2007-2024; Catch Up On This Journey of Spiritual Awakening

Seventeen years into this personal journey of spiritual awakening has caused me to stop and reflect yesterday on all that I’ve learned and accomplished.

So much can’t even put into words, and so much wouldn’t be understood or believed by someone who isn’t interested or on a similar path, and that’s okay because part of this journey is to find like minded people.

It was around 2010 that I developed an appreciation for this path that I honestly feel I was destined to be on. We live in a world with a system that has us constantly reaching out for all of our needs, and we graduate from an educational system that teaches us about everything other than ourselves. When astrology and numerology, specifically, was dropped in my lap, I was in awe of the uniqueness of it because for the first time, I felt like I discovered something that could help me learn about myself.

It all began with synchronicity and dreams, then it progressed into astrology, and now in 2024, we’re headed into full-blown mysticism. I learned about the cycle of planets, I’ve studied reincarnation intensely, and I’ve seen the light. I believe in reincarnation. I read three different sources that were written in three different places at three different times throughout history, and all of them shared a common thread-a vision of what the afterlife was like.

I learned about salvation, and it’s my belief that personal salvation is tied into the balancing of your personal karma, which ultimately has to do with ascension. If you can balance (51% they say) your karma and achieve ascension, then salvation is at hand. Light is memory and wisdom, and the goal is to remember, which you will do if you can find the light. Salvation is being born with memory so that you’re not doomed to repeat what you’ve already gone through in previous lives.

Personally, my life path number is 9, which you can find by adding the numbers in your birth date. For me, it was 2+7+1+9+8+0=27. 2+7=9. It was a joy to meet others 9’s, but I was especially excited when I met and dated 36 for two years. I really didn’t understand why I was so drawn to her when I was with her, but it came to me yesterday. Finally, after twelve years.

3 is the dimension we’re in, and 6 is the dimension where our personal source and guides reside. Establishing your connection with God means that you’ve opened up the channels and lines of communication between the 3rd and 6th dimensions, bypassing the fourth and fifth. God, Father Sky, is three dimensions above you with a birds eye view and the plan for your life. The Goddess, Mother Earth is your heart. Once you connect both, you have intuition and a 6th sense (that’s why it’s called a 6th sense, it comes from 6-D).

God will help you find your spirit, and your spirit, when you find it, will give you all the wisdom and knowledge from all the lives you’ve lived. That will bring you current and put you in the now moment. Then, you have to pull down, from 9-D, through 6-D, and into your heart in the 3rd dimension. That’s full cosmic consciousness and a Master of time and space. You have options at that point.

I was listening to Coast to Coast yesterday, and there was a woman on there who sharing her abduction story. She was almost haunted by beings she couldn’t see, and the final step was when they made physical contact with her by engraving two X’s at the base of her spine. She interpreted that as them trying to get her attention, and she was definitely paying attention after that.

That story brought back something deeply personal that happened to me around 2013. I was sitting on my bed looking at my right foot when all of a sudden and image pressed through the skin just above my ankle. In the brief moment it was there, it appeared to be a skull, then it disappeared.

Contact!

I did some research yesterday, and what I found in my astrological chart was a pediment connecting my Sun on the 18th degree of Aquarius, to the MC on the 17th degree of Aries, and the third point, the 15th degree of Gemini. On Gemini’s 15th degree is Victory and the star, Rigel.

Rigel is the foot of Orion! And Aquarius rules the ankles and shins!

What I learned yesterday was that in the 1500’s, Orion was a female! Yes, Orion, the Hunter, was a female, and what came flooding into my head at that point was that song by Dido, when she sings, “I want to be a hunter again..”

The star Rigel, was known as the left leg/foot of the Great One, Jauzah. The message from all that is that the balancing of the male and female within me has been a success. It was a Victory as indicated by the asteroid on the same degree. The connection to Aquarius 18 is telling me not be afraid to be myself, authentic, and original. Truth and honesty are reinforced by Aquarius 18.

At all costs, I must maintain my individuality because something very important is on the line. The 17th degree of Aries reinforces the need to get away from the daily grind of life when it’s necessary.

