Today is October 30th, and this time is one of great importance because at one point in our ancient past, some humans believed November 1st to be the beginning of the new year, and October 31st to be the end of the old one.

Also, when keeping the Sabbat holy, Samhain, we learn the ancients also believed this to be a time when whatever concealed or hid the world of the physical from the ghostly realms would be at its thinnest.

Not only do I keep the Sabbat holy, but I’ve consecrated October 30th, 31st, and November 1st. Astronomically speaking, today, October 30th is the end of our Sun’s 45-day transit through Virgo. Tomorrow, astronomically, the Sun enters Libra, where it will stay for a period of 23 days until November 22nd. This quickly becomes a time of judgment (don’t be so hard on yourself), and also a time of love when we strive for a life of more balance and harmony.

I’ve always believed in the saying, “all things in due time,” and I truly believe the real identities of who some of us really are will be revealed in two more years when Neptune leaves Pisces and enters Aries, the sign of, I AM.

Yesterday, a three year old girl was laughing as she said to me, “You’re a witch,” and her mother looked like she wanted to burn me, but I just laughed it off, because it reminded me of something read once, “Conceal your wisdom until an older generation of humans are born who will understand you.” I can’t remember who said that or where I read it, but I did.

Some of us do certain things not really knowing why, but it’s because of intuition. For example, I bought several books dealing with the Mayan Prophecy of end times, and the ascension process in 2010. I read those books cover to cover several times back then, but they never made more sense than they do at this moment. Now, I’m resonating with them, which tells me, that time I readied myself for in 2010, is actually now.

This is going to sound weird, but..

A lot of things happened over the years that I blew off because I didn’t understand them, but I’m starting to. I believe that I Am an ascended master, I’ve already seen myself in the clouds, and I’ve already ascended into the 5th dimension. And now, I’m starting to think that God is keeping me around to teach. But, not the curriculum of the public education system.

The information confirming my beliefs came to me over the years. One day, I was standing in my room looking out of my bedroom window. It was a gray day, and as I looked up at the sky, I saw a dark cloud come together and form a clear shape of head bowing down.

I read that when you’re in the 5th dimension, you become like a black hole because you’ll begin to attract things to you. You don’t have to go searching or looking, you’ll have the power to pull it all in. I learned this recently, but I experienced it several years ago.

And I only experienced it because of a relationship I formed with someone who also had their own website through WordPress. Because we both had websites, we became friends, and she lives in a far away place. Once we became friends and starting emailing one another, I started seeing things in my environment that represented where she lived. I was pulling in this like mind.

I know enough to know I’m there, and it would ultimately be my choice to stay there, but for now, I guess I still have a job to do. I mean, how beneficial would it be for those who are truly interested in what I’m experiencing to still have me around?

In 2010, I purchased the Weiser Field Guide to Ascension, written by Cal Garrison. In 2010, I read it. The other day, I began reading it again, and I got to a part in the second chapter, page 38, where it says, “If all the above isn’t enough to help you understand why the ascension issue is such a big one, the Indigenous traditions tell us that we are now in the time of the Fifth Sun and are about to emerge into what they refer to as the Fifth World.”

The other day, after I got finished reading this chapter for probably the tenth time, I decided to take a shower. I took my shirt off and threw it on my bed, and then I did a triple take because I couldn’t believe my eyes.

13 years after purchasing this book and reading it for the first time, it’s finally now making sense. And, from that book, I gained insight and clarification to what it is I’ve been so obsessed about. That, I will share in the next post.