I forgot to publish this. I wrote it on the night of the last new moon.
Dear God:
I thought tonight would be a perfect time to thank you.
As of late, you’ve probably been feeling the stifling hot air emanating from my essence here on earth due to my constant complaining, cursing, and questioning, but after several good things happened recently..
it would only be right for me to thank you when things go right if I’m going to complain to you when they go wrong.
What I’ve learned is that your timing is perfect, and you would never put something on my plate if you didn’t think I could handle it.
It’s one thing say,
“You lost that because something greater is coming.”
Or
“This happened because God is trying to teach you something.”
Or
“God has a special plan for you, it just hasn’t manifested yet.”
And, it’s a completely different thing entirely to truly believe all that in your mind, and living each and every day feeling it in your heart.
As I continue to walk this path, I do so humbly, with appreciation and gratitude, love, and care reserved. I never stopped believing, and I never stopped trusting, I just didn’t understand why you do the things you do.
I do now.
There is a chosen purpose for this life, and I know the ordinary person would have to be pulled so far off the beaten path to realize that, but it’s true.
On this beautiful evening, as this new moon cycle commences in the sign of the Lion, let us celebrate. Let us enjoy the love and warmth that only a creator can feel for his creation.
Nooz Buffet 