History; What you Absolutely Need to Know

Good Morning!

Today is Sunday, December 4, 2022. It’s a cold 31 degrees, and I can see the Sun rising up through my window.

I went to bed last night with a terrible headache. I felt it in the back of my neck, it went all the way up over the top of the right side of my head and down into my right eye. It woke me out of my sleep at 6:30 this morning, and believe me, I wanted to sleep until noon.

I had a dream last night that I was in school with a bunch of people. Some belonged and some didn’t. I was in a classroom and there was a group project assigned, but everyone was ignoring me. Then, I was wearing sandals and they wanted me to wear boots.

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Okay, so the history. Again, keep and open mind people. I watched for months as the history of this country was attacked in the aftermath of the George Floyd incident. Statues were taken down etc.

People from every color, every religion, and from every region of the world keep an open mind.

Some people will say bullshit, but I absolutely 100% agree with everything in James Redfield’s: The Celestine Prophecy. I believe it because I’ve been experiencing it. If you haven’t seen it please watch it. The Celestine Prophecy is not a work a fiction, I believe it to be truth based on what I’ve seen.

There’s a movie version, a book, and a tape story. I’m listening to the tape story on YouTube, and that’s what I suggest. I would like for everyone to listen to the whole thing, but if you only listen to eleven minutes, listen to the 44:00 -55:00 mark. It’s about history, world history specifically, and how history fits into this current spiritual awakening.

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When you read history, you should always read it from the perspective of an observer because you weren’t there when the events happened over the last 2,000 years. Do not associate yourself with the history. Read it to understand it, read it to see the bigger picture, and read it to feel. If you associate yourself with history you lock yourself into that portion of it. It’s trap.

Anyway, keep this in mind. Whatever we were taught in school, was apart of a curriculum, and that curriculum was approved by a board of education.

This means a lot of thought and consideration went into what we were being taught in school. None of it was by chance, it was all handpicked.

I you decide to listen or read the Celestine Prophecy, that’s great, if not. it’s your loss. I will leave you with this.

We were given the wrong history, because the right history is necessary for spiritual evolution. In order to know where we are at right now today, you have to understand the last 1,000 years of events to understand how we got to this point.


The day is just beginning. Take 11 minutes and listen in.

Another Maxell Banger..

I was just listening to another Jordan Maxwell video, and I heard something that made a lot of sense. I have a lot to share today, but I’m going to begin with this short post.

When you start speaking the truth and you start waking up you will know it. You’ll know it because you’ll start scarring the people around you. They’ll start calling you crazy, calling you a racist, and all the other stuff they call you because they have to do it to be comfortable around you!

You see, as long as people can put you into a box, you’ll make sense to them. They’ll be able to wrap their brains around you.

But the truth is they don’t understand us and they don’t know how to deal with us. By calling us crazy or racist, they bring us down in their minds to a level they can comprehend, and then they can dismiss you. Oh he’s just crazy. Oh he’s just cranky. Oh he’s a racist.

Put you in a box and stick a label on you like some Christmas ornaments after Christmas.

Fu%k you.

Don’t believe what they say, and some of us are past that point. Others are still dealing with it.

Anyway, at 42, I’m lonely AF and I think that’s why what Maxwell said caught my attention.

Listen from 20:00 to about 24:00.

It’s on YouTube: Jordan Maxwell, and the video is Hidden History. I would’ve posted the link but it’s not allowing me to.

It was his comment about how when you start speaking the truth, you’ll start loosing friends. That’s true. There’s people waking up left and right, and they’re coming out and speaking their truths. Look what happened to Kanye. Everyone distanced themselves from him. They didn’t want anything to do with him. And it’s not just him.

Maxwell comments on what Jesus says in the Bible, “By your fruits I shall know you.”

People from all over the world who are unconnected are waking up. Some are rich, some are poor, some are famous, some are unknown, etc. What we all have in common is that we’re speaking our truths and paying for it.

But that’s the point.

We are beginning to recognize one another by our fruits.

Think about this, if an ancient group of people, knew a very important truth about life, and reincarnation is real, how would two people who were friends 2,000 years ago recognize one another in a future existence?

