The Curse of 27, Beat it!

Last night, I was scrolling through YouTube, and I got caught up in the many videos created about the life, football career, murder, and eventual suicide of former Florida Gator Star and New England Patriot Tight End, Aaron Hernandez.

I watched the progression; standout at Florida, picked up by the Patriots, making millions of dollars playing professional football, then he goes to prison after being convicted of murder, and he hangs himself in his jail cell in 2017. He was just 27-years-old.

At work today, I was thinking about his story, and I said to myself, “Damn, another one gone at 27.” If you’ve never heard of it, there’s a club known as Club 27, and all of its members died at the age of 27. Aaron Hernandez, I think, is the most recent member, and he joins a long list of celebrities and famous people that include Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Kurt Kobain, Amy Winehouse, Fredo Santana, and many many more.

I began to reflect on my own life, and if you purchased my second book, Smorgasbord 2 Catch Up and Relish, then you read a little bit about my drug use throughout my twenties.

After playing four years of high school football, and four years of college football, football in my life as a player came to an end. I was invited to play in an all-star game for seniors in Dallas, Texas in 2002, and I graduated college in 2003.

Life after football was difficult. It was hard not playing a game I absolutely loved and played since I was ten. In 2001, my addiction to drugs began with pain medication, and by the time I turned 27, it progressed from percocets, vicodin, and oxycontin, to cocaine, marijuana, steroids, GHB, ecstasy, and alcohol. I was a mess, and by the time I reached my early 30s, I recognized the fact that although I wasn’t aware of it, I was trying to kill myself.

I was definitely living on the edge and living for the moment, and the drug use coincided with everything that was going on in my life at the time, which began with an addiction to pain medication after an auto accident, and the end football. Football gave me something to live for, to train for, and it brought structure to my life.

I don’t want to get too into my own personal story, but at work today, I said to myself, “I beat the Club 27 Curse.”

In 2007, I was 27, and that was the breakthrough year in my life. So, I began to think; I was born on 2/7, the numerology of moon is 27, the numerology of Nooz is 27, and Venus is on the 27th degree of Pisces of my natal chart. The number 27 has always been prevalent and important in my life.

I got chills throughout my body while standing there at work, and I thought, what if that was part of my life’s mission-to survive past the age of 27.

From an astrological and spiritual perspective, if you don’t live past the age of 27, then you don’t live to see Saturn’s return, which means that you didn’t do the work to get off the physical plane.

I’m going to tell you something important, the reason why so many people are dying by the age of 27 from drug overdoses and suicides, is because it’s extremely difficult to leave Saturn form. Saturn gives form to life, and it gives order, structure, limitations, and restrictions to our lives. It’s extremely hard to let Saturn go for the electricity of Uranus, but you have to. It’s literally a life and death situation.

The bottom level of the pyramid is the physical plane, and our test for this plane goes from birth until about 29 years old when Saturn makes his return. If you’ve done the work and pass the test, your consciousness increases and you move on to the next plane.

If you haven’t done the work, and you fail to pass through the door, then death begins to set in. It’s a sad story, but that’s the way it goes.

The goal in this life, from a spiritual stand-point, is to become one with your soul. You want to fully bring your soul into your body, which is what the top of the chart shows. That means you have to pass the physical test at 29, the emotional test at 44, and the mental test by 50.

They said Aaron wrote in his jail cell before he died, “Remember, after you die, you reincarnate.”

That’s true.

Aaron will return to the physical plane again, but next time, he’ll have the proper help from the astral realm to beat this Curse. And that’s how we do this. As some of us pass these tests and move up to another level, we can help those below until we’ve all made it back to the soul level.

I know, without a doubt, and for a fact that I had help from the astral plane. I wouldn’t have made it past 27 if I didn’t.

The timing of the crucifixion of Jesus was very important and timely at the age of 33. He knew what he was doing. He’s the man. He died after 29 and Saturn’s return, but before the astral test and Uranus’s opposition to itself at 44.

Is There a Connection Between Chinon and Chiron?

It was said that at one time, the term Born Again literally meant that one was born again or had reincarnated.  Today, born again has taken on a somewhat different meaning that one could assume is only a symbolic representation of.

But you guys know me, and you know that I’ve spent years studying reincarnation.  I believe it.

