Conquering Suboxone

There’s a lot of places you can go for help with addiction, and there’s a lot of certified professionals you can go to as well. There’s also drug counseling. It is my opinion, however, that there’s no better coaching when it comes to addiction then what’s offered by someone who went through it personally.

I don’t like to brag, and I never really do, but I will take this time to brag.

Going cold turkey, I quit Lexapro, Oxycontin, Percocet and Vicodin, Adderall at 90 mgs per day, and suboxone twice. That’s quite a list, I know, thank you.

What I want to share with whoever needs to hear this today is my secret for getting off suboxone. This is priceless.

Suboxone is what they give people who have an addiction to pain medication, but at some point you have to get off the Suboxone as well, and Suboxone carries a nasty with drawl.

First of all, you need to be ready to stop taking suboxone, and I knew I was ready to stop taking it when I would leave my house without it. Suboxone was always on my mind, and I always took it with me wherever I went. It became as routine as putting your wallet and car keys on the dresser.

Then, one day, I left the house with a free mind. I started my car, and I said, “Wait a minute, I’m forgetting something.” It was my suboxone, but right there, I knew I was ready because it wasn’t ruling my mind.

So, here it is. You’re not going to get over taking suboxone by weaning. You can. You can gradually reduce your dosage. Whatever it is, 8mg, to 6 mg, to 4 mg, to 2 mg, to 1 mg daily. You’re still going to with drawl when you finally decide to stop taking it.

Many times I gradually reduced my daily dosage only to go running back to my doctor a day later. Don’t kid yourself, don’t lie to yourself, and don’t fucking play with suboxone. Respect it because it’s fucking your body up.

The only way to conquer suboxone is to force yourself to go without it. Good has to overcome evil, and by that, I mean, in a ten day span, you have to go more days not taking it then you do taking it. This will gradually give your body a chance to adjust. Take it one one day, then take a day off. In ten days, it’s tied 5-5.

Take it one day, then take two days off. Good is winning 6-4. Take it one day, then go three days without it. Good is winning 7-3.

God gave you free will, and anything that takes away your free will can only be evil. EVERYTHING and ANTHIING that controls you is bad. Dependency is bad.

The fight comes when you decide to go without it. I was taking 6 to 8 mg daily for five years. Five years! That’s a long time to be on a medication, but I needed it. Then, I was forced to go three days without it. I went nuts.

They were the three worst days ever. I knew if I didn’t go back to my doctor I was either going to get beat up, get locked up, or lose my job. But, I made a promise to myself. I said, “I just went three days without, and as bad as that was, I’m still alive.” I promised myself that if I went back to my doctor that I would continue to build off that three day head start.

Instead of going back to 6 to 8 mg, I took 2mg so I could eat, go to work, and sleep. I wasn’t able to do any of that. That 2 mg piece was just enough to get me over the hump. Having it in my possession, but knowing I didn’t need it was comforting. Don’t get rid of it until you’re over it. You’ll have panic attacks if you need it and don’t have it.

The half-life on suboxone is long. That’s why if you take it everyday you’re only overkilling your body.

If you take it Sunday, then on Monday your mind says take it, don’t. You’ll get nausea, heart burn, stomach cramps, and anxiety. That’s pretty much the progression. Then, you’ll get aggravated, miserable, angry, and maybe violent. That’s good. Keep going.

You’ll threaten people, you’ll tell your mother to go fuck herself, and basically expose yourself for the addict that you are. That’s good, get it all out. Keep going.

When you get to point where you’re unable to sleep, unable to eat, and unable to go to work because you’re incapable of dealing with people in your condition, and it’s been a few days, then you’re just about where you need to be.

Take a small piece to take the edge off, and keep progressing.

Good luck!

In closing, I would like to say this. I have patience, compassion, and understanding for people who are addicted to drugs. Some people are overwhelmed and killed by their addictions, and others win their lives back.

Conquering your addictions is your responsibility, and you deserve as many chances as you need to win your life back.

Addiction is the friendly guy who comes to you when you’re young, vulnerable, and going through hard times. He sees you struggling, and he says, “Hey, I can get you through this.”

He extends his open hand, you indulge, and all your problems seem to go away. But they don’t.

What actually happens is the clock stops. Addiction stops the clock, he numbs you, and he makes you forget about your problems, it doesn’t solve your problems.

