Self-Awareness

Good Evening Beloved!

Self-awareness is one of those terms that seems easy to define, and in a sense, I suppose it is. But, what does it mean to be self-aware?

Self-awareness can easily be defined as awareness of self, and if you look it up on the internet you’ll probably get something like this:

Self-awareness is the ability to focus on yourself and how your actions, thoughts, or emotions do or don’t align with your internal standards.

The first thing you should know about self-awareness is that it’s the beginning-it’s the start of a path that’s going to take you home. You’re going to laugh when you read this, but the five senses are deceiving; touch, smell, taste, hearing, and seeing are the senses we’re born with, and they help us navigate through this world and our lives.

Through our senses we acquire what looks good, women, clothing, jewelry, homes, cars, etc. We surround ourselves with good smells and perfumes, we go to the food store and shop for food that’s pleasing to our taste buds, and we buy the music we like to listen to.

Hey, there’s no accounting for taste, to each his own, and everyone spends their money differently. What we acquire through our senses shows the world a little something about us, but what do we truly know about ourselves?

There are levels to self-awareness, we could all achieve a very high level of self-awareness, but not all of us do because at some point, most people cut the “self” off when it comes to earning a paycheck.

What do I mean? Did you ever hear someone say, “Don’t pay attention to how you feel. You’ll feel better once you get out there and get going.”

That’s good advice, and I’ve taken it myself many times, but if you’re truly not happy with what you’re doing, those feelings are going to manifest. The universe has a funny way of putting us on the path we belong on.

In terms of self-awareness, intuition and feelings-the two things no one else sees and the two things that are manifested from within us, are the keys to a high level of self-awareness. This comes down to you, and how far you want to take this path. You can take it all the way home until you reach enlightenment and secure a connection to your higher-self, or you can turn back and continue to go along to get along.

So, self-awareness doesn’t have too much to with your senses, it has to do with how conscious you are of your intuition and inner emotional response to what you’re going through on a daily basis.

Your intuition and inner emotions are guiding you, and the universe will drop subtle hints and reveal clues that will only make sense to you. So, you can’t ask no one else for help on this path. This is for the individual who’s attempting to find his or her way back to universal or god consciousness. You have the answers.

In addition to the definition provided above, something should be said about the environment. The first three houses in the astrological chart are all about the self and self-awareness, but as we progress to houses four, five, and six, we deal with the integration of self and the environment. Houses seven, eight, and nine are when we meet the other, and we get ourselves mirrored back to us. We learn about ourselves through our relationships with other people and groups.

Self-awareness is more than our ability to focus on our thoughts, actions, and emotions. To be self-aware means that your not only aware of intuition and inner emotions, but that you’ve also committed to listening and allowing them to guide your way forward.

I made a comment earlier about money and the job or work. We’ve been seeing a whole generation of people who are now retiring from work and feel completely lost.

That’s because they’ve ignored themselves and went to work for forty years to keep the money rolling in. That’s a tremendous sacrifice the head of a household usually makes, and they should be respected for that.

These individuals, for their entire lives, were defined by their job. The image of self they step into retirement with is one created entirely by their jobs, the money they made, and the promotions they earned. Without the job they feel like they lost a part of themselves.

It’s like the athlete whose career comes to an end and is no longer performing in front of 80,000 people. They’re lost without the stage, but the stage was never who they truly were.

In order for you to incorporate self-awareness into your job, it has to be a role that gives you the freedom to make decisions based on your intuition and how you feel, and let’s face it, there aren’t many roles like that out there. In business, money is the bottom line. If you’re intuition is telling you not to take one million dollars, you gone!

lol, but truthfully; there aren’t many roles like that out there because it’s not about playing a role or role playing.

It’s about the real authentic self.

Why is the Economy Low-Key Bad?

Several days ago I posted an article about Big Government in the United Sates. If I remember correctly; in 1900, 1 in 24 Americans had a job with the federal government. By 1948, it was 1 in 8, and by 2009, there were nearly two million federal employees working for the government with a 15% increase expected by 2010.