“By your fruits, I will know You,”



I was asked recently about a story from my latest book, Smorgasbord 2 Catch Up and Relish, titled, Witches in Heat, and it wasn’t until I began speaking about the story that I actually had an appreciation for it.

It’s a two-part short story fiction piece; Witches in Heat and Witches in Heat 2. The story begins with the main character spilling coffee on his laptop. He works from home, and he needs his laptop, but he doesn’t have a car so he decides to walk a great distance to the store to buy a new one.

On his way there, he passes a farm market that sells fresh fruit and vegetables. He decides to go in and he’s infatuated with the beautiful young girl working there. She notices how tired he is so she gives him water and a bag of mixed fruit. He takes his fruit and finds a shady spot to sit underneath a tree. Eventually, so tired from his walk, he passes out.

When he wakes up, he doesn’t realize it at first, but the time changed and suddenly, he finds himself hundreds of years back in the past. At first, the girl pretends to be unaware of this as she offers to help him.

When he arrived at the farm market it was modern day, but when he wakes up dirt roads were where the streets were, there were no telephone poles, no cars, and his house wasn’t even built yet.

She convinces him to take a wagon ride, and he obviously doesn’t reject her advances. The first part ends with them taking a break on their journey to rest for the night.

Part 2 opens, the wagon is approaching its destination, which turns out to be a witches breeding ritual, and the main character finds himself as the main attraction.

As the action heats up and the clothes come off, he’s jolted out of his trance. Disappointed now, he realizes the whole thing was just a dream, but a twist at the end leaves us wondering. Was it just a dream, or a foreshadow of events soon to take place.

Free Writing..

I talk a lot about our mainstream news outlets, and it’s usually not nice. I’m all about the individual, independent thought, and free thinkers so, it bothers when the people who work for these companies run a story and side with the majority when what’s popular isn’t necessarily right or true.

That’s dangerous, but I’m not writing this to continue dumping on the mainstream. All of that information that’s considered mainstream serves a purpose. It creates and drives cultural trends, and it’s only by coming up through the culture that you’ll eventually be able to awaken out of it.

I’m being nice. I mean, there are some people that don’t even see a need for it because they feel like it sets us back. That’s true, but I guess some people need it.

How would you know what beautiful was if you didn’t have something ugly to compare it to? Not everything we own has a price tag. Not everything we own has monetary value.

There’s a sentimental and emotional attachment we have to some of our possessions. We have possessions that are valuable and sometimes priceless because of what they mean to us personally.

I digress..

Sometimes you can’t blame the people who work for these mainstream companies because most of them are asleep. Some of them don’t understand the magnitude of what they decide to show and talk about.

As a student of Journalism, I was taught the news should be unbiased. That doesn’t mean taking a portion of a story and selling the public your personal spin of it. Then I found out the political left has their media, which is partial to the democratic party, and the right has their media that’s partial to the republican party.

Big mess.

For those coming up through the culture, there’s some advice I have for you as I’m waiting here on the other side.

It’s okay to be American. It’s okay to be proud of being an American. Waves and waves of people left their homelands to be apart this nation, that was founded on independence, freedom, liberty, and a shared sovereignty amongst the people. I’m not going to get political on you now though, because there are some complicated problems that occurred over time. Meaning, if you’re a teenager now, you have no idea what life was like here before 911.

And that in itself is a problem because that’s the slow change over time that creates the wrong change in the end. It’s a gradual change over time from one generation to the next that has the current generation thinking they have it good or they have it bad when they have nothing to compare that to.

Read and study the history. Stay away from stereotypes. You are an individual, you are not the group, and no member of the group is you. Don’t be afraid to be different, and don’t be afraid to stand out from the group. I know kids and teenagers sometimes suppress themselves, their abilities and talents just to blend in with the group.

When it’s your time to shine, shine. It might be at a time when everyone else around you is down and out, but believe me, when you were down, no one said let me ruin my life to make you fell better about yours.

Stay away from the race baiters and the haters. Stay away from people who bring you down and stay away from those who take without giving. Surround yourself with people who have similar goals and people who think at your level or higher.

Ask questions, and think for yourself. Think and act with common sense. See yourself as the judge of your life and decide for yourself what’s good or bad for you personally. What’s bad for you might be good for me, and just because you think something I did was wrong, that doesn’t mean it wasn’t the right thing for me to do.