After seventeen years, I’m finally starting to trust in the wisdom and fire of the heart. I’m learning the energies, and I’ve finally realized that fighting them is pointless. Fighting the flow of life delays things. Just go with the flow.

I want you guys to know, all of my readers and followers, that you have the answers. Trust yourself. No one knows you better than you know yourself. We have an opportunity to be reborn in the Age of Light will full memory!

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Arrival of Summer, Happy Birthday Cancer ♋

Good afternoon and welcome. I just finished my ceremony for the celebration of summer’s arrival, and despite not having all the supplies necessary, I went with what I had. To tell you the truth, I feel okay about that.

It was last minute, but I can work on adding herbs to my collection. I’d like to get to a point where I have everything I need on hand, weather it be candles, herbs, teas, or whatever.

The summer is a time to celebrate love, health, and purification. It’s the peak of fertility, and at noon time today in the northern hemisphere, the Sun was directly overhead.

I pulled the astrological chart afterwards to see where the planets were, and the Sun was on the zero degree of Cancer. It’s nice to be able to correlate the beginning of the summer season with the sun’s entry into the astrological sign of Cancer.

Here’s the chart from astro.com.

As you can see, there’s a beautiful cross in play that involves all the cardinal signs; Cancer, Capricorn, Libra, and Aries. This is powerful and positive energy. It gives us the energy to initiate new things, forge ahead and lead in new directions, and the power to change our environments by personal will.

The Sun, Mercury, and Venus are in conjunction at the top of this chart in Cancer. All three are opposite the Moon and tied into a square with Neptune in Pisces.

People, this is very stressful energy. Oppositions and squares present challenges, but we need them to learn. Sometimes, it’s the most difficult and stressful situations that teach the greatest lessons. As you navigate your way through this time, just know that there’s going to be arguments, misunderstandings, things taken out of context, and so on.

Maturation is what the 19th degree of Cancer is about, and at the bottom of the chart on the 19th degree of Capricorn, we find fortitude and the push to take on difficult tasks. On the horizontal axis, 16 degrees Libra opposite 16 degrees Aries, we are being pushed to rise above perceptions and the petty things that drive us into danger.

Challenge yourself to be a better person, and remember that you’re competing with no one other than yourself. You’re trying to be the best version of yourself, and sometimes taking on new challenges and pushing ourselves forces us to mature.

The full Moon this evening is conjunct the Galactic Center and culminating in the astrological sign of Sagittarius. The first full moon on the first night of summer will be bursting with electromagnetic radiation. It’s a time of endings and new beginnings, and things can end good or they can end bad, but either way, they must end to begin anew.

Be careful, be smart, and enjoy!

A Psalm of David

Good Morning Beloved!

I’m not an overly religious person. I grew up Catholic, but Catholicism opened a door for me to find a faith that’s more fitting for me personally, however, I do resort back to the bible for certain scripture.

I turn your attention to a Psalm of David, Chapter 101. The chapter in its entirety is factually and perfectly written, but look at verse 7, and 8.

⁷No man who practices deceit shall dwell in my house; no man who utters lies shall continue in my presence.

⁸Morning by morning I will destroy all the wicked in the land, cutting off all evildoers from the city of the Lord.

I want you to understand that some people are walking talking manipulators. They talk out of both sides of their mouths, play both sides of the fence, and hop on the bandwagons of the winning parties, and they don’t even realize it.

They’re with the flavor of the week.

It takes a real man to take a stand on personal truths, beliefs, and opinions. It takes a strong person to speak the truth around people who hate hearing it.

Let me tell you this. Two days ago, I said to someone, “I’m a 44-year old man, and I don’t need anyone to keep me safe.” And, this person wanted to fight me for saying that to him. Basically, he was saying, if you don’t accept me as your savor, then I’m going to be your enemy.

That’s a piece of dogshit, and those are the types of people who’ve sealed their own fate. In order to preserve your freedom and liberty, you must rebel against that. You don’t have to fight it, you just have to refuse to listen to it.