The federal employees’ payroll in 2009 was almost $15.5 billion. That was fifteen years ago! What’s it like today?

This is why the economy is not good. No new money is being generated. Federal employees are paid by tax money-all they’re doing is recycling old money. They’re increasing taxes, using that money to create new jobs within government, and redistributing old money.

Basically, they’re vampires to the American economy. They don’t produce! They just suck the blood out of the economy, and while they’re sucking they’re violating our privacy, placing cameras and surveillance gadgets everywhere, and now-they’re visiting people because of online posts. Well, what do you expect them to do?

If the size of the private sector was growing while the size of government was decreasing, and if government was giving money to Americans to start their own businesses, and if America started exporting more then we imported, then the economy would be doing much better.

It’s very simple.

Withdrawal Pain and the Root Chakra

Good Afternoon Beloved!

This information is coming from experience. For all the people who’ve had an addiction to any kind of pain medication; did you ever notice that when you’re either out of medication or you attempt to stop taking your medication, you get a lot of pain at the base of your spine?

There are seven energy vortex centers that begin at the base of your spin and stop at the top of your head. The vortex at the base of your spine is called the root chakra, or the Muladhara. It’s the foundation for all the other chakras, and it’s said to be the location of the kundalini energy, the coiled serpent that climbs the spine.

When the root chakra is blocked, you could feel a lack of stability and security, unsafe, ungrounded, fearful, and not very confident. You might also feel depressed and not very energetic.

Now, we all know the withdrawal symptoms that are caused by not having your medication, but that pain you feel at the base of your spine has a lot to do with the blockage of your root chakra-and the body’s process of natural healing to uncover and re-energize the vortex.

The interesting thing about this is that when you make a full recovery and return to proper body functioning, you’ll feel balanced again. You’ll feel safe and no longer fearful to live your life. The root chakra is the very first chakra, so if it’s out of balance or blocked, it disrupts the other six.

Also, because you’ve been taking medication consistently and for a long time, you’re circulatory system is off, and your digestive system is off. This results in abnormal blood flow and irregular bowel movements. It’s a slow kill from the inside out.

I know man.

Nooz Now

April 28, 2024

Good Afternoon, and welcome to another edition of Nooz Now!

📰 Last night on YouTube, I watched the 48 Hours episode about the case of Suzanne Morphew. On Mother’s Day in 2020, the wife and mother of two daughters disappeared without a trace. A careless and negligent prosecution staff rushed to judgment and arrested and charged her husband, Barry Morphew, with murder. They described Barry as a man’s man, and I personally think that’s why he was the perfect target for prosecutors.

He was intelligent, a former baseball player, college graduate, and successful owner of his own landscaping business. It’s a shame, but if the public was looking for the perfect image of masculinity-a jealous man enraged to the point that he would kill his own wife and the mother of his children, Barry was it. But I have to tell you, they made a mistake this time. The craziest part about this case was they arrested and charged Barry with murder without a body, a murder weapon, blood evidence, or an eye witness that a murder was even committed.

That’s unheard of. Not only that, but they eventually found out that Suzanne was cheating on her husband, and DNA evidence was found in Suzanne’s vehicle that matched a man who was previously arrested for several crimes against women. Eventually, the prosecution dropped the case against him because of a lack of evidence-the jury was uncomfortable moving forward, and Barry sued for $15 million.

It took a while, but I think it all worked out in the end. Barry was released from jail, and the girls got their father back. I think it’s unfortunate about what happened to Suzanne, and unbelievable that her body was never found! I’ll paste the link below so you can check it out. https://youtu.be/Br5YebY2mWE?si=rL7OaeeN3U3lk1pf

💍 It’s old news by now, but did you see the police body cam footage of the arrest of rapper, Glorilla? The police arrested her for driving while intoxicated, and they said she failed their sobriety test, but it looked like she passed to me. I don’t know, man. She didn’t stumble or anything. Anyway, it was hilarious because she asked if she could take her jewelry off before the cuffs were slapped on her, and it took almost ten minutes for her to do so! LOL, she had chains, a ring on every finger, a watch, etc.