It takes your mind and focuses it on him so you’re not thinking about your problems, and in the process, he stops time. You think you’re progressing, but you never are. The clock doesn’t resume until you conquer addiction and face life with a sober mind.

Hail Mary

The first picture is of our Blessed Lady, Mary, and the second picture is of a peacock.

This is really crazy because I’ve been talking to this woman for three years, and every once in a while, she disappears for weeks and months at a time.

This happens to be one of those times where she’s MIA, and interestingly enough, on her birthday, which is in two days on the 18th, the Sun will be on the 28th degree of Taurus.

A woman pursued by mature romance, um, yeah, that’s what’s literally happening.

And, then, the next day when the Sun reaches the 29/30th degree on the 19th, the Sabian Symbol represented is below.

I just can’t make this stuff up.

Take the Block Off

God blessed me with Uranus on the 25th degree of Scorpio in the 5th House.

I can see.  I see things differently, I see through deception, and I can see commonalities in things others miss.

I analyze my numbers here at WordPress, and what my eyes are telling me is that someone is playing with my sites visibility.

I’m still getting between 8 and 15 views on a Good day, and 2 to 4 on a bad day, even though I’ve been working at this for six years and published 1300 articles. 

I don’t think they’re restricting my ability to gain followers, but it does appear that someone is playing with the category for views and visits.

Proof of this came one day, all of a sudden, out of the blue, after getting an average of between 8 and 10 views every day for several years, someone at WordPress got caught lacking and my views were in the hundreds!  That happened one day, and then it went back to normal the following day.

I work hard, and at this point I can only hope things are fair.

A Glimpse Into the Astrology of Joan Jett

September 22, 1958

Rock Legend, Joan Jett, will be 66 this year, and yes, she’s a native of Pennsylvania. I think it’s interesting how certain celebrities come to my mind for astrological interpretation. There’s really no rhyme or reason to it, they just pop in my head, and what I find most interesting is that after looking at the chart, there’s always some planetary alignment I’ll have in common with the person.

With Joan Jett, she has Chiron on the 18th degree of Aquarius, which is where my Sun is located. The core wounding for Chiron in Aquarius is disappointment in self, self-destruction, feeling invisible, and a disconnection from one’s body.

Clearly, Joan Jett is not afflicted by her Chiron placement as a healed Chiron manifests as an authentic connection to others and the community, the ability to express feelings, and in touch with intuition. Jett is an amazing example of someone not only stepping into her power, but embracing it to the fullest.

The 18th degree of Aquarius has to do with truth and trust. “An unmasked man,” as the Sabian Symbol shows, reminds us that no matter how hard we try to hide the truth, it will always come out in the end. So, the lesson is really about embracing our eccentricities and the things that make us different, because ultimately, they’re what make us special and what will bond us to others.

She has Jupiter on the 2nd degree of Scorpio, which is where my Moon is, and her Moon on the 29th degree of Capricorn is within two degrees of my descendent.

Jett was born on September 22nd, which puts her Sun on the Libra Virgo Cusp. Venus, the planet ruling Libra, and Mercury, the planet ruling Virgo are in a conjunction in Virgo separated by two degrees. That’s the Goddess of Love and Beauty linked with the God of Communication.

That’s a person who loves expressing herself!

Virgo 16 degrees (Venus) is about embracing the beast within us, and the Sabian Symbol for Virgo 18 degrees (Mercury) shows an Ouija board. That’s about intuition, which directly connects her Venus and Mercury conjunction back to the placement of Chiron.

Rock on Joan!

Out of Many

After watching Greg Braden’s interview with Andre Duqum, I was pulled back to this piece of work I completed a year or two ago. It’s probably the most important thing I could share with you at this point.

We’ve made things so complicated. Think in terms that are simple.

Venus and the Kennedy Revelations

When I wrote my third book, Smorgasbord 3 Poverty and Prophecy, I wrote a seventy page analysis of the astrological chart for the murder of JFK. I was obsessed with it, and when I realized RFK Sr. was murdered in 1968, I went further down the rabbit hole.

Well, check this out. I went back this morning and checked the Venus cycle in my birth chart, and this is what I found.

Venus in my chart is on the 27th degree of Pisces in the 9th house. Venus takes 225 days to make 1 orbit.

Venus’s 8th orbit around my chart were between the dates, 6/6/1984 and 1/17/1985! RFK Sr. was assassinated on 6/6 in 1968, and RFK Jr., our current presidential candidate was born on 1/17 in 1954.

