Diddy Dreaming

6/13/2024

Last night’s sleep was restless. I tossed and turned, but at some point I fell asleep and went into dream state.

I entered a big room. It was kind of dark with a cement floor-it almost felt like a parking garage without any cars in it.

And, there were two men sitting in there, each one sitting in one of those old combination of desk and chair that you might’ve seen in school.

The man on the right I didn’t see, but I pulled my desk/chair up to the man sitting on the right.

It was Diddy. He had a white t-shirt on. I put my desk/chair next to him and he looked left at me with his head slightly bent forward.

I began to talk to him about women. He turned to me because he knew I knew a certain psychology of passion. He knew I understood him and his behavior, but I wanted him to know he was forgiven for certain acts.

But, he didn’t want hear it.

Diddy said, “I’m going to move my desk over here.”

He created a distance between us of about fifteen feet or so, and the dream ended.

Waxing Crescent Shines on the Lion’s Heart

June 12, 2024

Early this morning at approximately 1:08 AM as Wednesday was just beginning, I caught the Moon transiting the astrological 6th House. This is interesting because it was by chance. I just happened to look at the astrological chart last night when I got home from work, and it was also by chance that I saw the Moon at 12:00 noon in the 6th House in Aquarius on May 28th (that you can read about it in the last Moon Scope posting).

What I’m trying to say is that there’s a message that connects the two charts (the chart from May 28th at 12:00 noon and the chart from earlier this morning), which is kind of special because we’re talking about two different lunar cycles.

When this current lunar cycle reaches its full moon, the culmination will be about something that started during the final seven days of the previous lunar cycle instead of the beginning of this current one. That’s rare.

So, the Moon earlier this morning was a waxing crescent illuminated at 34%. The 6th House crescent was on the 29th degree of Leo, which put it in conjunction with Regulus.

Leo is the fiery-proud-and regal lion. He’s full of emotional fire, he has an absolute love for life, being on stage, and being the center of attention. He can also be a bit dogmatic and boastful, but hey, he’s the king of the jungle baby!

What I’m sensing here is break through of some kind. The 6th House will manifest energy dealing with health, the service we provide to ourselves and others, and work so that’s where this break through will be seen.

Regulus is also known as Alpha Leonis, it’s the brightest star in the Leo Constellation and one of the brightest stars in the night sky. Regulus is the heart of the lion, and across many cultures it carries a special significance.

The Moon on May 28th was in Aquarius in the 6th House, so what I see here is an energy that’s directed towards making or creating a better future for ourselves. As this current moon passes the 29th degree of Leo and makes it way into Virgo, we’ll begin to get more serious about our health, exercise routines, how we treat other people, service, and the work that we do.

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This conjunction between the Moon and Regulus represents a return to prominence. We’ve either been putting something off, ignoring something, or just not giving our full attention to something related to health, service, and work for whatever reason, but the energy now supports our efforts to get it right.

You should never live in the past or the future, but know that it was your past that put you in the situation you currently find yourself in, and it’s the now moment that will create the future you want for yourself.

The vertical axis in the astrological chart from earlier this morning shows the Midheaven (MC-10th House Cusp) touching the 24th degree of Sagittarius, and the Imum Coeli (IC-4th House Cusp) touching the 24th degree of Gemini.

The horizontal axis touches the 19th degree of Pisces on the ascendant side and the 19th degree of Virgo on the descendent side. With Sagittarius, Gemini, Pisces, and Virgo highlighted, there’s a peaceful blend of mutable energy. When the energy is mutable, the way forward is to be more receptive. Watch, listen, and learn so you can adjust to the proper flow.

Dominance, aggression, and prideful activity will be thwarted through this time. I know you want to impose your will, that’s our nature, but you’ll be running into a wall. Think about how water when poured into a glass takes the shape of the glass. That’s how we need to be now, mutable, open, and capable of adjusting to new things.

Lucky Numbers: 5 and 3

Today is Wednesday: Mercury rules Wednesday so good communication wins the day.

Sapphire can be used for peace and tranquility, and Navy Blue and Gray are the favored colors.