Merry we meet, and Merry we part. Do what thou wilt, but please don’t infringe upon my life.

The Rebirth of Neptune

June 19, 2024

Good Morning Beloved!

Wow, so, we really caught this at the right time. As we all know, from the time sperm meets egg to the birth of new life, it’s nine months. Thanks mom! Aries, for as long as I can see, has always been the first sign of Zodiac and the ruler of the 1st House of Self.

It is in the astrological sign of Aries that the first day of spring is marked, and we celebrate the first day of spring as the Sun returns to the first house after traveling through the Zodiac band during the calendar year. In a sense, Aries like the first day of spring represents a time of rebirth, renewal, and creativity, so when a planet returns to Aries after transiting the zodiac, it’s really like a rebirth for that planet as the cycle starts over.

Neptune will be reborn in nine months when he enters Aries in March of 2025.

Neptune entered Pisces, the sign it rules in 2011/2012, and it will enter Aries and the 1st House in 2025/2026. Two years are given for the entry points because of retrograde periods. I haven’t looked at the Neptune transit schedule, but from experience I know Neptune will probably enter Aries in 2025, then retrograde back into Pisces before going direct in 2026.

It wasn’t until around 2020 that I realized I had been under the spell of Neptune, and to be honest, if Neptune didn’t enter Pisces and return home, I don’t think I would’ve ever known. But, something interesting is happening. I’m now starting to become more consciously aware of Venus. That’s a story and lesson for another time, but to give you the short of it, Neptune through Pisces was a rehash of all things mystical, religious, and spiritual. A lot of that stuff we needed to know about, get up to date with, and be able to move forward from. Truth needed to come out, and I want you all to know something important.

In the larger picture and greater cycles of time, the age of light and the brand-new astrological Great Age (a period of 25,920 years) will begin in 2100. Neptune’s entry into Pisces updated us on the last 2100 years of our history as we lived through the Age of Pisces. So, Neptune enters Pisces and gets reborn, and when 2100 arrives, Neptune will have reached the 5th sign of the zodiac, Leo! Hedonism and self-indulgence will be on the menu then.

With Venus, for me personally, I don’t know if it was always the case, but on my birthday next year, Venus will be back on it’s natal chart degree, 27 degrees Pisces. An abundance of ceremonial information, sacred times, and magic is flooding in. I’ll take that as it comes, and share it with all of you.

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Well, ladies and gentlemen, what are you waiting for? If you conceive now, you’ll give birth to baby Neptune in March! You will never ever have this opportunity again-to conceive while Neptune is on the 29th degree of Pisces and entering Aries in March of 2025.

Nooz Now; The Templars Worshipped VENUS NOT BAPHOMET

June 17, 2024 Edition

Good morning beloved, thank you for visiting Nooz Buffet, and welcome to this edition of Nooz Now.

🌞Today is June 16th, and we have five more days before the first day of summer. That’s right, I know, time is flying. Friday, June 21st is summer solstice, and at noon time in the northern hemisphere, the sun will appear directly overhead at 90 degrees. Also, the summer solstice represents in the northern hemisphere, the longest day of the year with about 15 hours and 4 minutes of daylight.

💚I recently published two videos on YouTube, one was titled, “Is Drake a 69 God? Did JFK join Charles Hapgood’s Quest For God?” The other video was a follow up video I posted because some additional information came my way about Charles Hapgood and former president of the United States, JFK.

I really thought Charles Hapgood discovered gold at the bottom of the Atlantic through his academic research and scholarly endeavors, but I had to rethink that. During WWII, Hapgood was employed by the office of the Coordinator of Information. The COI became the OSS, Office of Strategic Services, and the OSS became the CIA. He was also employed by the Red Cross, and he served as a liaison officer between the White House and the Office of the Secretary of War. It’s very possible that Hapgood could’ve gotten information about the gold either while working for the Red Cross, or perhaps the CIA.

The second thing I discovered had to do with the Vatican and Pope John XXIII. I never really thought much about JFK becoming the first Catholic President of the United States. I always thought it was a special achievement for him personally that marked a break though in the progress of our country, but all that went away after the assassination. But, what I didn’t realize was the possibility of JFK being put in the White House as President specifically for being Catholic.