Let me repeat that. The date range of Venus’s 8th trip around my chart were between the dates of the murder of a father and the birth of his son!

There were 225 days between 6/6/1984 and 1/17/1985.

I also found an interesting connection with the number 9. The Venus cycle is 225 days. 2+2+5=9. Every time you add 225, it equals a number that can be added and reduced to 9. Example: 225, 450, 675, 900, 1125, 1350, etc.

So, it makes it even more interesting that Venus, in my chart, is on the 27th degree in the 9th House.

I Thought I Altered the Circle at 27?

Chiron returns at age 50-51.

The Sumerian God Marduk had 50 names, which gave him power.

Jason had 50 Argonauts.

The Orbit of Sirius A around Sirius B is 50 years.

The Jubilee in the Roman Cycle was 50 years.

Economists are giving increasing weight to the 50-year Kondratieff Wave Cycle.

At the Jubilee, the Bible teaches that Christians should forgive all debt and start anew.

Pentecost means the 50th.

Thank you, Barbara Hand Clow, for that information.

I’ll add this..

Then, Francis Joseph LaManna looked at his birth chart, and he saw Chiron in the 10th house sitting on the Pentagon! And, opposite the Moon!

Then, he looked down into his lap at all the money he had left to his name, and it was 5 50 dollar bills!

Revelations, This is Getting Deep

So, I posted an article today asking for donations to help me get to $2,000.

And then, I thought about that for a little bit, and I said to myself, “Not counting myself, I have 285 followers. If each follower gave $7.25, I would have $2,066.25.”

And then I laughed because it sounds so simple. If I could get each follower to give just $7.25, I could reach my goal.

The day went on, and I wrote another article titled, Teenagers, Listen Up. After I wrote that article, I realized this:

Holding fast to what you have and not letting anyone snatch your crown means to hold on to your faith, and to not let anyone come between you and your pursuit to obtain an open crown in preparation for Chiron’s return at 50 years old.

That was a revelation, and I know a lot of people aren’t ready for this yet, but you will be. I’m just planting the seed.

This is so important because your ability to pass through these doors/gates/stages/levels, or whatever else you want to call them, really dictates when the process of dying begins in your body.

If you align this process with astrology, the astrological cycles of certain planets reveal what’s going on. I’ll let you read that for yourself.

The four pages I’ve provided are from the book, Chiron rainbow bridge between the inner and outer planets, and it was written by, Barbara Hand Clow.

Those pages get into detail about this process, and astrologically speaking, the most important transits occur around 29 years, that’s when Saturn completes its first orbit. The second transit occurs between 40 and 42 years, that’s when Uranus moves into opposition of itself and aligns directly across (180 degrees) from where it was when you were born. The third transit is when Chiron makes its first full orbit and comes back to where it was when you were born. That’s about 50 to 51 years.

I posted the last picture many times before so you can SEE it. Now, I haven’t provided any of the details yet concerning the unfolding of this process throughout one’s life, but these are the key dates that you’re supposed to be prepared for. The important thing to remember is that the work on the physical, mental, and emotional bodies or planes is supposed to be done in preparation for your Chiron/CHRIST return.

Did you get that? Chiron/Christ return? Okay, you see where this is going.

The top of your head is known as the crown of your head. So the crown chakra is the energy center/vortex at the top of your head. Nobody, can take your crown, but they can close it. And you need it open for your Chiron/Christ return to reap whatever he has for you.

Okay, now, remember I posted on here on 3/11/2024, https://noozbuffet.com/2024/03/11/breaking-news-the-self-awareness-of-paramahansa-yogananda/.

Well, today, as I remind you of that and you keep in mind what you’re reading now, I turn your attention to Revelations 3:11. “I am coming soon; hold fast to what have, so that no one may seize your crown.

I highlighted SEIZE YOUR CROWN. Yes, seize could be defined as taking something by force, but you don’t have a crown on your head that anyone could take!

However, there’s another definition for the word seize when it’s used as a verb. When something like an engine seizes up, that means it stops working. Dictonary.com provides these two definitions:

  1. to have moving parts bind and stop moving as a result of excessive pressure, temperature, or friction (usually followed by up ):The engine seized up from cold.
  2. to have a seizure, as of epilepsy:He seized for about five minutes and then lost consciousness

The Crown Chakra is an energy center, like every other chakra center, it’s a spinning vortex. I told you earlier that no one could take your crown, but they can close it. Excessive pressure, temperature, friction, can bind it up and stop it from spinning. That means excessive arguing, fighting, rage, and all of the other emotions you’re supposed to fix by the time Uranus moves into opposition.