🎙 I took a moment yesterday to revisit the astrology and life of late singer, Amy Winehouse. She was another superstar that died at the age of 27. Amy was a Virgo born almost at the end of the sign, and she died as the Sun was beginning its transit through Leo. I found this extremely interesting because the date of her death, July 23rd, is not only the day after the celebration of Mary Magdalene, but in the astrological chart, that’s like the zero and first degree of Leo, which is where my ascendant is. She also had an album titled, Frank.

Her astrology is extremely interesting despite the fact that I don’t have her time of birth. In her birth chart, Amy had five conjunctions: In Sagittarius she had a conjunction with the Moon, Neptune and the Galactic Center on the 26th degree, and then at the beginning of the same sign, she had Uranus and Jupiter. She had a conjunction between Pluto and Saturn, the Sun and Mercury, Mars and Venus, and in Gemini, her North Node was conjunct Vesta. Amy Winehouse died from alcohol poisoning 2011, two months before her 28th birthday.

⚰Did you hear that story about a two-year girl who had a severe fever and was pronounced dead-she was dead for two days. While in her coffin, her parents saw her head moving and they realized she was still alive. Eventually, they took her home, and now she’s doing fine.

See, man, you never know. I think I’m going to be cremated.

🏈NFL: The top 5 picks in this year’s NFL Draft consisted of three quarterbacks, one receiver, and one offensive lineman. USC quarterback, Caleb Williams went to the Bears, then went Jayden Daniels from LSU to the Commanders, North Carolina’s Drake Maye went the New England, Marvin Harrison Jr., the Ohio State standout receiver was picked up by the Cardinals, and Joe Alt, and offensive tackle from Notre Dame was drafted by the Chargers.

Blake Corum, the talented workhorse running back from Michigan, was the 83rd pick in round 3, he went to the Rams.

Erick All, the Iowa Tight End who transferred from Michigan was the 115th pick in round 4; he was drafted by the Bengals.

Ohio State Tight End, Cade Stover, was drafted by the Texans in round 4.

Notre Dame’s running back, Audric Estime, was drafted by the Broncos in round 5.

Ohio State Linebacker, Tommy Eichenberg, was drafted by the Raiders in round 5.

That about wraps it up for this edition of Nooz Now.

Thanks for visiting Nooz Buffet!

Neptune, Mars Conjunction

Spiritual matters receive an extra nudge today as Mars links up with Neptune on the 27th degree of Pisces. This conjunction between the God of War and the God of Spirituality occurs approximately once every two years and lasts for about a month.

Mars is the embodiment of action, aggression, and anger. In extreme cases, we can see holy wars, battles over faith and beliefs, and significant steps taken towards gaining clarity. Neptune has a tendency to pull us towards escapism, dreaminess, and drug use, but Neptune requires that we’re of sober mind to discern the difference between guidance coming from the higher self and the temptations driven by irrational thinking due to addictions or our fear to face life head-on.

You might feel the urge to leave it all behind and experience all that life has to offer, and you know what? You’ll never know what you’re missing until you’ve seen it all.

You might feel the urge to switch religions, join a new church, or study some type of religious texts or scripture.

Organized religious institutions are good because they provide people within a community an opportunity to meet, socialize, and form bonds, but there’s another side to that. Organized religions divide humanity.

This is why we see these violent wars between religions. It’s religious extremism and neither side is willing to bend. It can be dangerous. Concentrate on your faith now, because faith is what’s important.

Do you have faith? If you do, then you should get a lot out of this conjunction, and I’d expect that faith of yours to be tested, but even if you don’t, the Universe has a funny way of showing us that even the worst situations happen for a very good reason.

Mars conjunct Neptune is an arousal of spirit to take action.