What do I mean? Fidel Castro was a growing problem, and eventually he was in a hard beef with the Vatican and Pope John XXIII who eventually excommunicated Castro for interfering with Catholic Churches in Cuba. How dare you Fidel?

Now, I feel like JFK was put into power as a Catholic to show America’s support for Catholicism and the Vatican, at a time when men like Castro would be challenging the richest organized religious establishment in the world.

And, it was over Castro and Cuba that caused President Kennedy to have issues with his own CIA for running covert missions to Cuba without his concent! Kennedy’s CIA was undermining his position, and Kennedy wanted the CIA GONE! But, what happened? Kennedy went and the CIA stayed. And just so you know, the original intelligence coming to the COI was coming from the UK. British and Canadian intelligence provided the intel.

😯Well, my friends, this was something I was going to keep hidden, but what the heck. And, let me apologize ahead of time for spilling coffee on one of my documents.

Here’s one version of my birth chart. How interesting I thought, the planets align to form a pentagon. And, the planets in the this formation was mind blowing.

Then, I realized that I could draw a pentagram within the pentagon. And, how cool this was.

But then, looked what happens when I decided to go the other way with the Star….

Do you realize how rare this is? That the planets in my chart would align to make a pentagon, and that pentagon with its lines extended, would create a pentagram that would touch all five points of the Venus 8-year cycle!!!!!!!!

This is like one in a trillion.

I now know, the pentagram represents the 8-year-Venus cycle, and I now know that the sacred feminine, represented by the Goddess of Love, Venus, was suppressed and turned demonic because someone placed Baphomet in the star and told the world it was demonic.

Well, who did that?

Diddy Dreaming

6/13/2024

Last night’s sleep was restless. I tossed and turned, but at some point I fell asleep and went into dream state.

I entered a big room. It was kind of dark with a cement floor-it almost felt like a parking garage without any cars in it.

And, there were two men sitting in there, each one sitting in one of those old combination of desk and chair that you might’ve seen in school.

The man on the right I didn’t see, but I pulled my desk/chair up to the man sitting on the right.

It was Diddy. He had a white t-shirt on. I put my desk/chair next to him and he looked left at me with his head slightly bent forward.

I began to talk to him about women. He turned to me because he knew I knew a certain psychology of passion. He knew I understood him and his behavior, but I wanted him to know he was forgiven for certain acts.

But, he didn’t want hear it.

Diddy said, “I’m going to move my desk over here.”

He created a distance between us of about fifteen feet or so, and the dream ended.

Waxing Crescent Shines on the Lion’s Heart

June 12, 2024

Early this morning at approximately 1:08 AM as Wednesday was just beginning, I caught the Moon transiting the astrological 6th House. This is interesting because it was by chance. I just happened to look at the astrological chart last night when I got home from work, and it was also by chance that I saw the Moon at 12:00 noon in the 6th House in Aquarius on May 28th (that you can read about it in the last Moon Scope posting).

What I’m trying to say is that there’s a message that connects the two charts (the chart from May 28th at 12:00 noon and the chart from earlier this morning), which is kind of special because we’re talking about two different lunar cycles.

When this current lunar cycle reaches its full moon, the culmination will be about something that started during the final seven days of the previous lunar cycle instead of the beginning of this current one. That’s rare.

So, the Moon earlier this morning was a waxing crescent illuminated at 34%. The 6th House crescent was on the 29th degree of Leo, which put it in conjunction with Regulus.

Leo is the fiery-proud-and regal lion. He’s full of emotional fire, he has an absolute love for life, being on stage, and being the center of attention. He can also be a bit dogmatic and boastful, but hey, he’s the king of the jungle baby!

What I’m sensing here is break through of some kind. The 6th House will manifest energy dealing with health, the service we provide to ourselves and others, and work so that’s where this break through will be seen.

Regulus is also known as Alpha Leonis, it’s the brightest star in the Leo Constellation and one of the brightest stars in the night sky. Regulus is the heart of the lion, and across many cultures it carries a special significance.