And lastly, I leave you with this photo. If you’re not capable of this, then it’s what you should be striving for.

Seeing both sides and judging for yourself.

One Woman or Two Women?

I love Jordan Maxwell may his soul rest in light. The picture below is a still shot from his YouTube video, The Secret Life of Symbols.

In the video, Maxwell reveals two secrets concerning the Last Supper. The person who’s sitting to the right hand of Jesus is a woman. That means if this picture is of Jesus and his 12 apostles, then Mary was definitely an apostle.

The second secret he reveals is the correlation between zodiac signs and Jesus and his apostles.

If Jesus is the personification of the Sun/Son, and Mary is to his right representing Virgo, then that means Jesus was a LEO/Lion/Tribe of Judah.

After looking at the picture, I saw what I believed to be another woman in the group of three to his left.

That means then, if Jesus is a Leo and we start there and move to his right, we have Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, and Aquarius.

Hop over the right side of the picture and continue.

Pisces, Aries, and Taurus in the first square, and in the second square there are three people but they represent 2 signs. There is a man and a woman and they represent the twins of Gemini, and the third individual would then represent Cancer.

That’s one way of looking at if we don’t include Ophiuchus, but I think there are definitely two women in that picture. I’m going to continue looking at this today because something doesn’t make sense.

The comment was made that Mary was a prostitute, but she represents the virgin of the zodiac?

But that’s not it. A lot of people aren’t aware of this, but Mary was the personification of the Moon! Jesus was the personification of the Sun, and Mary the Moon, their relationship was a divine union.

So if Mary personified the Moon, but represented Virgo, then this confuses the rulership of Cancer. I always wondered why the earth was never incorporated as a ruling planet in the zodiac since it is a planet.

Should the Earth rule Virgo, and the Moon rule Cancer? Did Mary really personify Mother Earth/Gaia? Also, if Jesus represents the Sun and he’s in the center, then that means we’re looking at Heliocentric model.


Remembering Poe

“In chemistry, the best way of separating two bodies is to add a third; in speculation, fact often agrees with fact and argument with argument until an additional well-meaning fact or argument sets everything by the ears.”

Edgar Allen Poe

I loved English class in school, especially as I got older. In high school we were introduced to the rich creativity of authors like Edgar Allen Poe, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Shakespeare, and so on. But honestly, it took over 20 years for me to understand and wrap my head around Poe’s work. In school, I loved his work, but I never knew why. Now, I know.

Like JFK, Poe was another man from Boston who was murdered at a young age (40). His death was also surrounded in mystery. Some say he was sick, but there’s a lot of information out there indicating head trauma. That quote above is true on many levels and in many fields. He was without a doubt intelligent, open-minded, and in possession of a highly developed mind.

Pop Smoke; Revelations and Closure

I was a huge fan of hip hop during middle and high school. I loved it, and my friends and I used to freestyle while we were hanging out. We had a lot of good times and lots of good memories. Then, for some reason I stopped listening to it.

Years went by. I don’t know what it is, maybe it has to do with being young and what I was doing at the time.

Anyway, that’s another story for another time. I was driving to work a while ago and Dior came on the radio, and for the first time in a long time, I had an interest in hip hop again.

Then, he was murdered. I was shocked, twenty years old with his whole life ahead of him. At the time I didn’t know much about him or the details surrounding his murder, but for some reason, both have been weighing heavy on my mind the last two days.

February 19, 2023, it will be three years since the death of Bashar Barakah Jackson, AKA, Pop Smoke, so at this point, as 2022 comes to a close and the waning gibbous moon winds down in Gemini, the planet communication, I guess the Universe wanted to share some things with me during this time of closure.

Yesterday, I did a little research to get some information, but I couldn’t help it, I felt the push to research yesterday, and again tonight to write this before bed.

And of course all the synchronicities began. I was shown several things in the astrological event chart of the moment.

Before I get into that, I was looking at the chart and I said to myself, “this looks familiar.” In a way it was similar to chart I just looked at for the Romania reading with Capricorn rising on the ascendant.


Los Angeles, California 4:00 AM, Wednesday, February 19, 2020.

Mars in the 12th house: You keep your deep and secret feelings hidden from the world; strong intuitive powers. Good: Imaginative Bad: danger from secret enemies.