If you look at the second definition you will understand what happens when it closes. YOU LOSE CONSCIOUSNESS! Translate that into metaphysical language. You’re not going to pass out your going to lose, until it’s reopened, you’re creative energy, awareness, and the consciousness you spent your lifetime raising. You’re going to miss the opportunity or the gift that Chiron/Christ has for you.

Didn’t you ever notice how the hair on the crown of your head spirals out from a center point? Well.. Do you think it’s by chance that certain religions cover the crown portion of the head? No.

So, getting back to my point, The important thing to remember is that the work on the physical, mental, and emotional bodies or planes is supposed to be done in preparation for your Chiron/CHRIST return.

By 42, if you’ve done the work, all the chakras centers are supposed to be open, and the kundalini energy is supposed to be moving up the spine through the crown chakra and beyond. That also means that you’re totally alive and death has not yet set in.

If you continue to increase your vibration faster and faster then you’ll be like?

Elijah. Some people fell to their knees when they met the Lord, and others walked with him.

Enoch walked with God, but Elijah was taken up in a whirlwind!

A whirlwind! Notice how there are three planetary symbols at the top. Pluto, Uranus, and Neptune represent the soul/the trinity.

Elijah won, like a handful of others. What is the point of all this? What’s this all about?

Well, we all have a special mission, but this is really about changing hologram. I’m going to get into what the hologram is, but if you alter consciousness, you can evolve the hologram. That’s why you must hold on to your crown. If it seizes, you lose consciousness.

According to Clow, the astrological chart describes the energy field that results in a hologram inserted into incarnation. The hologram is a unified field of consciousness which maps the process of the soul’s formation into matter from birth to death.

Think of it as a movie. You’re the star, and you’re creating your life actively. The movie begins when you’re born, and it ends when you die. Everything that happens between those two points, creates the hologram. Death is actually the completion of the hologram, but you don’t know that because up until now, you’ve never seen the end of the movie. It was always lights out. And because it was always lights out, and because you never actually saw the ending, you kept coming back here to see what the hell you missed, and in the process, the same movie has been replaying over and over again.

Now, that Chiron was spotted in 1977, we realized that the power was once again available to us here on earth as it was a long long time ago. Chiron gives us the power to wake up out of this movie (gain consciousness and awareness that we’ve been here before), and to do the work that we need to do to raise our vibration so we can change the hologram. We can finally progress and move forward.

Now, the went on for me, and as the day went on after that last post, I left my house and drove to an old parking lot to read and think, and more revelations came to me.

What came to me exactly?

Well, I was thinking about my life and how it seems to be in shambles every 12 years, and I even wrote a long article on here about the Jupiter cycle. I realized that Jupiter has a 12 year orbit, and every time Jupiter gets around Aries I start having rough times financially. Like clockwork it hasn’t failed yet. I looked at my chart to see what was in that area and I saw Eris, which is the planet of strife on the 13th degree of Aries, My part of fortune is on the 15th degree of Aries (the 15th Degree of Aries is Cosmic Consciousness), and both are conjunct my Midheaven on the 17th degree.

Interesting, right?

I don’t really feel like getting into the details of this thought came about, but..

it was the revelation that Times Time and half time is 24, 12, and 6. When I came home, I looked at my bible and I saw that comes from Daniel 7:25.

Remember, in the beginning of this article I said to myself:

“If only 285 people would give me $7.25, I would have enough to pay for my car payment and make the necessary repairs to move to a better place.”

$7.25, I guess was given to me, but not in the form of money. It came to me as a revelation concerning times time and half time from the Book of Daniel.

Now, my wheels were spinning! And, I started to think some more, and all these thoughts flashed in my mind. Once I knew the time was 12, and times was 24, and a half time was 6..

I drew this picture and something else made sense..

Now, I know, the spiral I saw in the center of the Sun around 2007 was God showing me TIMES! I was 27 years old, then. The key verses in Daniel are 7:25, 7:26, and 7:27!

As in 25 years old, 26 years old, and 27 years old. I was born on the 7th, so it would be 7th day 25 years old, 7th day 26 years old, and 7th day 27 years old.

Also, this was verification of the process that I’m talking about in this article. When I added 24+12+6 it equals 42! 42 years old is the end of the Uranus opposition!