The Moon on May 28th was in Aquarius in the 6th House, so what I see here is an energy that’s directed towards making or creating a better future for ourselves. As this current moon passes the 29th degree of Leo and makes it way into Virgo, we’ll begin to get more serious about our health, exercise routines, how we treat other people, service, and the work that we do.

This conjunction between the Moon and Regulus represents a return to prominence. We’ve either been putting something off, ignoring something, or just not giving our full attention to something related to health, service, and work for whatever reason, but the energy now supports our efforts to get it right.

You should never live in the past or the future, but know that it was your past that put you in the situation you currently find yourself in, and it’s the now moment that will create the future you want for yourself.

The vertical axis in the astrological chart from earlier this morning shows the Midheaven (MC-10th House Cusp) touching the 24th degree of Sagittarius, and the Imum Coeli (IC-4th House Cusp) touching the 24th degree of Gemini.

The horizontal axis touches the 19th degree of Pisces on the ascendant side and the 19th degree of Virgo on the descendent side. With Sagittarius, Gemini, Pisces, and Virgo highlighted, there’s a peaceful blend of mutable energy. When the energy is mutable, the way forward is to be more receptive. Watch, listen, and learn so you can adjust to the proper flow.

Dominance, aggression, and prideful activity will be thwarted through this time. I know you want to impose your will, that’s our nature, but you’ll be running into a wall. Think about how water when poured into a glass takes the shape of the glass. That’s how we need to be now, mutable, open, and capable of adjusting to new things.

Lucky Numbers: 5 and 3

Today is Wednesday: Mercury rules Wednesday so good communication wins the day.

Sapphire can be used for peace and tranquility, and Navy Blue and Gray are the favored colors.

According to Francis Joseph LaManna

Chapter 2

¹Let’s put it like this.

²We live in a universe that’s electromagnetic. We attract to us what belongs to us. When the time is right for you, you will attract all the abundance and good fortune you can handle.

³Okay.

⁴What you’ve attracted belongs to you, it yours. She’s yours, but she’s of me. And instead of enjoying her, you desire to know and question what she’s of.

_⁵Therefore, piece of shit, you’re no longer content with her. You’re now obsessed with me.

⁶The problem with that is that I don’t want to know you. I hate you. Take the blessing that you attract and enjoy it. Don’t concern yourself with me, what I’m doing, or how I do what I do.

⁷Personally, for me, I’m beyond duality. I walk a middle path, it’s hard, but I do it. A lot of people hate me for it. I’m not concerned with them, extremes, or people who can’t let go.

⁸Life is fast, live and let live.

⁹Because I’m beyond duality, I’m not so quick to label things as good or bad, God/Devil, and so on. But, understand something, life can be complicated.

¹⁰People who subscribe to duality do so to make sense of life. I don’t need to. Life makes sense to me.

People Knocking, but They Can’t Come In…

Somebody said to me, “You need to open your heart to your family, not strangers.”

Let me tell you something. I’m God, and my heart space is heaven. I’m it, I cannot open my heart space for you, you have to open it.

I have no control over that.

What I can tell you is that I’m real. I like originality. I like people who are masters of their craft. I like people who are genuine and sincere.

Purity doesn’t mean being a virgin. It’s means being pure of heart. Act without aggression, hate, jealousy, envy, spitefulness, and deceit. If you don’t want to do something, don’t do it.

The Universe blessed me with Uranus on the 25th degree of Scorpio in the 5th House. That’s x-ray vision-that’s the ability to see through shit.

I see through you, and if I detect any bullshit, my heart won’t open.

Family or not. Sorry.

Conquering Suboxone

There’s a lot of places you can go for help with addiction, and there’s a lot of certified professionals you can go to as well. There’s also drug counseling. It is my opinion, however, that there’s no better coaching when it comes to addiction then what’s offered by someone who went through it personally.

I don’t like to brag, and I never really do, but I will take this time to brag.

Going cold turkey, I quit Lexapro, Oxycontin, Percocet and Vicodin, Adderall at 90 mgs per day, and suboxone twice. That’s quite a list, I know, thank you.