People say that Mother Earth is a living breathing organism with a heartbeat or pulse rate (Schuman Resonance), and if you agree with that, then perhaps there’s the possibility that these amazing crop circles we’ve seeing pop up are an outward manifestion of what’s on the inside of Mother.  Maybe she’s revealing her heart.

Between 2015 and 2020, a crop circle formation popped up of the Templar Cross with no answers as to where it came from or who might’ve been responsible for creating it.

Interestingly enough, this was several years after the publication of Robert Howell’s book, Inside the Priory of Sion, and just about the time that the show Knightfall premiered, which was all about the Templar Knights.

So, what’s the connection here?

There was a document that was lost in the Vatican library archives that was rediscovered in 2001.  It was called the Chinon Parchment, and apparently, it talked about the investigation into the original claims and charges of heresy that were brought against the Templars.

Several Cardinals from the Vatican had decided not to put the Templars to death for these claims, instead, they decided to allow the Templars to continue their business under a different name.

Unfortunately, the King of France owed the Templars a lot of money because he was borrowing from them to finance his wars.  The debt eventually grew to outrageous levels, and the King of France had no intention of paying it back, so he decided to go after the Templars.

He was furious that they beat the charges of heresy, which in those days was punishable by death, so he decided to murder the Pope, and replace him with a close personal friend.  With the King of France and the Pope now on the same page, the Templars were in serious trouble, and we all heard the stories about how the Templars were burned alive, crucified, and brutally murdered.

It is my personal opinion that the Founding Fathers of America, like Benjamin Franklin and George Washington, who were well known Masons, were also Templars hiding under a new name.  That’s why they created America with the separation between the church and the state.

Knowing your history so you’re not doomed to repeat it makes all the sense in the world now, and no longer would any church and government be able to team up and attack a free people.

Now, remember, I believe in reincarnation. 

In astrology, we have this little symbol that looks like a key.  It’s called Chiron.

Astrologically, Chiron is said to represent a core wound within us that we either bring into this life from a previous one, which means that’s it’s unresolved karma, or it’s one that developed during childhood.

Chinon and Chiron look similar.  Very similar. 

So, if reincarnation is real, and Chiron represents a core wound we brought into this life as unresolved karma, then there’s a real connection between what happened to the Templars eventually and the wounds we seek to heal in this life that are represented by Chiron.

If the Chinon Parchment reveals the truth that the Pope initially cleared the Templars of all heresy charges preventing their untimely deaths, then everything would’ve been fine if the story ended there.

But it didnt. 

Because the King of France wanted to murder every Templar living on the earth and needed the Vaticans help to do it, then that would explain the unresolved karma.

Before the Grand Master of the Templars was brought to the stake to be burned alive, he put a curse on both the King and the Pope, and both died in that same year.

Think about this situation. 

You’re a Templar knight, your organization was originally funded by the Vatican in its infancy stages, and you fought for God and pledged your allegiance to the Pope.

The Templars and the Pope were together at one time.  It was the King of France who turned the church against the Templars.

Now, you’re being crucified and burned alive for charges you were already acquitted of.

If you look at a book that specifically deals with Chiron, you’ll see how the wounds you have are defined by Chirons’ placements in the signs and houses.

For example, I have Chiron in the 10th House in Taurus. That means my wounds in the 10th House are related to career and reputation with the public, and because they’re in Taurus, they are, A lack of self-worth, A lack of feeling solid or safe, Value based on material possessions, and always vulnerable.

If we go back to what happened to the Templars, we see betrayal, deceit, manipulation, jealousy, envy, greed, hatred, infiltration at the highest levels, and we see a massive conspiracy to commit genocide.

The King and the Pope had full control of Europe, so it was the Templars against the world, literally.

Untimely deaths and murder result in unresolved karma, and all those wounds I just listed for someone having Chiron in Taurus have one thing in common.  As a matter of fact, all the wounds that Chiron represents in all of the zodiac signs have one common root that can also be found in the story with the Templars.

Trust!  Almost all of those Chirotic wounds develope out of a lack of trust.

Well, if you’re the victim of a massive conspiracy aimed to kill you and everyone you know in the manner it was done, you wouldn’t trust anyone afterwards.

So, here we are.  It’s 2024, and some karma has been left unresolved.

God’s Role in Reincarnation

With great power comes great responsibility.  What I’m starting to realize through my research, is that reincarnation with memory is a gift, and it’s one of the greatest gifts God can bestow upon you because he’s allowing you to return to life with many lifetimes of accumulated knowledge.

