Walking Away

I’ve done all I could. I tried. I wasted twelve years of my life in this shithole cursed state of Pennsylvania, and I have nothing to show for it except a terrible work history, debt, and chest pains.

I’m walking out of this state, and I’m going to spend the next year of my life hitchhiking and seeing America. This will probably be my last post.

“Racist” A Weaponized Word Used to Neutralize a Truth Speaker

Someone recent called me a racist for saying the words illegal immigrant, and I need to clarify something.

You’re not a racist for saying the words, illegal immigrant. That, in no way, is a racist, prejudice, or discriminatory thing to say. As a matter of fact, it could be a true statement because the person in question, could in fact be in a country illegally, which would make him or her an illegal immigrant.

There are a few things I would like people who are interested in this to understand.

The term racist, as a word, has been weaponized by groups trying to muddy the waters of truth and by groups who are trying to deter people from speaking the truth. At one time, the quickest way to shut someone down who was making sense and speaking truth was by calling them a racist. The culture has weaponized this word so much, that no one wants to be called a racist. But, thanks to people like Alex Jones, Candice Owens, and many others, we’ve been able to reclaim the power and courage to speak truth.

Do not, and I repeat, do not be afraid to speak to the truth. Jesus is the light, the truth, and the life. Speak the truth without fear of being called a racist.

Two, I don’t care if you call me a racist or if you think I’m a racist because I know in my heart that I’m not.

Three, there is a danger that comes along with illegal immigration. When people enter a country illegally, they are not processed. That means, there is no record of who they are, no name, no fingerprints, no nothing. Essentially, they’re ghosts. Think about all the things you could get away with if no one had any way of knowing who you are or identifying you.

That’s dangerous for them, and it’s dangerous for those who are already documented as citizens.

The most important thing to take away from this is to not be afraid to speak truth, and people who call you racist for any reason when you’re clearly not is to hide the fact that they themselves are either lying about something or being deceitful and manipulative.

These people know, that if they’re loosing an argument or a talking point, or if they’ve done something that they’re ashamed of or want to hide, they can quickly turn the masses against and put you on the defense by calling you a racist.

Calling you a racist is a way for them to neutralize you and put you on the defense instead of the offense.

Remember that.

Nooz Now

🥊 I heard the boxing match between Jake Paul and Mike Tyson was called off because only a million dollars in tickets were sold. We all know it cost a lot of money to host these events let alone the costs associated with compensating the fighters.

Then, I heard the fight was still on and scheduled for sometime in June or July. Either way, I just don’t get the point of this fight. Jake Paul will be 28 and Tyson will be 58 when, or if they should meet in the ring this summer. That’s a 30-year difference. If Paul wins, he’ll have beaten up an old man thirty years past his prime. If he loses, then he got beat by an old man thirty years past his prime.

It’s a no win situation for Paul. In my opinion, there’s nothing for him to gain here in this fight with Tyson. LOL, and there’s always the possibility that Tyson will knock him out.

🎶 Duane Keith Davis, aka, Keefe D, one of the last living witnesses of the murder of 2 Pac, was said to have received at least three beatings while in prison. Keefe D will stand trial in Las Vegas in June of this year for his participation in the murder of rap superstar, Tupac Shakur.

2️⃣7️⃣- I just realized the other day, that Aaron Hernandez’s suicide in prison in 2017, made him one of the more recent members of Club 27. If you have a chance to Google Club 27, check out the long list of celebrities that died by the age of 27. It’s craziness! Aaron Hernandez was a tight end with the New England Patriots when he was arrested and charged with murder.

🚢 Six people were on the Francis Scott Key Bridge in Baltimore when it was struck today by a cargo ship. Luckily, authorities received a mayday call and were able to halt traffic. Things could’ve been so much worse, but it was still a tragedy indeed.

😯 According to Page Six, Prince Harry’s name was mentioned in connection with a sex-trafficking lawsuit filed against Sean Combs, aka Puffy, aka Puff Daddy, aka Diddy. Authorities just raided two of Diddy’s homes, but I’m sure this will be one of those cases where new information will be coming out for months.

Alright everyone, it was a long day. Have a wonderful evening.

The Curse of 27, Beat it!

Last night, I was scrolling through YouTube, and I got caught up in the many videos created about the life, football career, murder, and eventual suicide of former Florida Gator Star and New England Patriot Tight End, Aaron Hernandez.