3,6,9; Chakras and Frequency

Good Evening Beloved.

The Moon is 99% illuminated. Last night was officially the night of the full moon, but they’re calling it full again, which is good because that gives us another night to meditate on a full Moon in Scorpio.

Here’s something to think about:

This hand gesture represents two things. It represents the number 3, because the pinky finger, the ring finger, and the middle figure represent the number 3.

It also represents the number 6. If you trace the middle figure around the thumb to where it meets the pointer finger, you’ll see it makes a backwards 6. You can also do that with the ring finger and the pinky finger, and that gives you 666. So, this hand gesture represents 3 and 666.

When you put your hands together, you now have 33, because each gesture makes a 3. You also have 666 and 666 because both hands together make 666 and 666.

This translates to something further.

33 is the center number.

On each side of 33, you have three numbers that when added and reduced equal 6 just like 33.

06 (0+6=6) 15 (1+5=6) 24 (2+4=6) 33 (3+3=6) 42 (4+2=6) 51 (5+1=6) 60 (6+0=6)

Without the numerology, it looks like this:

06 15 24 33 42 51 60

Left Hand: Pinky 06, Ring Finger 15, and middle finger is 24.

Right Hand: Pinky 60, Ring Finger 51, and the middle finger is 42.

The right hand mirrors the left, but in the center is the one and only number that’s a mirror of itself, 3 and 3.

When you make that hand gesture with both of your hands, you’re making a sacred symbol, the circle with wings attached to it.

Please excuse my drawing. lol

If you notice, all these numbers like I said, can be added and reduced to 6, but in addition to that, there’s a pattern with the number 9. If you add 9 to 6 you get 15. If you add 9 to 15 you get 24, if you add 9 to 24 you get 33, and the same on the other side.

There are 7 number total: 06 15 24 33 42 51 60

Chiron represents the 3rd eye Chakra, and Chiron has an orbit between 50 and 51 years!

So, because of that, we can also look at these numbers as ages, but more importantly you can align these numbers with the chakras.

There are 33 vertebrae in the spinal column, which is split into 3 areas. The lower has 4, the one above it has 5, and the third has 24.

Remember to keep your spine straight when meditating tonight.

Just a Story of Drama and Romance, or is it True?

I woke up fifteen minutes ago with this thought;

Is it possible that story of the Titanic was completely fabricated?

I mean, I loved the movie, and the story itself was heart-touchingly romantic, but given everything we know about the ocean now, and given the fact that nothing like that has ever happened since, isn’t there a slight possibility that the story of the Titanic was fake?

An iceberg? LMAO, I mean c’mon. Where were they sailing around the tip of the Antarctica ice shelf? I might have to call bullshit on that.

Low Key, It’s a Spiritual Experience

Below, is a link to a a ten-minute clip of one of the most intriguing episodes from American Dad.

Night Hawks Hideaway

So, Stan, after garbage picking, brings home several items, and one is a television. He brings the old television down to his basement and tries to adjust the antenna on it for a clear picture. Static on all channels is what he gets, with the exception of one.

That one channel is playing a black and white show called Nighthawks Hide Away.

There’s a whole lot going on in this episode, but it’s his reaction and eventual response to trying to figure this out that’s comparable to how every spiritual experience begins.

You see something that you can’t explain, and you then have two choices: you can forget about it, and move on, or you can dive on in.

Stand went in.

Figuring out the mystery behind the television show eventually took over Stan’s life, and they show him in the basement in his robe, sitting in lotus position, unshaved, not showered, and written notes are all over the place.

That’s exactly what the hermit looks like when his going through it. Eventually Stan figures out the key, and he reads it out loud; “I Must Go In.” The key to the whole spiritual path is going within.

When Stan gets inside the television he sees his friend Tuttle, and Tuttle tells him the show keeps repeating, and every time it does, he loses more of his memory..

