ve made?¬† Don’t forget about them.

Valentine’s Day is in six days, do you celebrate it?¬† Are you making special plans?

I use several widgets on my site, and two of them are at the bottom of the page.¬† If you scroll all the way down you should see a calendar counting down to Valentine’s Day, and a Video of the day.

Sometimes I don’t have the time to change the Video of the Day everyday or I’ll leave it up there for other reasons, but both are usually updated.

I want you guys to know I appreciate all of you who visit and follow noozbuffet.com, and I enjoy your feedback.

Later on down the road we’ll be looking to fine tune and streamline topics and categories on the site, but right now we’re having fun.

Brady Hate

Isn’t it amazing how many people are rooting against the patriots because they “want to see Brady Lose.”

I published this on Facebook around 8 o’clock in the morning the day of the Superbowl, and I did get a response, the person was in fact in agreement with the statement.

Are you?

I can remember a time when NFL fans appreciated great players and dynasties so what happened?¬† The Pittsburgh Steelers and Terry Bradshaw were loved in the 70’s, Joe Montana and the 49ers were loved in the 80’s, and how about Troy Aikman and the Cowboys dominating the 90’s.

As a team, the Patriots dominated the first two decades of the two-thousands.¬† No team team in NFL history has done what the Patriots have, and Tom Brady, well we’re talking about the greatest Quarterback to ever play the game.

There’s only so much we get to see in a lifetime, and we may be witnessing something no one will ever see again.

So why all the hate?¬† Why all the frustration?¬† I’m talking to the real fans of the game here.

Watch the video at the bottom of the page, and write in.

I’d love to hear your responses.

Be Mine


I love you.

Did I tell you that already?¬† Don’t laugh, okay whatever.

Will you be my Valentine?

Do you remember all of those wonderful Valentine’s Day memories we created?¬† It was late in afternoon, and cold out.¬† I couldn’t wait to hold you.¬† We created fire.

So I unlocked the door to your apartment hoping you’d be home, but you were still at work.¬† I set the vase full of red and pink roses in the center of that table in your living room.¬† I put the chocolate on the night table next to your bed, and whispered I love you under my breadth.¬† After doing a few push ups and checking myself out in the mirror, I returned to the living room.¬† It was getting dark out so I lit a few candles and finished writing in the card I bought you.¬† You loved the way I wrote, and how I used to draw naked stick figures of us holding hands.

Before I knew it you were unlocking the door, and I’ll never forget the look on your face.¬† You were so surprised to see me standing there with a card in my hand.

“Baby,” you said running to me.

“Happy Valentines Day sweetheart.”

I held you in my arms, and we hugged and kissed.  Your face was freezing from the cold outside, and your cheeks were burning red.  You looked so cute.  We laughed and kissed some more.

Our night together was amazing.  We played with each other in the shower under the hot steamy water.  You dropped the soap, and I laughed.

I watched television while you cooked us dinner then we ate and drank wine.¬† Your cheeks turned red again.¬† You looked so cute.¬† We were in love.¬† After dinner we snuggled up close together on the couch under the same blanket.¬† The movie was good, but I couldn’t wait to get you in bed.

You were so good to me that night and many other nights as well, but Valentine’s Day always seemed special.¬† Your body was so tight, and I loved that natural heart that sat at the base of your spine.¬† Your love, our passion, we had sex, but we made love.¬† All night.¬† All morning.

I love you.¬† I know I told you that already, but I do, and it’s okay if you’re laughing because I am too.

Do you remember all those wonderful Valentine’s Day memories we created?

What are you doing this year?

Will you be my Valentine?





Dichotomy-Chapter 6

a short story of good and evil

Chapter Six


¬† ¬† ¬†Maureen’s husband was at his desk when he heard his name being paged over the intercom system.

¬† ¬† ¬†“Gary Gregory you have a telephone call on line two, Gregory, that’s line two,” the system echoed.

     When Gary picked the phone up the voice on the other end was low and to the point.  He was instructed to get to the main conference room immediately, and as soon as he hung up the phone he was on his way.

¬† ¬† ¬†“I’m sorry for interrupting you Gary, but I just received some information that you need to hear,” Commander Bright said.

¬† ¬† ¬†“Okay, lay it on me Commander,” encouraged Gary.