I watched the progression; standout at Florida, picked up by the Patriots, making millions of dollars playing professional football, then he goes to prison after being convicted of murder, and he hangs himself in his jail cell in 2017. He was just 27-years-old.

At work today, I was thinking about his story, and I said to myself, “Damn, another one gone at 27.” If you’ve never heard of it, there’s a club known as Club 27, and all of its members died at the age of 27. Aaron Hernandez, I think, is the most recent member, and he joins a long list of celebrities and famous people that include Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Kurt Kobain, Amy Winehouse, Fredo Santana, and many many more.

I began to reflect on my own life, and if you purchased my second book, Smorgasbord 2 Catch Up and Relish, then you read a little bit about my drug use throughout my twenties.

After playing four years of high school football, and four years of college football, football in my life as a player came to an end. I was invited to play in an all-star game for seniors in Dallas, Texas in 2002, and I graduated college in 2003.

Life after football was difficult. It was hard not playing a game I absolutely loved and played since I was ten. In 2001, my addiction to drugs began with pain medication, and by the time I turned 27, it progressed from percocets, vicodin, and oxycontin, to cocaine, marijuana, steroids, GHB, ecstasy, and alcohol. I was a mess, and by the time I reached my early 30s, I recognized the fact that although I wasn’t aware of it, I was trying to kill myself.

I was definitely living on the edge and living for the moment, and the drug use coincided with everything that was going on in my life at the time, which began with an addiction to pain medication after an auto accident, and the end football. Football gave me something to live for, to train for, and it brought structure to my life.

I don’t want to get too into my own personal story, but at work today, I said to myself, “I beat the Club 27 Curse.”

In 2007, I was 27, and that was the breakthrough year in my life. So, I began to think; I was born on 2/7, the numerology of moon is 27, the numerology of Nooz is 27, and Venus is on the 27th degree of Pisces of my natal chart. The number 27 has always been prevalent and important in my life.

I got chills throughout my body while standing there at work, and I thought, what if that was part of my life’s mission-to survive past the age of 27.

From an astrological and spiritual perspective, if you don’t live past the age of 27, then you don’t live to see Saturn’s return, which means that you didn’t do the work to get off the physical plane.

I’m going to tell you something important, the reason why so many people are dying by the age of 27 from drug overdoses and suicides, is because it’s extremely difficult to leave Saturn form. Saturn gives form to life, and it gives order, structure, limitations, and restrictions to our lives. It’s extremely hard to let Saturn go for the electricity of Uranus, but you have to. It’s literally a life and death situation.

The bottom level of the pyramid is the physical plane, and our test for this plane goes from birth until about 29 years old when Saturn makes his return. If you’ve done the work and pass the test, your consciousness increases and you move on to the next plane.

If you haven’t done the work, and you fail to pass through the door, then death begins to set in. It’s a sad story, but that’s the way it goes.

The goal in this life, from a spiritual stand-point, is to become one with your soul. You want to fully bring your soul into your body, which is what the top of the chart shows. That means you have to pass the physical test at 29, the emotional test at 44, and the mental test by 50.

They said Aaron wrote in his jail cell before he died, “Remember, after you die, you reincarnate.”

That’s true.

Aaron will return to the physical plane again, but next time, he’ll have the proper help from the astral realm to beat this Curse. And that’s how we do this. As some of us pass these tests and move up to another level, we can help those below until we’ve all made it back to the soul level.

I know, without a doubt, and for a fact that I had help from the astral plane. I wouldn’t have made it past 27 if I didn’t.

The timing of the crucifixion of Jesus was very important and timely at the age of 33. He knew what he was doing. He’s the man. He died after 29 and Saturn’s return, but before the astral test and Uranus’s opposition to itself at 44.

The Circle of Life

Good afternoon, Beloved!

It’s a gorgeous day outside today; 65 degrees, sunny, and blue skies as far as the can see.  It feels like a spring day.

Anyway, with all this talk about reincarnation lately, I wanted to share a story with all of you.  It can be really confusing, so I’m going to try to write it in a way that’s clear.

Edgar Cayce stated that when we reincarnate, we do so with all of the people we lived with in our previous lives.

Believe it or not, it’s kind of interesting for him to say that.

So, a few years ago, a man that I knew died.  On the same day he died, later in the day less than 100 miles away, my friend’s son was born.

I laughed.  I said, there it is, the cycle of life, it’s endings and new beginnings, and new life after death.

Then I was just joking around, and I said the baby was probably a reincarnation of the man who died.