That memory releases you from repeating behaviors that you learned lessons from many lifetimes ago.  It’s freedom.

Now, think about how hard the initiation process must be for you to become an ascended master.  Well, the next time you find yourself talking about how hard life is, keep this in the back of your mind, and know that God does have a plan for you.

Gemini’s Current Stop in the 9th House

Friends, Fans, and Followers;

Good Evening!

The astrological 9th House is an interesting place. In the 9th House, we can find information regarding international traveling. The 9th House is known as the home of long-distance journeys and long journeys in general.

If you wanted to take a trip that required leaving the country, the 9th House is where you’d look, but in general terms, long journeys can apply to different things. If you decided to attend college and major in communication, well, by the time you graduate and earn that degree in communication, you’ll be able to look back on that experience and say “it was a long journey”.

What about a person who wakes up one day and realizes they need to get help overcoming an addiction that took over their life? Recovery and sobriety is a long journey.

What about the athlete who breaks a bone or tears a muscle playing the sport they love? Healing and re-strengthening the afflicted area can be a long journey depending on how severely they were injured.

The first book I wrote was titled Smorgasbord, and then I wrote a sequel, and finally, I decided the series needed a third book. That was a long journey. Writing a book can be a long journey.

The path of spirituality, from the time of your initial awakening to the time of self-discovery, individuation, enlightenment, and the acquisition of healing or super-natural abilities is a long journey.

The 9th House also holds information related to philosophical and metaphysical issues.

When it comes to communication, because the 9th House is opposite of the 3rd, it deals with communication on a much broader, wider, and higher level. If speaking to a friend is a 3rd House issue, then speaking to a large audience or having a job as a radio broadcaster would be a 9th House issue. Writing a letter would be a 3rd House thing, and writing a book would be a 9th House thing.

♊ Gemini ♊

Popularly, Gemini is known as the sign of the Twins, and while that is true, Gemini, on a much deeper level, is the sign of Brotherly Love. In the constellation Gemini, there are two stars known as Castor and Pollux. The Romans and the Greeks knew Castor and Pollux as brothers, and one day when Castor was killed, Pollux went to his father, Zeus, and asked if he could trade places with his brother. Zeus suggested that Pollux share his immortality with his brother, and that’s what he did.

Gemini represents the undying selfless love that shared between two brothers, a love so strong that one brother would not be able to live without the other. That’s powerful love.

With Gemini in the 9th House, we come face to face with two sides of the self. There’s the new you, the transformed you, and the you that’s standing at the end of the journey. He’s looking back at his old self, the self that was injured, addicted to drugs, or immature and uneducated at the beginning of some long process.

With that old self, as much as we may have loved the time and the memories that the old self produced, we have no alternative but to let it all go now that the journey is over.

In addition to that example, there’s something more. A long journey is something that is not only personal but something one must be personally motivated to embark on. It is often on these long journeys, where people are following their hearts, that we meet the people we have the most in common with. Two people journeying through life may meet here in the 9th House and either fall in love, or form a friendship that lasts a lifetime.

Gemini is also a mutable air sign. This tells us that intelligence, adaptable intelligence is the way forward. For example, sometimes we think we have all the answers. Then, we soon find out that what we’ve always thought or known to be, was inaccurate or completely false. Well, you’re survival through the 9th House depends on your ability to move forward adapting to new truths, or beliefs.

Gemini, because of it’s dual nature, is an excellent sign to have in the 9th House. Before embarking on any journey, a person would want to collect as much information and learn as much as possible. Gemini represents the ability of learning or having the knowledge present of both the light and the dark. When Gemini is in the 9th House, there’s a rare opportunity present.

Take advantage.

Sun and Moon Placements; A Sign of the Time

Wednesday, March 6, 2024

Good Morning Beloved!

Th current alignment for the Sun and Moon are as follows;

Sun 16 Pisces

Moon 24 Capricorn

With the Sun on the 16th degree of Pisces, spirituality is brought into focus, and it should be apparent that life and most of everything in it has a natural flow or rhythm.

Pisces is feminine mutable water.  Do not resist what the inner voice says to you today and tomorrow.  Inspiration and the push forward comes from intuition, so, believe in yourself and the faith that grounds you.

In the hard working and dedicated sign of Capricorn, emotionally, we’re encouraged to remain persistent.  Sometimes, life has a way of beating us down, but we don’t have to stay down.  On the flip side of this, you may feel upset or discouraged from not getting an opportunity or a chance to move on with your life.