¬† ¬† ¬†“We’ll, we’ve known for a long time now that our opposition is using the Astrological Planetary System to sneak around and manipulate the masses, and we’ve been spending the majority of our time tracking their movement.¬† As you know, it has been our goal to catch up with the sons of bitches, however, our failure to do so isn’t a secret,” reminded Bright.

¬† ¬† ¬†“Yes, I’m aware,” answered Gary.

¬† ¬† ¬†“When you joined our organization we gave you something,” the Commander continued.¬† “The Scale, it was a Gift.”

¬† ¬† ¬†“Yes, I remember.¬† It’s sitting on the mantle over my fire place,” Gary stated proudly.

¬† ¬† ¬†“You’ve been a wonderful member of this team, and you deserve every reward you get, but the Scale was bait.¬† We knew the enemy would realize eventually they were one egg short of a dozen.¬† Let me get to the point,”¬† requested Bright.

¬† ¬† ¬†“Go right ahead Commander,” encouraged Gary.

¬† ¬† ¬†“If we lose the Scale then we lose our integrity.¬† We’ll also lose trust, and it won’t be long before our entire way of life becomes polluted and corrupted.¬† Protecting the Scale is one of our top priorities, and I know that that’s a tremendous amount of pressure, but that’s why we presented it to you as a gift.¬† You were calm not knowing what you were in possession of, and everyone else had piece of mind, but that’s not the situation now.¬† Early this morning I found out that someone located the Scale,” informed Commander Bright.

¬† ¬† ¬†“How,” asked Gary.¬† “It’s in my house for Christ Sake.”

¬† ¬† ¬†“I don’t have time to get into specifics,” Bright said.

¬† ¬† ¬†“So what now,” Gary asked.

¬† ¬† ¬†“You’re going home.¬† I want you to bring the Scale back here to guarantee it’s safety.¬† When you get here we’ll discuss the relocation plan,” ordered Bright.

     Gary left Area 31 immediately.  He was on the road en route to his house.  Maureen crossed his mind.  He thought about her getting attacked and defending the Scale all by herself with their children in the house.  Gary dialed home on his cell phone.

¬† ¬† ¬†“Maureen!¬† It’s me baby!¬† I’m coming home early,” Gary shouted.

Dichotomy- Chapter 5

a short story of good and evil

Chapter Five


“How could you be so forgetful,” Baxter asked.

“I don’t know I was thinking,” Guy responded.

Baxter was someone that many people looked up to.  He was on the side of bad, but he was a really good leader.  The seventh house was his, all thirty degrees.  Baxter was respected and trusted because he was the most knowledgeable man around.  He knew the zodiac like no other, which was probably the most important thing since both good and bad were using it for traveling through time.

“It’s not like you to forget.¬† Do you realize this is the fourth time you traveled through this portal, and you came back empty handed all four time,” Baxter reminded him.

“I know Baxter, I’m really sorry.¬† There’s something wrong though, this isn’t like other missions,” Guy explained.

¬†“Well Guy, I don’t know what to say here.¬† You leave prepared, you know what I expect, and you know what you must do, but for some reason it doesn’t get done,” Baxter’s voice was increasing gradually.

“There’s something that happens to me when I’m on the other side.¬† When I come back here I’m confused,” Guy explained.¬† “I’m here though.¬† I mean I come back all the time.¬† I don’t remember much about where I came from or what I did, but I’m here.”

“I’m not a fucking psychiatrist Guy, what are you trying to tell me,” demanded Baxter.

“I’m saying at some point during my mission I forget the objective.¬† There’s something that sidetracks me, or pulls me away from completing the mission,” said Guy.

Guy was supposed to bring back the Scales of Justice.¬† The Scales of Justice symbolize power.¬† It represents judgement and balance, and Baxter had to have it.¬† Yes, Baxter was the Bright and Early Morning Star and the ruler of Libra.¬† He obviously didn’t know about Maureen or who she was personally, but it didn’t matter.

Baxter had to get involved now.  He had to go and recover the Scale himself because Guy was losing.  The love he shared with Maureen was too strong it was turning his brain to mush.

“Look Guy, we need the Scale, and we don’t have time.¬† The rotational period of Mars is almost two years so if you come back with nothing again we’ll have to wait a very long time to make another run at it.¬† Who knows where it will be then,” Baxter was just trying to reach Guy at this point.