Well, five years passed, and the baby is now five.  His father decided that he wanted to take a trip down memory lane recently and revisit the place where he grew up.  He decided to take the baby with him.

While they were out there, the man ran into a friend that he hasn’t seen in over 25 years.  A chance meeting for sure.

But then I realized that that person who he hadn’t seen in over 25 years was a very close and personal friend of the man who died.

I couldn’t believe it.  Was my friend’s decision to take a trip down memory lane subconsciously done to reunite the baby with someone he knew in a previous life?

Idk, but it’s awfully interesting how the person my friend ran into just happened to be a personal friend of the man who died, which is quite possibly now this little kid.

I wanted to know if my friend introduced the two and what the conversation was like, but he was uninterested and sketchy on the details, so I just blew it off.

I feel like I just first hand witnessed the truth of Edgar Cayces statement.

Is There a Connection Between Chinon and Chiron?

It was said that at one time, the term Born Again literally meant that one was born again or had reincarnated.  Today, born again has taken on a somewhat different meaning that one could assume is only a symbolic representation of.

But you guys know me, and you know that I’ve spent years studying reincarnation.  I believe it.

People say that Mother Earth is a living breathing organism with a heartbeat or pulse rate (Schuman Resonance), and if you agree with that, then perhaps there’s the possibility that these amazing crop circles we’ve seeing pop up are an outward manifestion of what’s on the inside of Mother.  Maybe she’s revealing her heart.

Between 2015 and 2020, a crop circle formation popped up of the Templar Cross with no answers as to where it came from or who might’ve been responsible for creating it.

Interestingly enough, this was several years after the publication of Robert Howell’s book, Inside the Priory of Sion, and just about the time that the show Knightfall premiered, which was all about the Templar Knights.

So, what’s the connection here?

There was a document that was lost in the Vatican library archives that was rediscovered in 2001.  It was called the Chinon Parchment, and apparently, it talked about the investigation into the original claims and charges of heresy that were brought against the Templars.

Several Cardinals from the Vatican had decided not to put the Templars to death for these claims, instead, they decided to allow the Templars to continue their business under a different name.

Unfortunately, the King of France owed the Templars a lot of money because he was borrowing from them to finance his wars.  The debt eventually grew to outrageous levels, and the King of France had no intention of paying it back, so he decided to go after the Templars.

He was furious that they beat the charges of heresy, which in those days was punishable by death, so he decided to murder the Pope, and replace him with a close personal friend.  With the King of France and the Pope now on the same page, the Templars were in serious trouble, and we all heard the stories about how the Templars were burned alive, crucified, and brutally murdered.

It is my personal opinion that the Founding Fathers of America, like Benjamin Franklin and George Washington, who were well known Masons, were also Templars hiding under a new name.  That’s why they created America with the separation between the church and the state.

Knowing your history so you’re not doomed to repeat it makes all the sense in the world now, and no longer would any church and government be able to team up and attack a free people.

Now, remember, I believe in reincarnation. 

In astrology, we have this little symbol that looks like a key.  It’s called Chiron.

Astrologically, Chiron is said to represent a core wound within us that we either bring into this life from a previous one, which means that’s it’s unresolved karma, or it’s one that developed during childhood.

Chinon and Chiron look similar.  Very similar. 

So, if reincarnation is real, and Chiron represents a core wound we brought into this life as unresolved karma, then there’s a real connection between what happened to the Templars eventually and the wounds we seek to heal in this life that are represented by Chiron.

If the Chinon Parchment reveals the truth that the Pope initially cleared the Templars of all heresy charges preventing their untimely deaths, then everything would’ve been fine if the story ended there.

But it didnt. 

Because the King of France wanted to murder every Templar living on the earth and needed the Vaticans help to do it, then that would explain the unresolved karma.

Before the Grand Master of the Templars was brought to the stake to be burned alive, he put a curse on both the King and the Pope, and both died in that same year.

Think about this situation. 

You’re a Templar knight, your organization was originally funded by the Vatican in its infancy stages, and you fought for God and pledged your allegiance to the Pope.

The Templars and the Pope were together at one time.  It was the King of France who turned the church against the Templars.

Now, you’re being crucified and burned alive for charges you were already acquitted of.

If you look at a book that specifically deals with Chiron, you’ll see how the wounds you have are defined by Chirons’ placements in the signs and houses.

