Aware of Your Game

I’m getting a little sick of this fucking narrative that’s plaguing my life. I’m not a criminal, I’m not on probation, and I’m not on house arrest. I have nothing to hide.

It’s getting annoying to keep hearing people to tell me to calm down when all I’m already calm. I’m tired of people treating me like a criminal, pretending they’re scared of me, and acting like they don’t know what I’m going to do.

Let’s be real. You’re jealous, you’re envious, and you want to see me struggle in life.

I couldn’t even sit down and have a conversation the other day with the girl who was firing me for no reason, without some guy sitting in on the meeting.

I asked him what he was doing because the meeting had nothing to do with him, and he said “I’m sitting here to protect her.” WHAT!!!???

Are you kidding me?

Like I’m an inmate who’s having a visitor and he’s the CO! This shit has to stop, and it hasn’t been funny for a long time. You scumbags are creating problems when there aren’t any. The state of Pennsylvania has been doing me wrong for the last ten years.

I waited on hold for three hours to speak to someone at the unemployment office last month, and the woman who picked up the phone hung up on me because she was mad. I asked her a question she couldn’t answer and she got upset. Not me.

I’m tired of being singled out and made an example of.

And now, I finally realized what’s going on here with work. They’re trying to make it look like I can’t hold a job.

This has been going on since 2007, when Catholic Charities fired me for no reason two months before I was going to receive my teaching certification.

I’m not a criminal and I don’t have a mental problem. Stop fucking with me.

I don’t like to quote other people but this is just so fitting for my life:

Hear me clearly: If y’all niggas fear me, just say y'all fear me
Fuck all these fairytales
Go to Hell, this is God engineering
This is a Hail Mary pass, y’all interfering
Jay Z

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