May 3, 2025
I had a friend that I met when I began kindergarten. He was actually one year older and in my brother’s grade. Anyway, at some point, he stayed back, and by the time we got to high school, we were in the same class.
The Universe is a funny place, and it’s funny how things work. When you finally wake up, it’s funny to think back about all the people you’ve met, the interactions you had with those people, and the roles they all played.
I never really knew why, but every time we saw one another, this guy would call me FRANCE. He was excited!
He would say, “Yo, my nig*a FRANCE!”
I just assumed he called me FRANCE because my name was Francis.
♌ Did you guys know that Leo is connected with France? I have Leo rising.
I always tell you guys that my spiritual journey began in 2007, and I’ve been practicing and studying astrology since 2008-ish.
But, I never really told you what kickstarted that journey.
I would say my life was pretty much normal until around 2007. I graduated college in August of 2003, I started working for Head Start in 2004, and then at the request of my girlfriend who was teaching with me at the time, I left Head Start and went to Catholic Charities. I’m pretty sure it was September of 2007.
Anyway, when I was hired at Catholic Charities, I was really excited. I was born and raised Catholic, and I completed at least three sacraments while going to Catholic School as a kid.
What better organization to get hired at and teach kids? That’s what I thought. I already completed my Master’s work while I was working at Head Start, and so all I needed was to have someone come in from the board of education, observe me, mentor me, and then sign off on my paperwork so I could receive my New Jersey P-3 Teaching Certification in Early Childhood Education.
Well, I was hired in September, and I was fired in October. I was devastated! I had just signed a new lease on a townhouse, I had a brand-new car and big bills, and besides all of that, the plan was for them to help me complete my certification process.
They brought me in there to teach, and they were supposed to complete the alternate route process for my teaching cert., but instead, they fired me without reason.
It’s May of 2025, and looking back on that event that happened in October of 2007, that event was the dynamite that blew the door off my South Node, and allowed revelations from the past to come in.
The next thing you know, I saw a spiral in the center of the sun, I was having dreams that were taking place in real life the next day, and I began noticing synchronicities.
I could go down the list of things that happen from 2007 to 2025, but there’s no point. None of it would make any sense to you.
That’s a cool shirt, isn’t it? I bought it in 2019, and you can’t see the writing on it because my hands are covering it, but it says, “Stay Lit”.
Astrologically, my North Node is on the 29th degree of Leo in the 2nd House. My South Node is on the 29th degree of Aquarius in the 8th House, conjunct Mercury and Vulcan.
Venus is on the 27th degree of Pisces in the 9th House. If you count the days from where my sun is on the 18th degree of Aquarius until you get to the 27th degree of Pisces, you’ll notice, because 1980 was a leap year, the 27th degree of Pisces equates to March 16th.
How awesome I thought! That’s Saint Patrick’s Day!
Today is May 3rd, but May 1st, which was Thursday, was Beltane. I was born on a Thursday by the way. Beltane is when the God and Goddess unite and we have a celebration of fertility and healing.
The God and Goddess unite within you, so don’t look for a guy and girl to be kissing on the street corner. It’s the merging of masculine and feminine within you; masculine (fire/sky) and feminine (water/earth). That’s Head and Heart.
Not Head Start, Head and Heart.
Today is May 3rd, and you know what I realized today? The address of my gym is number 1243.
Do you know that I drove around the parking lot today where my gym is located because there’s a bunch of buildings there with numbers on them. And, do you know that I found building number 1243, 1245, 1247, 1250, 1255, and 1259, but for the life of me, I could not find building 1244.
Why is that significant?
Well, I’ve been having this feeling lately that I want to leave. I’ve been having that feeling again to move, to leave, and to travel to a new state.
Why? What am I running from?
That’s me now, but from May 1243 to March 16, 1244 I was under siege and eventually, burned alive. Yes, I was a Cathar, and it was the Siege of Montsegur.
Prat dels Cremats “Field of the Burned”
So, I guess there’s no reason for me to run or leave or move because I’m not under siege anymore, but the memory of the Heart lingers. I still have that instinct, it’s a survival instinct ingrained deep within me.
I don’t have to leave, but now I know. I know what has been haunting me and driving me subconsciously.
We’ve arrived, finally.
Spiritually, we’re up-to-date, it took 45 years of this life to figure out where I left off, but now I know. Now, I can finally begin moving forward.
Nooz Buffet 