For example, I have Chiron in the 10th House in Taurus. That means my wounds in the 10th House are related to career and reputation with the public, and because they’re in Taurus, they are, A lack of self-worth, A lack of feeling solid or safe, Value based on material possessions, and always vulnerable.

If we go back to what happened to the Templars, we see betrayal, deceit, manipulation, jealousy, envy, greed, hatred, infiltration at the highest levels, and we see a massive conspiracy to commit genocide.

The King and the Pope had full control of Europe, so it was the Templars against the world, literally.

Untimely deaths and murder result in unresolved karma, and all those wounds I just listed for someone having Chiron in Taurus have one thing in common.  As a matter of fact, all the wounds that Chiron represents in all of the zodiac signs have one common root that can also be found in the story with the Templars.

Trust!  Almost all of those Chirotic wounds develope out of a lack of trust.

Well, if you’re the victim of a massive conspiracy aimed to kill you and everyone you know in the manner it was done, you wouldn’t trust anyone afterwards.

So, here we are.  It’s 2024, and some karma has been left unresolved.

God’s Role in Reincarnation

With great power comes great responsibility.  What I’m starting to realize through my research, is that reincarnation with memory is a gift, and it’s one of the greatest gifts God can bestow upon you because he’s allowing you to return to life with many lifetimes of accumulated knowledge.

That memory releases you from repeating behaviors that you learned lessons from many lifetimes ago.  It’s freedom.

Now, think about how hard the initiation process must be for you to become an ascended master.  Well, the next time you find yourself talking about how hard life is, keep this in the back of your mind, and know that God does have a plan for you.

Breaking News! The Self Awareness of Paramahansa Yogananda

I just wanted to put this on record in case anyone cares. I know people will think I’m lying, and some of you might even think I’m crazy, but this evening, on 3/11/2024, I realized that I am Paramahansa Yogananda.

I thought about traveling to see the body, but I don’t know.

The date today is definitely interesting with Easter coming up (resurrection), but I wanted to tell everyone that the purpose of our two lives combined, from 1893, up until today, 3/11/2024, was to prove that ascension is real, mastering time is real, reincarnation is real, and the journey of the soul is real. If it wasn’t done this way then no one would’ve ever believed in reincarnation, because not many people remember.

In my life now, I’m Francis Joseph LaManna. With Easter (resurrection) coming up at the end of this month on, 3/31/2024, I don’t believe there was going to be an actual resurrection, but rather an awakening into the self-realization of who I am.

2024-1893= 1 3 1.

Easter is on 3 3 1

Today’s date 3 1 1

I did mediate last night, and I did ask to be shown the Heart Space. This morning I went for a walk at my local park and I asked Mother Earth for guidance and to open up a path for me. This evening, I’m sharing my revelation.

Yogananda birth date: 1 /5/ 1893 the numerology is, 1+5+1+8+9+3 = 27 or 9

Yogananda death date: 3/7/ 1952, the numerology is, 3+7+1+9+5+2 = 27 or 9

My Birth date: 2 /7/ 1980, the numerology is, 2+7+1+9+8+0 = 27 or 9

Notice, I was born on the same day he died, 7 and 7.

He was born under the astrological sign, Capricorn, on the 17th degree, he died with his sun on the 17degree of Pisces, and I was born under the sign in between, Aquarius, on the 18th degree.

There are 20 letters total in my name, Francis Joseph LaManna.

There are 20 letters total in his name, Paramahansa Yogananda.

There are 20 left until Easter Sunday.

Yogananda rhymes with LaManna.

That’s all I’m going to reveal right now concerning numerology and astrology.

Regarding Positive Affirmations

Two years ago, I gave a special person a list containing thirty of my most important positive affirmations. I stuck it to her refrigerator before leaving her house one day, and when I came back, I noticed it was gone.

She said she threw it out, and then, she asked, “Who the hell do you think you are writing a list like that? You’re really conceited,” she said.

I was shocked because not only did she have no idea what a positive affirmation was, but she thought I was a terrible person for creating such a list. What’s funny is that here we are, it’s two years later, and she’s now making videos offering words of guidance and hope.

So, basically, she shit on me, and then like everyone else, proceeded to take my ideas, move forward, and pass them off as her own.

Fuck you for that.

Anyway, I wanted to share something important about positive affirmations because after all these years of using them, I just for the first time today, got it.

Life has a flow, and you should always go with the flow. You’re supposed to do your best and try your hardest, and if that’s not good enough to bring you success, prosperity, and good fortune in your current situation, then so be it.