The 12th house is the most mystical of all houses, and it’s known as The House of Secrets and The House of Karma. This is the house where the energy manifests into disappointments, accidents, trouble, and self-defeat. This is known as the house of karma because this where we’re rewarded or punished for our deeds.

Also in the 12th House was Pallas Athena. Pallas, for those who aren’t familiar, is an asteroid, but asteroids are a big part of my personal method for analyzing charts.

Pallas Athena was an ancient Greek Goddess associated with war, wisdom, and handicraft. She is the protectress of city states and is usually seen holding a spear and wearing a helmet. She was also known as a warrior goddess who led soldiers into battle, and the Parthenon was dedicated to her.

So, in the 12th House, we had Mars alerting us to danger from secret hidden enemies, and Pallas, the Goddess of war.

Pallas was one of 12 Olympians, and Pop’s Air B&B was in the Mount Olympus section of Hollywood Hills.

Interesting, and before doing any further reading about the murder incident, I said to myself, “there must be a female involved in this.”

I said that after seeing Pallas in the 12th and Vesta in the 4th, I had a hunch, and it was true.

The 4th House is what I was shown next. The 4th House is the house of home. It also represents the mother and the deepest most private place we retreat to when we mediate or pray.

I saw Vesta in the 4th, the Goddess of Hearth and home, and I saw Uranus. Uranus is the unpredictable revolutionary freedom fighter. Uranus provides flashes of insight, and it awakens us for change. What’s unique about Uranus is that he doesn’t care what the awakening causes because his job is to keep things moving on the right path. We may perceive Uranus to be good or bad, but according to him, his will must be done. Whatever needs to happen for the future and for progression, that’s Uranus.

Whenever I’m looking at a chart for a murder I always look to see what Pluto is doing, and of course, Pluto was in a very stressful aspect with Uranus. The square between Uranus and Pluto is known to cause dramatic upheaval.

Now don’t get me wrong, Pluto is not all bad. When the energy of Pluto is positive we see people reaching the highest heights in business and finding great success. Pluto is also responsible for that deep digging of truth and facts. He likes to bring whatever is hidden to surface. When Pluto is in poor aspect or expressed negatively we get the other extreme, murder, riots, wars, and upheaval.

In this chart, unfortunately, Pluto’s aspect to Uranus was adverse and we saw the negative side of both Pluto and Uranus manifest negatively. It was Pluto in the first house in Capricorn (the house of self and Capricorn the sign of career and public standing) squared Uranus in the 4th House in Taurus. Taurus rules the second house, which is the house of possessions. The second house is about what we own and what we value. Money also associated with the second house and Taurus.

So, that square between Pluto and Uranus pretty much told us the story and what was involved. Home, possessions (handbags purse money watch), career, public standing, the self, the possibility of upheaval, conflict, and awakening. In hindsight, this is spot on accurate. Mars told us the threat of secret enemies was present, and Pallas prepared us for the possibility of war.

The last thing I was shown was the picture below.

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I began writing this article at 11:33. The address number of place where the murder occurred was 2033. In numerology, we don’t use 0 because it’s a place holder, but from the time I started writing, which was 11:33, 1+1=2. So it’s 233 (11:33) and 233 (2033). Pop Smoke was 20.

If you look at the writing on the right side of the picture several words should stick out;

Dawn (the murder took place at dawn between 4 and 4:30 AM)

Hercules was the street name

Remains as physical residue on the floor He was found laying on the floor after being shot.

Roses Amelia Rose was the girl he apparently met that night who was said to be laying in his bed at the time of the break in.

Air He was staying at an Air B&B.

This was so sad, and Pop smoke died so young at the age of 20. God has shown me many things tonight concerning this incident, which I understood to be about Revelation and closure. With this picture he was showing and telling me that Pop Smoke was a good person with an incorruptible spirit. Usually when young men and woman die early we believe they’ve fulfilled their purpose here and it’s time for them to move on.

From what I’ve been studying about life after death and resurrection, this image was to verify the soul or divine essence of Bashar Barakah Jackson has risen and returned home to rest in the light of the divine creator we call God. He was not lost or wandering in darkness, he came here with a purpose and his purpose was complete.