“Okay Baxter, I understand,” reassured Guy.

“Good because I’m going alone this time,” said Baxter.

“Please, take me with you,” Guy pleaded.

Baxter starred at Guy as he thought about his request.¬† In any other situation someone in Guy’s position would’ve been replaced immediately, but Baxter knew Guy wouldn’t compromise a mission intentionally.

“I appreciate your enthusiasm and willingness, but I’ve decided to go alone this time,” Baxter responded.

Guy remained quiet with his head down.  Then, he looked up at Baxter and nodded his head in acceptance.  Baxter sat back down in his favorite chair and took in the silence for a moment.

“I like you Guy, I really do.¬† You’re welcomed to come and go around here as you please, and that won’t ever change.¬† Please, don’t take my decision personally.¬† This war we’re in right now, it’s like a chess match,” Baxter was actually taking some time to talk with Guy on a more friendly level.¬† “Please, have a seat Guy,” insisted Baxter.

Baxter’s office was dim but really clean.¬† It was also very organized, but what else would you expect.¬† It’s natural for someone like Baxter to have his shit together.¬† There was a really comfortable looking leather chair facing the corner of the room.¬† Guy turned it around and positioned it across from where Baxter was sitting.¬† As Guy sat down Baxter stood up and began pacing with his arms folded across his chest.

“We can do whatever we want, but there are certain limitations, or maybe delays is the word I’m looking for, Baxter explained.¬† He was getting into one of his moments of deep thought and inspiration.¬† “Good versus bad, bad versus good, that’s how we see ourselves you know.¬† That’s how we describe our war, but we are all awakened.¬† We’re alive and intelligent.¬† All of us.¬† Who can say what we do is bad?¬† Only those who oppose us, which of course makes them good.¬† You have to laugh Guy.¬† Seriousness is a breeding ground for problems,” Baxter shared.

Guy was listening as he swayed from side to side in his cool leather chair.¬† Guy and Baxter were friends, brought together by recent circumstances that turned both their worlds upside down.¬† To be honest there aren’t too many people who have childhood friendships anymore.

“Yup,” Baxter continued.¬† “You have to laugh.”

Guy began to lighten up a little bit and regain his awareness.  He was actually smiling.  Guy laughed then Baxter laughed, and then both laughed in unison.

“Oh boy,” said Baxter as he sat in his chair and faced Guy.

The laughter continued into the night.


Dichotomy-A short Story of Good and Evil

Chapter Four


¬† ¬† ¬†There are 12 known portals, and all of them are twisted and blurry in appearance.¬† Each portal is a doorway that opens up to a specific point, and these points are actually referenced in degrees as both good and evil, or the awakened ones, are using the zodiac system for traveling.¬† It’s a system of precision, and those who are really smart can be any where in any time, the only draw back is that it’s based on the movements of planets and other heavenly bodies so traveling is delayed sometimes.¬† It seems like the struggle between good and evil is one that never ends, and that’s probably because as time moves on and more people awaken, they follow in the footsteps of those who woke up before them.¬† Once a person wakes up and realizes what’s going on, they can choose to ignore it or be apart of it, and those who decide to involve themselves always fall into the category of either good or evil.

¬† ¬† ¬†It’s curiosity and an inner drive to find some explanation for their discoveries that keeps them going, but how far they go depends on the individual.¬† Some people are willing to risk everything to get what they want.¬† They seek knowledge, and they learned there are two realities taking place parallel to each other.¬† They share a simultaneous coexistence and timeline with the sleeping population.

¬† ¬† ¬†What’s good?¬† What’s evil?¬† Good and evil are¬† only perceptions the sleeping population have of the awakened ones.¬† The only real way of knowing who or what is truly good or evil is by observation.¬† Good and evil are fighting amongst themselves for control of the zodiac, the great wheel of time, so how their¬†actions affect the sleeping population will be the true indicator.¬† The zodiac is split into twelve perfect areas or houses that represent areas of human life collectively and individually.¬† Victory in any section or house means the winner has total control over such area and the corresponding portal or doorway.¬† It’s the seventh house of partnerships that’s in focus here.¬† Right now it’s a neutral area, but it’s under attack.¬† The side that wins will ultimately be whoever is in possession of the Scale.¬† Marriage falls in this area.¬† Guy and Maureen are married and currently, they possess the key.