There might be consequences that arise from your shortcomings. So be it. Every seemingly negative situation or setback you experience, can be dwelt upon, which would stifle your progress, or they could be looked at in a positive way to help promote the change you seek.

Keep moving forward, remain humble, and continue putting your best foot forward. At some point, things will change for the better, and the life you so passionately desire will be yours one day. There’s a flow to life, and as long as we remain in flow, we’ll put ourselves in the right places at the right times to receive our blessings.

Positive affirmations are designed to help you through that time. They’re not only reminders of how powerful and special we truly are, but they’re designed to keep out negative thinking while reprogramming your thought process and inner dialogue.

Don’t ever think your arrogant or conceited for making an I Am list.

It isn’t until you’re really down and suffering beat up from life’s tests and challenges, and it isn’t until you’ve tried and tried to move forward only to realize you’ve been running head-first into a brick wall that the time for understanding the true value of positive affirmations will finally be upon you.

It is at that time, that you’ll awaken to what the flow of life is all about, and you realize, no matter how bad things get, they’ll eventually get better.

Gemini’s Current Stop in the 9th House

Friends, Fans, and Followers;

Good Evening!

The astrological 9th House is an interesting place. In the 9th House, we can find information regarding international traveling. The 9th House is known as the home of long-distance journeys and long journeys in general.

If you wanted to take a trip that required leaving the country, the 9th House is where you’d look, but in general terms, long journeys can apply to different things. If you decided to attend college and major in communication, well, by the time you graduate and earn that degree in communication, you’ll be able to look back on that experience and say “it was a long journey”.

What about a person who wakes up one day and realizes they need to get help overcoming an addiction that took over their life? Recovery and sobriety is a long journey.

What about the athlete who breaks a bone or tears a muscle playing the sport they love? Healing and re-strengthening the afflicted area can be a long journey depending on how severely they were injured.

The first book I wrote was titled Smorgasbord, and then I wrote a sequel, and finally, I decided the series needed a third book. That was a long journey. Writing a book can be a long journey.

The path of spirituality, from the time of your initial awakening to the time of self-discovery, individuation, enlightenment, and the acquisition of healing or super-natural abilities is a long journey.

The 9th House also holds information related to philosophical and metaphysical issues.

When it comes to communication, because the 9th House is opposite of the 3rd, it deals with communication on a much broader, wider, and higher level. If speaking to a friend is a 3rd House issue, then speaking to a large audience or having a job as a radio broadcaster would be a 9th House issue. Writing a letter would be a 3rd House thing, and writing a book would be a 9th House thing.

♊ Gemini ♊

Popularly, Gemini is known as the sign of the Twins, and while that is true, Gemini, on a much deeper level, is the sign of Brotherly Love. In the constellation Gemini, there are two stars known as Castor and Pollux. The Romans and the Greeks knew Castor and Pollux as brothers, and one day when Castor was killed, Pollux went to his father, Zeus, and asked if he could trade places with his brother. Zeus suggested that Pollux share his immortality with his brother, and that’s what he did.

Gemini represents the undying selfless love that shared between two brothers, a love so strong that one brother would not be able to live without the other. That’s powerful love.

With Gemini in the 9th House, we come face to face with two sides of the self. There’s the new you, the transformed you, and the you that’s standing at the end of the journey. He’s looking back at his old self, the self that was injured, addicted to drugs, or immature and uneducated at the beginning of some long process.

With that old self, as much as we may have loved the time and the memories that the old self produced, we have no alternative but to let it all go now that the journey is over.

In addition to that example, there’s something more. A long journey is something that is not only personal but something one must be personally motivated to embark on. It is often on these long journeys, where people are following their hearts, that we meet the people we have the most in common with. Two people journeying through life may meet here in the 9th House and either fall in love, or form a friendship that lasts a lifetime.

Gemini is also a mutable air sign. This tells us that intelligence, adaptable intelligence is the way forward. For example, sometimes we think we have all the answers. Then, we soon find out that what we’ve always thought or known to be, was inaccurate or completely false. Well, you’re survival through the 9th House depends on your ability to move forward adapting to new truths, or beliefs.

Gemini, because of it’s dual nature, is an excellent sign to have in the 9th House. Before embarking on any journey, a person would want to collect as much information and learn as much as possible. Gemini represents the ability of learning or having the knowledge present of both the light and the dark. When Gemini is in the 9th House, there’s a rare opportunity present.

Take advantage.