..which, is similar to the theory of reincarnation. We’re born with no memory that we lived before. The basis of the spiritual experience is the awakening-you see something one day that wakes you up. In your refusal to let it go, your life becomes consumed by it and eventually, you become the hermit-not showered, unshaved, and notes all around you.

They say you keep living the same life over and over again until you wake up.

The parallels between Night Hawks Hide Away, and a real life spiritual journey is what makes this episode so interesting. In my opinion of course..

The Bourne Legacy, A Different Perspective

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I’ve always loved the Jason Bourne series of movies, but I have a special place in my heart for, The Bourne Legacy.

The Bourne Legacy came out in 2012, and it was the 4th installment in the Bourne movie series, but it was the first Jason Bourne movie that didn’t feature Matt Damon.

The Bourne Legacy

The 2012 hit featured, Jeremy Renner.

So, as a person who spent his 20s addicted to pain pills, I watched this movie many times through lens of addiction, but now that I’m over that phase of my life, I can laugh at the hilarious behaviors displayed by a person with an addiction.

First, let me say that Jeremy Renner was fabulous in this film, and this has nothing to do with his performance or the series in general.

If you’ve conquered addiction then you’ll get this.

In the beginning of the movie, Renner is swimming in a lake of frozen water that’s surrounded by snow, with no shirt on! 😯🤣 Okay, that’s really courageous and brave.

He’s running up snowy mountains, waving torches of fire around, and fighting wolves! 😯🤣 Yeah! This guy is a badass!

Uh oh, then, he loses his medication! 🤣🤣 And that’s where I woke up, because let’s face it, swimming in frozen water, waving fire torches around, and fighting with wolves, well, that’s just drug behavior. 🤣🤣

And, you realize it’s drug behavior as soon as he loses his chemicals.

From that point on, the rest of the movie is about that chase for more drugs, and if you’ve been addicted to drugs, then you definitely understand the level of intensity involved with that chase. I actually felt bad for him, but I understood.

Can you imagine being addicted to something, and then running out of it while you were on top of a snow capped mountain? He was probably so happy when that drone was bringing more medication, but then it blew up!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Anyway, it was a great movie, and I think I watched it thirty times. Jeremey Renner has a commercial out now about Silk Almond Milk, and in the commercial he’s singing, “I feel good now!”

I’m sure you do.

Moon Scope

Good Morning Beloved!

Thank you visiting Nooz Buffet, and welcome to this April 19, 2024 edition of Moon Scope.

So, the first quarter moon was on the 15th of this month, and today, April 19, this evening’s moon will be lit up at 84%. Basically, the night of the full moon hasn’t arrived yet, but it will on the 23rd in the astrological sign, Libra.

There’s a lot of deception involved with the Moon, like for example, we say that a full Moon is illuminated 100%, but don’t forget about the dark side. On the night of a full moon, the moon is actually only 50% illuminated, and it should be called a half moon. It sounds funny, but it’s true.

I don’t want to confuse anyone, but that’s just the nature of the Moon as it represents emotions and subconscious thoughts within all of us. As the Moon relates to us in astrology, it symbolizes all the stuff others can’t see, and some of the stuff we ourselves really need to dig for.

This morning at 9:46 I spotted the Moon in Virgo on the 11th degree. And, while the Moon in Virgo can have us feeling argumentative and high-strung, displaying those emotions could be an indication of something deeper.

You care!

When we’re meticulous, focused on details, and trying to do something that’s important to us, when can become quite defensive and standoffish when our efforts are blocked or interrupted by others.

Since the Moon is naturally a 6th House sign, service is highlighted now. Our health, and health routines are also highlighted. When it comes to rituals and consistency, Virgo is the place to be. Joining a gym or starting a new class in cardio exercise might be the way to go. The summer is coming, and we like to look good during the summer months, plus it’s a fact that your overall mood can be improved with physical exercise.

Allergy season is upon us too, so just keep that in mind.

Other than that, it Friday! The weekend is here finally!

Lucky Numbers: 5 and 3 and 8

Highlighted Activities: Dancing, reading, writing, and baking.