Nooz Now

June 11, 2023

Hello everyone, I hope you’re all doing well! Thank you for visiting NB and welcome to this addition of Nooz Now.

🔥The wildfires in Nova Scotia were said to be the cause for the thick haze and smell of burning wood last week on Wednesday, June 7th here in Pennsylvania, but wow! I wrote about Vesta, the Roman Goddess of Hearth and Home last week, and how Wednesday the 7th was the beginning of nine days dedicated to her. It was totally surreal; here we were on the 7th last week, and the inner sanctum of the Temple was opening. Vesta is the eternal flame, and because of that, she is often represented by a torch or a burning fire. Knowing that, to me, it really felt like an inner temple was opening with the smoky haze and smell of burning wood. Sometimes the timing of things is just incredible.

🏈Switching gears a little bit, and returning to the game I love, NFL training camp begins on June 18th. I assume all players and personnel will report that Sunday, and meeting will begin on Monday.

❤ Today is June 11th, and this is just an interesting day all the way around. From a numerology standpoint, 6+11=17/8, so, it’s an 8 day. The number 8 is associated with Jesus, and biblically, 8 represents new beginnings, which makes sense since 9 would be the end of the cycle.

Historically, June 11th has been a day of significance as well. Thomas Jefferson, Benjamin Franklin, John Adams, Roger Sherman, and Robert R. Livingston made up the Committee of Five, a committee appointed by the Continental Congress on June 11th in 1776 to begin drafting the Declaration of Independence.

Henry VIII of England married Catherine of Aragon, in 1509, and in 1594, Phillip II recognizes the rights and privileges of the local nobles and chieftains in the Philippines. They say history repeats itself, and we see this event from 1594 resurface again in theme in 1963 as John F. Kennedy addresses Americans from the Oval Office proposing the Civil Rights At of 1964, which guaranteed equal access to public facilities, end segregation in education, and guarantee federal protection for voting rights.

Also in 1963, George Wallace, Governor of Alabama, stands in front of the auditorium doors at the University of Alabama to block the entry of two black students (Civil Rights Movement).

Famous births today; Sadie Robertson (Duck Dynasty), Kodak Black, Shia LaBeouf, Gene Wilder, and 49er great, Joe Montana.

The list on Wikipedia is extensive, go and check it out!

The last thing I wanted to mention about today’s date is that it’s the 162nd day of the year. That means we’re approaching the halfway point of the calendar year. Also, we’re ten days away from the solstice (first day of summer) on June 21st.

1️⃣2️⃣I wrote a little bit about the number 12 the other day, and I wanted to briefly recap something because I know it was confusing. The number 12 is a special number for a few very different reasons, but the other day I realized for the first time:

  1. If you multiply 12 by multiples of 25, the answer will always be in multiples of 300.
  2. Astrological significance: We all know there are 12 signs and 12 houses, but I think the multiplication of 12 by numbers 1 through 30, is important for astrology as well; by 5 equals 60 (sextile), by 6 equals 72 (quintile), by 10 equals 120 (trine), by 12 equals 144 (bi-quintile), by 15 equals 180 (opposition), and by 30 equals 360, the degrees in the zodiac circle itself.

As far as time and cycles of time are concerned, 12 becomes very important when we consider the separation between BC and AD. Our system of time was created carefully and with specific intent, and I’m not going to run down the list of correlating events and decisions, because in this case, it’s not so much about what took place over the years. The important thing to know is that there’s strength in numbers, and don’t take that in its normal context.

Numbers are powerful, energetically and harmonically, they’re powerful.

🔱Speaking of time and cycles of time, we’re coming up on another important astrological transit. I wrote about Pluto’s entry into Aquarius, that was the first, and the second, which no one seems to be talking about, is Neptune’s entry into Aries in two years. It takes approximately 165 years for Neptune to make one orbit around the Sun. The last time Neptune was in Aries was from 1861 to 1875.

I keep telling you guys we’re living during a very unique time, and the examples keep showing up. We’re fortunate, we’re going to witness 14 years of Neptune in the fire sign of Aries, which means a return to the beginning; a fresh new cycle begins anew. Neptune is the ruler of spirituality, and in the active fire sign, Aries, Neptune possesses a spirit of reformation. It will be a generation full of idealists and revolutionaries, and for those of us who have these qualities within, they’ll awaken during this transit (2025-2039). The last time Neptune was in Aries, the world was in upheaval.

Darwin introduced his theory of evolution, America was experiencing a Civil War, the Red Cross was founded, and the Theosophical Society was founded.

