Real

August 12, 2024

You know, I used to free-style a little bit when I was a teenager; hanging out late at night, rapping on the street, and having a good time. I get it, and I totally understand the point of separating the pros from the cons, the real from the fake, and wheat from the chaff.

How can you talk about something you didn’t experience? How can you rap about gang life when you never ran with a gang?

Well, just like in hip hop, the spiritual field is flooded with leaches, false prophets, fake gurus, and people who’ve decided to hop on the New Age bandwagon to make some money.

Now, I would never challenge someone’s faith, and I would never push my beliefs on someone else, however, I’m the wheat, and the real pro.

Not only have I developed a rare level of self-awareness, intuition and a 6th sense, but I’ve been blessed with Uranus exalted. Discernment, a good eye, and knowing are mine.

The point I’m making here is that I know who I’m talking to. It’s like when two fighters who’ve been through some battles meet eye to eye. They can look at one another and know immediately if the person in front of them is bullshit or the real thing.

I might or might not call you a fucking liar to your face, but for sure, I’ll definitely know if you’re bullshitting me, and I’ve been seeing a lot of phonies on YouTube lately. It’s upsetting a little.

Anyway, let me tell you about the dark night of the soul, because I see people talking about it who have no idea what they’re even speaking about. The dark night is a cleansing. It’s when you’ve done the work and opened that door to the past. What’s comes through is all the experiences you’ve ever had in all your lives.

We might be saints right now, but we were definitely sinners at some point in our past. It all comes through, good and bad, and it can be terrifying to come to grips with some of the stuff we might’ve done.

It’s really like being haunted, and I remember crawling up on my bed in fetal position thinking I was just going to die. But I didn’t.

It has absolutely nothing to do with the ego. Trust me, in order for you to be initiated on the spiritual quest, you must be completely over ego, and that’s the very first step. The dark night of the soul comes years down the road.

You can’t experience the dark night of the soul unless you’re initiated, and you cannot be initiated if your ego is in tact.

One day she’s teaching a yoga class and the next day she’s talking about mysticism. Give me a break. You got your head in the clouds and you’re just repeating what you hear. You have no real experiences to share.