According to Francis Joseph LaManna

Chapter 2

1Let’s put it like this.

2We live in a universe that’s electromagnetic. We attract to us what belongs to us. When the time is right for you, you will attract all the abundance and good fortune you can handle.

3Okay.

4What you’ve attracted belongs to you, it yours. She’s yours, but she’s of me. And instead of enjoying her, you desire to know and question what she’s of.

5Therefore, piece of shit, you’re no longer content with her. You’re now obsessed with me.

6The problem with that is that I don’t want to know you. I hate you. Take the blessing that you attract and enjoy it. Don’t concern yourself with me, what I’m doing, or how I do what I do.

7Personally, for me, I’m beyond duality. I walk a middle path, it’s hard, but I do it. A lot of people hate me for it. I’m not concerned with them, extremes, or people who can’t let go.

8Life is fast, live and let live.

9Because I’m beyond duality, I’m not so quick to label things as good or bad, God/Devil, and so on. But, understand something, life can be complicated.

10People who subscribe to duality do so to make sense of life. I don’t need to. Life makes sense to me.

People Knocking, but They Can’t Come In…

Somebody said to me, “You need to open your heart to your family, not strangers.”

Let me tell you something. I’m God, and my heart space is heaven. I’m it, I cannot open my heart space for you, you have to open it.

I have no control over that.

What I can tell you is that I’m real. I like originality. I like people who are masters of their craft. I like people who are genuine and sincere.

Purity doesn’t mean being a virgin. It’s means being pure of heart. Act without aggression, hate, jealousy, envy, spitefulness, and deceit. If you don’t want to do something, don’t do it.

The Universe blessed me with Uranus on the 25th degree of Scorpio in the 5th House. That’s x-ray vision-that’s the ability to see through shit.

I see through you, and if I detect any bullshit, my heart won’t open.

Family or not. Sorry.

Conquering Suboxone

There’s a lot of places you can go for help with addiction, and there’s a lot of certified professionals you can go to as well. There’s also drug counseling. It is my opinion, however, that there’s no better coaching when it comes to addiction then what’s offered by someone who went through it personally.

I don’t like to brag, and I never really do, but I will take this time to brag.

Going cold turkey, I quit Lexapro, Oxycontin, Percocet and Vicodin, Adderall at 90 mgs per day, and suboxone twice. That’s quite a list, I know, thank you.

What I want to share with whoever needs to hear this today is my secret for getting off suboxone. This is priceless.

Suboxone is what they give people who have an addiction to pain medication, but at some point you have to get off the Suboxone as well, and Suboxone carries a nasty with drawl.

First of all, you need to be ready to stop taking suboxone, and I knew I was ready to stop taking it when I would leave my house without it. Suboxone was always on my mind, and I always took it with me wherever I went. It became as routine as putting your wallet and car keys on the dresser.

Then, one day, I left the house with a free mind. I started my car, and I said, “Wait a minute, I’m forgetting something.” It was my suboxone, but right there, I knew I was ready because it wasn’t ruling my mind.

So, here it is. You’re not going to get over taking suboxone by weaning. You can. You can gradually reduce your dosage. Whatever it is, 8mg, to 6 mg, to 4 mg, to 2 mg, to 1 mg daily. You’re still going to with drawl when you finally decide to stop taking it.

Many times I gradually reduced my daily dosage only to go running back to my doctor a day later. Don’t kid yourself, don’t lie to yourself, and don’t fucking play with suboxone. Respect it because it’s fucking your body up.

The only way to conquer suboxone is to force yourself to go without it. Good has to overcome evil, and by that, I mean, in a ten day span, you have to go more days not taking it then you do taking it. This will gradually give your body a chance to adjust. Take it one one day, then take a day off. In ten days, it’s tied 5-5.

Take it one day, then take two days off. Good is winning 6-4. Take it one day, then go three days without it. Good is winning 7-3.

God gave you free will, and anything that takes away your free will can only be evil. EVERYTHING and ANTHIING that controls you is bad. Dependency is bad.