Okay, I want to share something important now.

I found an inconsistency with the definitions of Pluto. Pluto is popularly known as then Planet of transformation. Pluto, as most will agree, is the planet death/rebirth and transformation. It was defined this way in one of my books from the early 80s and in another from a book published in 2010, but Barbara Hand Clow, in her book, Chiron Rainbow Bridge between the inner and outer planets, defines Pluto as the ruler of emotional encountering. She defines Uranus as the ruler of transformation.

Chiron, according to Clow, is the ruler of initiation and the bridge or the way to the outer planets. Chiron allows us to access multidimensional perceptions.

The picture on the left is from her book, and it shows the majors changes occurring in our lives. On the bottom of the pyramid is the physical crises we go through during our first 30 years of life. The duration or time period for this crises coincides with the planet Saturn. Saturn makes one full trip around the zodiac in approximately 29 to 30 years, we call that a Saturn Return.

The next change involves an emotional or astral crises, and this crises occurs around 40 to 43 years of age coinciding with Uranus’s opposition to itself. It takes Uranus 84 years to make one full trip around the zodiac, so in half that time, Uranus reaches a point in your chart when it’s exactly opposite of it’s position when you were born.

The next change involves a mental crises. This, we experience around the age of 50 when Chiron makes one full tour around the zodiac and returns back to its original position at the time of your birth.

These are three major periods in our lives, and no one talks about this in the mainstream. All these periods coincide with the orbit of a planet, and there is work that must be done in between these periods. There are lessons to learn and karmic issues to resolve between each of the levels on the pyramid, so when the time comes and the planets involved reach their described positions, you’ll be ready.

Above the Chiron return is a small triangle at the top of the pyramid, this is the soul. The symbols for Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto are on top of the pyramid. They are the three outer planets of higher frequencies and higher octaves, and they represent the soul. Chiron is the bridge or the way to them, and that’s available to us for the first time ever since it was spotted in 1977.

By using Chiron, we can reach the outer planets and experience their frequencies in our bodies. This isn’t easy. It’s the pinnacle of the spiritual path, and it takes work.

I really must be either blessed or just plain lucky, because I can see all of this stuff in my chart, and that’s important because my chart is basically verifying everything she says. That’s how I know all this stuff is true, I can see it in my chart.

For example, she said in her book the mythology of Chiron describes him as a sacred warrior and protector of the divine feminine. I haven’t seen that information anywhere. Well, in my chart, I have Chiron and Vesta conjunct in Taurus in the 10th House at the top of my chart. Chiron is 9 degrees, and Vesta is 10 degrees. I mean yeah, you could say Chiron was a protector of the divine feminine by looking at the placement of the symbols in my chart, so once again, she’s accurate.

And I know I’m precisely on point because of something I just realized this morning. Chiron’s orbital period is 50 years, and since I bought her book two years ago, I’ve been killing myself trying to figure out the meaning of the Sabian Symbol shared by both Chiron and Vesta. The Sabian Symbol for Taurus 9/10 is “A Red Cross Nurse.”

For two years, I couldn’t make any sense out of this, but this morning I had the sudden flash to look at Neptune and his passage through the signs. I said to myself, “holy crap, Neptune is on the 27th degree of Pisces, he’s gonna be leaving soon.” So, I looked to see when Neptune would be leaving Pisces, and I found that Neptune would be entering Aries in 2025 and staying for 14 years.

We have two more years of Neptune in Pisces. I went a little further and studied what the world was like the last time Neptune was in Aries, and there it was; the Red Cross was established during Neptune’s last transit of Aries.

The Sabian Symbol now makes perfect sense, and Clow is right again. Chiron’s placement in my natal chart points to this current time and Neptune’s transit through Aries (I’ll turn 50 in 2030). Chiron is the rainbow bridge to the outer planets, she was right about that, and she was right to define Pluto as the ruler of emotional encountering.

WTF does all this mean? You wouldn’t believe me.

6/7 Meditation

A couple of hours ago, I decided to visit this secluded spot in a local park for some alone time.

Since today is officially the first of 9 sacred days consecrated for Vesta, I thought it would be a good idea to have some alone time to pray and worship.

We still have that thick haze out here in Pennsylvania that people are saying is from the wild fires in Nova Scotia, but I refuse to believe that. I believe this is another omen corresponding to the opening of Vesta’s inner sanctum.

But, I would like to say that whoever decided to start a wildfire at this time should be condemned to eternal darkness. Like clockwork, every time there’s a sacred or holy time, someone always terrorizes it. Someone always demonizes it and covers it up with horror, fear, or death. They don’t want people to remember the good. They want to leave a lasting impression of bad.