As the Sun and Moon work together, we can feel the energies in their rawest forms.  We’re grounded by earth once we have a chance to experience what feels right to us, and that gives us a clearer mind to listen to and follow intuition.

The key now is seeking peace and serenity because as long as you’re acting with love in your heart, the universe will show you the way forward.

As I’m writing this my beloved, I sympathize with those of you who might be in a situation where it’s impossible to get centered, and once you do, someone or something knocks you off balance.

I suggest reading the Sabian Symbol for Pisces 17 again.  The answers for this dilemma can be found there and at Neptune’s placement on the 26th degree of Pisces.  

I really felt compelled to at least make an attempt to try to explain this current time we’re in despite the fact that most people will either dismiss it or not understand.  

But then I saw a sign revealing the current time.

On this website, I’ve talked a lot about the work of other people, Cal Garrison being one of them. She wrote the Weiser Field Guide to Ascension, which was published in 2010. I think it was around that time that I purchased and read it for the first time, but it’s still in my possession and I’ve read it many times since 2010.

Every time I read it, something new appears. On page 211, it says:

That two-year window came to a close at the end of October 2009. If you’re reading this book, chances are it is late spring or perhaps the early summer of 2010 (early summer 2010 for me). Some have predicted that the ascension would be a thing of the past before anyone opened these pages; others told us it was sure to happen in August of 2010, which means that this field guide is either gone with the wind or is about to provide everyone with a down-to-the-wire Cliff’s Notes for an event that is slated to take place in no time at all. If all of us are still present and accounted for, at this point it might be good to look at how we’re going to approach the ascension and consider the reality of the pole shift in more detail.

Cal Garrison

I highlighted gone with the wind and pole shift.

Well, I shared with all of you my astrological birth chart, and I showed all of you how my nodal axis is aligned between Pisces and Aquarius, and Virgo and Leo. That not only means that my nodal axis is aligned properly with the time marking the beginning and end of the Grand Cycle, but it’s aligned properly to mark the suspected times of earth’s pole shifts, which is approximately every 13,000 years.

They said before we entered the time of this shift, there would be an awakening. I described my personal awakening in a YouTube video recently, but I just realized last week, that current position of the outer planets point to what I experienced in 2013, and what Garrison was talking about in her book.

Neptune 26 degrees Pisces, Pluto 1 degree Aquarius, and Uranus 19 degrees Taurus.

If you’re following the Sabian Symbols for those placements, then you’ll see that:

Pluto represents the “Old Adobe Mission” If you read Garrison’s book then you know the importance of the pueblo or the old adobe mission.

Neptune represents the realization of faith and the Soul’s freedom to choose

Uranus represents the Awakening

The current alignment of the outer planets is just now starting to point at ascension. In addition to that I just saw this:

The picture above is a still shot from the YouTube Short video I made in 2019 or 2020 to advertise my new book. Look in the upper left hand corner.

“Gone With the Wind” just like it says on page 211 in Garrison’s Book.

I sit here every day, when I’m not working, and I wonder why I haven’t accumulated any money. I even wrote an article on here about how it seems like I find myself in poverty every 12 years. How can that be? I’ve written three books, I’ve been running my own website, which is monetized for six years, I work, I have a college degree, and on and on…

How am I poor? Why am I poor? In my relentless pursuit of the almighty dollar, I turned to Garrison’s book once again and that’s when I saw on page 210:

Perhaps, I’ve been fighting against this natural flow of life. Maybe, there’s something I need to accomplish before I can start making money. Right here, in the Weiser Field Guide to Ascension, it says that at this time, knowing who we are is more important than making money.

Maybe, for me personally, my inability to make money is the result of me fighting against the natural flow of life. You cannot walk without crawling first.

There are levels and steps to everything, and how ironic is it that according to the astrological birth chart, the first house is the House of Self, and the second House is the House of Money and Possessions.

With Easter coming up at the end of this month, the alignment of the outer planets, the new discoveries I’ve made in Garrison’s book, and everything else I’ve seen, heard, and experienced, I’m recognizing that the time is now.

So, where do we go from here?

25 Degrees Sagittarius

February 19, 2024 at 7:40 AM

The Sabian Symbol for the 25th degree of Sagittarius, “A Chubby Boy on a Hobby Horse,” is described as using your imagination to build an ideal life. According to, jamesburgess.com, if we want to be powerful and successful then we need to imagine it and expect it first.