The fight comes when you decide to go without it. I was taking 6 to 8 mg daily for five years. Five years! That’s a long time to be on a medication, but I needed it. Then, I was forced to go three days without it. I went nuts.

They were the three worst days ever. I knew if I didn’t go back to my doctor I was either going to get beat up, get locked up, or lose my job. But, I made a promise to myself. I said, “I just went three days without, and as bad as that was, I’m still alive.” I promised myself that if I went back to my doctor that I would continue to build off that three day head start.

Instead of going back to 6 to 8 mg, I took 2mg so I could eat, go to work, and sleep. I wasn’t able to do any of that. That 2 mg piece was just enough to get me over the hump. Having it in my possession, but knowing I didn’t need it was comforting. Don’t get rid of it until you’re over it. You’ll have panic attacks if you need it and don’t have it.

The half-life on suboxone is long. That’s why if you take it everyday you’re only overkilling your body.

If you take it Sunday, then on Monday your mind says take it, don’t. You’ll get nausea, heart burn, stomach cramps, and anxiety. That’s pretty much the progression. Then, you’ll get aggravated, miserable, angry, and maybe violent. That’s good. Keep going.

You’ll threaten people, you’ll tell your mother to go fuck herself, and basically expose yourself for the addict that you are. That’s good, get it all out. Keep going.

When you get to point where you’re unable to sleep, unable to eat, and unable to go to work because you’re incapable of dealing with people in your condition, and it’s been a few days, then you’re just about where you need to be.

Take a small piece to take the edge off, and keep progressing.

Good luck!

In closing, I would like to say this. I have patience, compassion, and understanding for people who are addicted to drugs. Some people are overwhelmed and killed by their addictions, and others win their lives back.

Conquering your addictions is your responsibility, and you deserve as many chances as you need to win your life back.

Addiction is the friendly guy who comes to you when you’re young, vulnerable, and going through hard times. He sees you struggling, and he says, “Hey, I can get you through this.”

He extends his open hand, you indulge, and all your problems seem to go away. But they don’t.

What actually happens is the clock stops. Addiction stops the clock, he numbs you, and he makes you forget about your problems, it doesn’t solve your problems.

It takes your mind and focuses it on him so you’re not thinking about your problems, and in the process, he stops time. You think you’re progressing, but you never are. The clock doesn’t resume until you conquer addiction and face life with a sober mind.

Nooz Now

June 7, 2024 Edition

Good Morning!

Thank you for visiting Nooz Buffet, and welcome to the June 7, 2024 Edition of Nooz Now!

🚑 So, Pennsylvania Governor, Josh Shapiro, just signed a new law that would ban the use of cell phones while driving. I’m happy about this. Four years ago I was rear-ended while stopped at a red light by a girl in her twenties looking down at dick-pictures on her cell phone. She was so distracted, she never even knew traffic had come to a stop! Good job Pennsylvania!

💲💲 You know, I don’t get this. Not only is President Joe Biden forking over trillions of dollars to Zelenskyy and the Ukraine for their war against Russia, but now he’s apologizing for not delivering in a timely fashion. Think about what it would be like if dick-head Joe reinvested that money back into the American economy. We sure could solve a lot of problems.

💥 I posted a video on the N.B. Facebook page a couple of weeks ago talking about how I reopened my investigation into the JFK assassination, which by the way, is still one of the greatest mysteries in American history. Some new information came my way, and I promised to make a video about it, but I’m going to give you a small sample of what I found. Most of you are probably well aware of the eerie synchronicities and coincidences between the murders of JFK and Abraham Lincoln, but I discovered one I haven’t seen yet.

Abraham Lincoln was killed in 1865, and in 1873, the gold standard was created, which meant silver was worthless, and holders of silver bullion were shit out of luck. JFK was murdered in 1963, and in 1971 the gold standard was no more, which allowed the U.S. dollar to fluctuate with market conditions. There was EXACTLY 8 Years separating the assassinations of both presidents and the change in currency! Did you know there was a professional football player named Lincoln Kennedy?