What I want to share with whoever needs to hear this today is my secret for getting off suboxone. This is priceless.

Suboxone is what they give people who have an addiction to pain medication, but at some point you have to get off the Suboxone as well, and Suboxone carries a nasty with drawl.

First of all, you need to be ready to stop taking suboxone, and I knew I was ready to stop taking it when I would leave my house without it. Suboxone was always on my mind, and I always took it with me wherever I went. It became as routine as putting your wallet and car keys on the dresser.

Then, one day, I left the house with a free mind. I started my car, and I said, “Wait a minute, I’m forgetting something.” It was my suboxone, but right there, I knew I was ready because it wasn’t ruling my mind.

So, here it is. You’re not going to get over taking suboxone by weaning. You can. You can gradually reduce your dosage. Whatever it is, 8mg, to 6 mg, to 4 mg, to 2 mg, to 1 mg daily. You’re still going to with drawl when you finally decide to stop taking it.

Many times I gradually reduced my daily dosage only to go running back to my doctor a day later. Don’t kid yourself, don’t lie to yourself, and don’t fucking play with suboxone. Respect it because it’s fucking your body up.

The only way to conquer suboxone is to force yourself to go without it. Good has to overcome evil, and by that, I mean, in a ten day span, you have to go more days not taking it then you do taking it. This will gradually give your body a chance to adjust. Take it one one day, then take a day off. In ten days, it’s tied 5-5.

Take it one day, then take two days off. Good is winning 6-4. Take it one day, then go three days without it. Good is winning 7-3.

God gave you free will, and anything that takes away your free will can only be evil. EVERYTHING and ANTHIING that controls you is bad. Dependency is bad.

The fight comes when you decide to go without it. I was taking 6 to 8 mg daily for five years. Five years! That’s a long time to be on a medication, but I needed it. Then, I was forced to go three days without it. I went nuts.

They were the three worst days ever. I knew if I didn’t go back to my doctor I was either going to get beat up, get locked up, or lose my job. But, I made a promise to myself. I said, “I just went three days without, and as bad as that was, I’m still alive.” I promised myself that if I went back to my doctor that I would continue to build off that three day head start.

Instead of going back to 6 to 8 mg, I took 2mg so I could eat, go to work, and sleep. I wasn’t able to do any of that. That 2 mg piece was just enough to get me over the hump. Having it in my possession, but knowing I didn’t need it was comforting. Don’t get rid of it until you’re over it. You’ll have panic attacks if you need it and don’t have it.

The half-life on suboxone is long. That’s why if you take it everyday you’re only overkilling your body.

If you take it Sunday, then on Monday your mind says take it, don’t. You’ll get nausea, heart burn, stomach cramps, and anxiety. That’s pretty much the progression. Then, you’ll get aggravated, miserable, angry, and maybe violent. That’s good. Keep going.

You’ll threaten people, you’ll tell your mother to go fuck herself, and basically expose yourself for the addict that you are. That’s good, get it all out. Keep going.

When you get to point where you’re unable to sleep, unable to eat, and unable to go to work because you’re incapable of dealing with people in your condition, and it’s been a few days, then you’re just about where you need to be.

Take a small piece to take the edge off, and keep progressing.

Good luck!

In closing, I would like to say this. I have patience, compassion, and understanding for people who are addicted to drugs. Some people are overwhelmed and killed by their addictions, and others win their lives back.

Conquering your addictions is your responsibility, and you deserve as many chances as you need to win your life back.

Addiction is the friendly guy who comes to you when you’re young, vulnerable, and going through hard times. He sees you struggling, and he says, “Hey, I can get you through this.”

He extends his open hand, you indulge, and all your problems seem to go away. But they don’t.

What actually happens is the clock stops. Addiction stops the clock, he numbs you, and he makes you forget about your problems, it doesn’t solve your problems.

It takes your mind and focuses it on him so you’re not thinking about your problems, and in the process, he stops time. You think you’re progressing, but you never are. The clock doesn’t resume until you conquer addiction and face life with a sober mind.