After the picture, I turned the lights down, lit a candle, and went into a mediation. During the mediation I was told the girl knew the driver and that rang true.

And there it is. This overwhelming interest and push to investigate and write about Pop Smoke over the last two days is complete and I can rest.

In closing, I tell everyone all the time. The internet is not safe. You never know who your talking to. Be careful what you post and be careful who you surround yourself with. Unfortunately, some things are unpreventable, but we can do our best to avoid a lot if we pay attention and act with common sense.

Thanks for reading and thanks for visiting Nooz Buffet.

Suffocating Anxiety; Break Free

This is important, well, I think it is. When it comes to oxygen and breathing, I’m dead serious. Now, there can be many reasons for why we feel anxious or short of breath, but specifically, I’m addressing relationship suffocation.

When I say relationship, it isn’t necessarily referring to our boyfriends/girlfriends, or our husbands and wives. It can be, but a relationship can be any acquaintance, friend, or coworker we talk to and see daily or once in a while.

Just two days ago, there was a man I knew who was in a bad mood. He was having a bad day for whatever reason, and instead of figuring his problem out for himself by himself, he chose to be testy with me.

We’ve all been in that situation, and it’s not right. Not every day is going to be magnificent, some days are going to suck, and each one of us, individually, needs to realize when there’s an issue and do the best we can to work towards an outcome that promotes positive interaction again.

In other words, instead of taking your problems out on innocent people, go address the issues and people who are upsetting you.

A while ago, and I don’t talk about this much, but on several occasions, I experienced an immediate cutoff of oxygen. I’m not talking about a little anxiety where it’s hard to breath; this felt like someone snuck up behind me and put a plastic bag over my face. This was not a gradual reduction of oxygen, but rather, an immediate cutoff!

That was enough for me. I needed to get to the bottom of that issue and make sure it never happened again.

When it comes to relationships, as we’ve described, an open conversation is required if they’re responsible for your suffocating. After you work out everything with that person, you must:

Set Boundaries; be firm and don’t give an inch.

Take Back Your Privacy

Express Yourself; if someone else’s behavior is affecting you let them know.

Strive for Independence; not having to rely on people frees you from their control.

Be a Leader

Cut Off General Statements: If some say’s this sucks, don’t agree if you feel differently. It’s okay to have an opinion.

Nurture Yourself and Enjoy Your Time Alone

Take Time To Do Nothing

The most important thing is for you to tell yourself;

“I’m a person to!”

“I’m a human being and I have needs.”

“I deserve to be happy.”

We are not mind readers, you have to speak up if you have concerns, feel violated, or have been treated in a way you didn’t deserve. Start putting yourself first, and start making yourself and your life a priority.

People who come off as aggressive, loud, and obnoxious, are that way for a reason. Usually it’s because they’re afraid or insecure about something. When people are afraid they try to control, and it’s their controlling behavior that’s causing your suffocation because think about it..

If someone is controlling they’re overreaching, intrusive, and could care less about your boundaries, your privacy, and your opinions. Until these people resolve their personal issues, they’re always in some way going to be a drain on you, your life, and your energy.

Stand tall my friends.

Too Much Deception For Me

Yesterday, I was asked about my opinions concerning the war in the Ukraine, and I had to be honest. I tuned out a long time ago. There was actually a good story shaping up in the Ukraine, and I was on it from the beginning.

Remember when..

Volodymyr Zelenskiy was accusing former President Petro Poroshenko of running away from charges that I think involved treason, and Poroshenko was accusing new President, Zelenskiy, of silencing political opposition?

That’s what I was following, Ukraine was a nation divided, and things were getting interesting. And in all fairness, treason and silencing political opposition goes on all the time here in the United States, but we don’t push the issue far enough to divide the country into civil war or starting a new government.

Anyway, all of a sudden, Russia was on Ukraine’s border threatening to invade.

“Wow, how convenient was that,” I said to myself. “I guess the people of Ukraine are going to put their problems aside and unite to defend their country. What else can they do?”

That’s when I tuned out of the Ukraine/Russian situation. Again, this another situation the United States should not be involved in, and for the life of me, I can’t understand why American citizens are being forced to show support for the Ukraine.

I’ll tune back in when Russia leaves and the regularly scheduled show resumes.


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