😷 In an article published on Washington Post’s website, doctors are getting together to talk about unusual cancers that are now emerging after the pandemic. They’re wondering if the pandemic was the cause. I’m not a doctor, but I do know that when you ramp something up to emergency levels and convince people they’re going to drop dead from something, you’re going to cause anxiety, stress, panic, and worry. Again, I’m not a doctor, but there are links between high levels of stress and cancer. Just saying.

🌒 Tonight is the first night of brand-new Moon phase. It will be a crescent barely illuminated in the astrological sign of Cancer. The New Moon was last night in Gemini.

Alright, I’m out! Have a great weekend.

❤❤❤

Chiron; A Revolutionary New Way of Interpreting the Key.

Every book, every article, and every astrologer that I’ve come across, approached Chiron in the same, and if I can be honest, it isn’t very positive. Now, we don’t want to purposely ignore problems and hope they go away, but there are always two, or maybe three or four ways of looking at things.

If your into astrology then I don’t need to explain what Chiron is, but for those who aren’t familiar, I’ll give you a brief update.

If you look at an astrology chart, you will see symbols that represent the planets in our solar system. The one that looks like a little key is Chiron.

Chiron’s orbit is about 50 years, and it orbits our Sun in between Saturn and Uranus. Mythology tells us Chiron ascended to the Heavens to become Sagittarius. He was a centaur with the upper body of a man and the lower half of a horse (a dream date for some women, lol, I digress, but no, seriously). He was a sacred warrior, a protector of the sacred feminine, a healer, and a teacher. He was the wisest and most righteous of all the Centaurs.

Whenever any expert tackles the interpretation of Chiron in your birth chart, they all use the same approach. Basically, they all say, Chrion’s placement represents a deep core wound in the individual. It’s one that might’ve been brought into this life from a previous existence, or it’s one that could’ve developed early in life when we were children.

I’ve used that common understanding as a base for my interpretations of Chiron’s placement in my chart as well as many others for many years. It’s a great place to start, but it shouldn’t be the end because what I’m starting to realize about this is that in a way, it victimizes us.

It makes us believe we are injured in some way, or that there’s something wrong with us that needs healing, and people get defensive when you’re reading their chart and you start rattling off things they need to heal. They’re like okay, wtf man!

There are two ways (and I’ll probably discover more) of looking at ourselves when faced with Chiron. We can look at ourselves as a victim and the bearer of some affliction that we were either too unaware or too young to prevent, which is the way everyone is doing it right now, or..

we can look at ourselves as students!

Initiates who are further along the journey have realized that we are Chiron. Chiron becomes us and works through us, but for now, and for those who are just coming into this, imagine yourself as the student.

Chiron is the teacher, and the subject matter is the astrological sign in which he’s placed.

Let’s take myself as an example with Chiron’s placement in Taurus.

I’m going to learn about timing; when is it right to be gentle and affectionate, and when is it right to be fierce. I’m going to learn about love and beauty, and how they’re related to affection and fierceness. With Taurus, stability is of most importance, so with Chiron in Taurus, all lessons, teachings, experiences, and encounters are going to help us achieve stability.

Chiron’s lessons are going to help us achieve stability by mastering quietness, patience, determination, practicality, and resistance to change.

You see, instead of looking at yourself as a victim and the bearer of an affliction you were born with and now must heal, you can look at yourself as a person who comes into this life as a perfect imperfection-you have strengths and weakness. You also have vulnerabilities, but above all else, you don’t know. You must learn about yourself and how you interact with the environment around you.

If you fail to learn, then you will end up with that affliction or wound. Look at Chiron’s wound or affliction as something that could happen or become a possibility.

With Taurus, we mentioned stability, and Taurus is a 2nd House sign that deals with money and possessions. Homelessness! Poverty! Debt! No money! No clothes! No food!

I didn’t come into this life that way, but my life could end up that way.

Alright everyone, thank you for visiting N.B.

Enjoy your Sunday!

Elephant in the House

When some people are talking about the obvious, they use the phrase, “the elephant in the room” to imply that something is so grand, so big, and so visibly obvious that it can’t be ignored.