Two years before I graduated high school, I painted a picture of myself in an orange and black football uniform with the number 44. The colors of my high school football team were dark blue and light blue, and at the time, I didn’t have a clue if or where I would be playing when high school was over.

Two years later, when it was all said and done, I was recruited by the William Paterson University Pioneers in New Jersey. Someone had already grabbed the jersey number 44, but their colors were orange and black. I played the next four years at William Paterson.

Interestingly enough, Neptune, in my natal chart was close, off by only two degrees, but this morning at 7:40 AM, the Mc was on the 25th degree of Sagittarius.

The Midheaven, which is also the 10th House cusp, represents the highest part of the chart. The door is open if you would like to manifest a future for yourself through the use of imagination.

Opposite the Mc, is this interesting conjunction between the asteroid Goddess, Astraea, and the Moon. What’s playing into your current stirring of inner emotions and the subconscious has to do with balance, justice, and harmony.

The Moon in Cancer on the 4th degree in the 4th house symbolizes protection. Astraea on the 29th degree of Gemini in the 4th House symbolizes our need to communicate- our need to verbalize our thoughts and get our opinions and view points out there. It’s communication in relation to justice to protect ourselves, what familiar to us, our neighborhoods, and our home.

Astraea’s conjunction with the moon forms a quincunx with Pluto on the 0 degree of Aquarius in the 11th House. This will bring hidden or secretive knowledge to you, and there could be health issues involved.

Whatever you need to get out or communicate, please do so. Don’t hold back, because you’re defending yourself or proving your case.

Now, there’s a tradeoff with this conjunction, and that plays into our favor because with Astraea present, there’s only so much we can do, and there’s only so far we can go.

The tradeoff is the opposition to the Mc. If you’ve done all you could and said all you could say, but you’re still getting no where, then it’s time to flip to the other side of the opposition and trade Astraea’s conjunction with the Moon for the 25th degree of Sagittarius and imagine something better for yourself.

My Obligation Through Astrology

February 12, 2024

It is with brimming excitement that I write this. I wrote a similar article several weeks ago concerning synchronization, and so, this article serves as not only a reinforcement, but it also cements my belief in the obligation I have to all of you because of the God-given ability I’ve been given for astrology.

The option of going back to school has been on the table for quite some time now, and this morning I decided to put all the doubts behind me and move forward with furthering my education. 

After doing so, I decided once again to take a peek at the alignment of planets in the “chart of the moment” provided by astro.com. 

The waxing crescent Moon, was in the 11th House in Aries, sextile (60 degrees) Mars in the 9th House in Capricorn.

The message there is for you to go after the future you would like to see for yourself!

The 11th House represents friendships, groups and clubs pertaining to work and networking, wishes, dreams, long-term pleasure, and the future. 

The 9th House represents higher education, deep philosophical concepts and conversations, long journeys pertaining to the spirit, health, relationships, or education, and long-distance journeys outside the country. 

With Mars in Capricorn, the energy there is supporting the commencement of a long journey. Capricorn is the nose-to-the-grindstone sign that’s hardworking. Ruled by Saturn, the Planet of limitations, Capricorn represents rewards through hard work. Mars there is telling us to go for it and go after it. 

Once again, my actions are right in sync with the universe, and this is so clear now, that I have to report the astrology to you guys. I almost feel obligated. 

I hope you guys have a blessed week. 

A New Moon Cycle Beginning In the Sign of The Water Bearer

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Beloved, how are you? As usual, there’s a lot going on, and I guess we can start with the New Moon coming up on the 9th in Aquarius. We’ll get a brand-new moon cycle beginning Friday in the sign of The Water Bearer.

Imbolc, the first day of spring according to Gaelic and Craft traditions, was celebrated on the 2nd of February. In Christian traditions, Imbolc is called Saint Brigid’s Day. Saint Brigid is the patroness saint of Ireland.

I don’t know how many people are aware of this, but February was a Roman month called Februarius, and that comes from the Latin term, Februum, which means purification. So, at its root, February is the month of purification. I actually wrote and published a poem here on N.B. called Purification. I’ll pin it up later this evening.

But, yeah, purification. If you really want to start the year off properly, February would be the ideal month rid the body of toxins and drop old habits. The universe supports it. 2024 is a leap year, so, the month of February will have 29 days in it.

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