Times, time, and half time is equivalent to the age when if you’ve done the work, the chakras centers should be open.

Then, my scientific mind started to work, and I was looking at the picture like Oxygen 12, Carbon 6, but that’s where I stopped to write this.

24 years is 8,760 days. 12 years is 4,380 days, and 6 years is 2,190 days. Altogether there is 15,330 days.

I also thought about something else. Christine Breese, the founder of UMS, made a meditation video, and in the meditation video she would refer to her audience as double 0 7 secret agents of love.

That’s 007! If you’re a 007 secret agent of love, then you at least did enough work to open up whatever centers would equate with the times period, which I believe is the Saturn Return.

There are 2 circles in times, 1 in time, and an arc in half time.

Alright my friends, I love you, I appreciate you, and I’m grateful that you visit my site. Hold fast to what you have and hold on to that crown.

I now wish that I’m able to hold those vibrational levels so that my crown never gets seized! You should do the same.

You know what?

My nodal axis runs from the 2nd house to the eighth house. This is a soul lesson that has to do with money and possessions. And it’s funny, how I have no accumulated money after living for 44 years on this earth, and today, I basically beg for $7.25 from each of my followers, and I’m given Daniel 7:25 instead!

I don’t think I’m supposed to have money, and that’s crazy because I love money.

Teenagers, Listen Up!

This is Why You’re Told to Hold Fast to What You Have

and Not Let Anyone Snatch Your Crown.

Yesterday, I posted an article about Reiki healing. The system, the establishment, and “science”, has taken a stance against natural remedies, and earth based and hands on healing. They condemn and black ball the individual who believes they, within themselves have the power to heal.

This really isn’t new news to me, but it’s something people should be aware of.

I read a long time ago that certain things and certain methods are used to keep people at the bottom of the pyramid. While I’ve always been aware of these things and methods, I never really understood what humans were being prevented from achieving..

until recently.

Fear is something they use. They don’t use fear directly, it’s used indirectly, or in a passive way. For example, they can make up a story about a certain area or city as being a place of violence and crime, or there might really be crime and violence going on in that place, but it’s not as bad as they drum it up to be.

You may or may not decide to go to this place, but that decision is ultimately yours to make. Some people will go, and some will be afraid to go.

Yesterday, I saw a video on YouTube that was telling people that they would be targets of gang violence if they got a certain tattoo.

In the video, the narrator directly came out and told people not to get a 5-pointed crown because it was too dangerous. Instead, they told everyone to get the closed crown with the cross at the top.

The picture to my left is the crown they told everyone to get.

Why would they tell you this?

Okay, so now I have to go back and tell you what humans are being deterred and sometimes prevented from achieving.

This whole thing, the story I posted about Reiki included, is about the prevention and the determent of individuals from finding the God and the power within themselves. It’s about the determent and the prevention of you manifesting your divinity.

The reason why I titled this posting, Teenagers, Listen Up, is because teenagers are still young enough to grasp and conquer this process I’m about to tell you about.

The picture above is from Barbara Hand Clow’s book, Chiron. In the second paragraph she’s talking about the astrological alignment of Uranus opposite Uranus. It takes Uranus 84 years to make one orbit around the Sun, and most humans won’t live to see their Uranus return, but between the ages of 40 and 42, Uranus will be in a position to where it’s exactly opposite to where it was when you were born. That’s the Uranus opposition.

It takes Chiron 50 years to make one orbit, and if you’ve balanced your karma and transformed the energy within yourself properly at each necessary stage, the chakras are open all the way up the spine. This allows the energy within you to flow from the base of the spine to the top of your head, which is the “crown chakra.”

So, the video that I was talking about is not only terroristic, but it’s indirectly telling you not to strive for the transformation of the energies within yourself.

The truth, however, is this: If you fail to transform the energies within yourself, a closed crown is what you’ll have when you turn 50 years old and Chiron returns, and the cross on top represents the Churches victory over everything and everyone through the crucifixion of Jesus.

The 5-pointed Crown or any crown that’s open with rays represents the open crown and your successful attempt at balancing your karma and transforming your energy.

The video is basically using the threat of gang violence to deter you from getting an open crown tattoo, but there’s a MUCH BIGGER PICTURE HERE THAN YOU GETTING A TATTOO. It’s telling you to be safe, don’t go off on your own, God is in the Church not within you, and get yourself one of those closed crowns with the cross at the top.

We have a lot of work to do.

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