Well, in astrology, we don’t really have rooms. Instead, we have houses, and if there was ever an elephant in the houses it would be this five planet pile-up I’m currently looking at in the 11th House.

9:12 AM Eastern Time

Right now, there are five planets in the 11th House that run the distance between the 21st degree of Taurus and the 8th degree of Gemini. In astrology, when there are three or more planets together in a sign or a house, we call it a stellium.

By the way, the picture to the right is of the Moon last night! I was so low in the sky and so bright that it almost lit up my entire room.

So, the stellium involves Mercury and Uranus in Taurus, Jupiter on the Taurus/Gemini cusp, and the Sun and Venus in a tight conjunction separated by one degree in Gemini.

It’s interesting to note here that Jupiter, because it’s the middle of five planets, acts as sort of a bridge in the sense that it connects all five planets. Mercury and Uranus are in a conjunction, and both are conjunct Jupiter. On the other side, Venus and Sun are in a conjunction, and both are also conjunct Jupiter. Jupiter is like the glue holding everything together.

Since we discussed transformation yesterday during the Moon Scope, it’s probably a good place to start. Uranus is the God of Transformation, and when we talk about a transformation, we’re talking about a complete change-a complete 180-as they say. When a transformation occurs, the result is something completely different.

Because we have this conjunction between Uranus, and Mercury the Messenger God, we can see that in some way this transformation could involve all forms of communication including writing, travels, and commerce. Mercury also rules thievery, which is why you’re told to be extra careful during the retrograde periods.

Now, Jupiter like we’ve established, acts as a bridge connecting the five planets. Jupiter sits precisely on that zero degree point of the Taurus/Gemini cusp, and we have two planets to the right, and two to the left. Jupiter is about abundance, prosperity, and joviality. His bridge is bright, and Uranus and Mercury are in awe as they look across to the other side.

On the other side, the Sun conjuncts Venus in a completely different sign, Gemini. As Uranus and Mercury stand in the grounded earthly side of Taurus, they can see the bright and beautiful light projected by Venus and the Sun in the air sign of Gemini.

Mercury linked to Uranus represents a maturation of sorts for how we conduct ourselves and communicate with those around us. If the transformation is successful, heaven awaits in Gemini.

With a little commitment, focus, and determination, we can have all the love and beauty that we hope and wish for. Taurus is known for being stubborn, but sometimes, we must be a little persistent. Not a pain in the ass, but persistent.

The 11th House is a future house, and with the Sun and Venus in Gemini, everything is coming up roses! It’s bright as hell! Mercury and Uranus better put their shades on.

Moon Scope

May 28, 2024 Edition

When it comes to addiction, I always believed that I had enough will power to bring it to an end on my own, but sometimes more is needed. I support one’s decision to voluntarily admit themselves into a rehabilitation facility to get healthy again.

Okay, the Moon as of 12:06 PM eastern time, was in the sixth house in the astrological sign of Aquarius.

Tonight, the Moon will be a Waning Gibbous and 72% illuminated. We have about two more days before the last quarter, which means things are coming to an end. On the night of the last quarter, the Moon will be right in sync in the twelfth house sign of Pisces.

In the sixth house, work, service to ourselves and others, and health and health routines are highlighted. As this current lunar cycle comes to a close, the universe is giving us a hint at what exactly is about to go through a rebirthing process.

If you haven’t been taking care of your health, then it should be obvious to you that your ability to work and your service to others isn’t where it should be. Whatever it is that needs to be improved upon, or whatever it is that you need to go through, or put to the side, the universe is giving us an open door over the next nine days to do just that.

In a sense, we’re reborn at the time of this sacred new moon coming up on June 6 (6/6). Repair, heal, and  rehabilitate because once 6/6 gets here, new paths and new roads will be wide open for those who are mentally ready to make some real progress.

Taking care of your health must be first and foremost because without it we don’t have much, and that’s the lesson here. If people knew how special and sacred the human body actually was, they wouldn’t put toxins in it to begin with, but that’s another story.

Good luck and much love to all those who are going through a healing process right now. You’re all in my prayers.