Here’s a good example. The number 7 holds a ton of spiritual, biblical, numerological, and every other word that ends in “al” significance, but for me personally, the seven was always sacred because I was born on the 7th.

To no fault of his own, a loved one had the worst weekend a few years back. It was a year when my birthday fell on a Saturday. On that Friday, early in the morning, he totaled out his car. Friday afternoon, while sitting in the rental car in a convenient store parking lot, a nosey cop saw him rolling a blunt in his car. He got arrested.

Then, he got out of jail, and after getting a ride home because his rental car was now impounded, he got jumped by five scumbags outside of his apartment when he was dropped off.

That was on my birthday, and like I said, I don’t blame him for that unfortunate string of events, but because I love him, my day was ruined. It was terrorized, and I haven’t looked at the 7th the same since.

Anyway, so I was at the secluded spot sitting on my yoga mat with my legs crossed and doing some written work with the number 12. I just heard yesterday that the number 12 is special because it was chosen as a number that connects all worlds and all realms, both spiritual and physical. Through it use, it provides entities in different places with a way to communicate; a common language, so to speak.

While I was working with 12, I saw the sun’s reflection on my cell phone screen. I looked up at the perfect circle, noticing it was peach in color and without its veil. Veil-less, I was now able to look right into the sun’s center without squinting my eyes or being blinded.

I said a little prayer out loud, and then I shifted my position from lotus to laying on my back. I was now on my back looking up at the sun, and I did so for 10 or 15 fifteen minutes.

After a few deep breaths, I closed my eyes, and immediately, I saw an older man with white hair. He was saying something to me that sounded like “help,” but I couldn’t really understand him. Then, I had a vision of my mother.

Under my breath, I muttered, “I love you,” to the Sun, God, Jesus, and the Galaxy, and a beautiful, fair skinned woman with blonde hair appeared.

Her face was close to mine, and she stroked my face with the back of her hand. It literally brought a smile to my face; I felt so much love.

So, that was the meditation, and afterward, I went back to work with the number 12.

Besides realizing this morning that I can manifest thoughts into this reality immediately, here’s what I learned about 12:

Astrologically speaking, multiples of 12 contain the sextile (12×5=60 degrees), the quintile (12×6=72 degrees), the trine (12×10=120 degrees), the bi-quintile (12×12=144 degrees), and the opposition (12×15=180 degrees).

If you keep going, 12×30=360, which is the degrees in a circle, and 12×74=888, which is the number of Jesus Christ.

I also noticed several patterns.

12×25=300. After you multiply 12 by 25 and get 300, the numbers after 300 return to the beginning; 300, 312, 324, 336, 348, 360, etc.

It goes back to the beginning of the 12 times table, and this continues for multiples of 300. After 396, which is 12×8 with a 3 in front of it now, the next number is 408, which is like 12×9 with a 4 in front of it now.

300 to 588, which is 12×25 through 12×49, contains the same sequence as 12 through 288, which is 12×1 through 12×24.

Okay, I know this is confusing, but if you write it out, it all becomes very clear.

The patterns continue. Every time you get to 25 and multiples of 25, like 50, 75, and 100, the answer is always a multiple of 300. 12×25=300, 12×50=600, 12×75=900, and 12×100=1200.

And every time you get to the next multiple of 300, the sequence goes back to the beginning. 612, 624, 636, 648, 660, etc. 912, 924, 936, 948, 960, etc.

When you multiply 12 by multiples of 25, the answers are multiples of 300.

WOW!

There’s a lot of interesting stuff going on in between the numbers like 12×37=444, and 12×38=456, but here’s the finale.

They said planet Nibiru, the planet responsible for Noah’s Flood here on earth, is the missing 12th Planet, and it has an orbital period of 3,600 years.

Well, think astrologically for a moment here.

1 (or first house) 12×25=300

2 (2nd) 12×50=600

3. 12×75=900

4. 12×100=1200

5. 12×125=1500

6. 12×150=1800

7. 12×180=2100 (notice 180, we’re now on the second 6 houses, and house 7 is the opposite of the 1st. And 2100 divided by 7 is 300, which also brings us back to the 1st house because 12×25=300)

8. 12×210=2400

9. 12×240=2700

10. 12×270=3000

11. 12×300=3300

12. 12×330=3600

Planet Nibiru is the 12th planet with a 3600-year orbit! Do you think Nibiru has something to do with this system of 12? You bet! Do you think 330 is involved somehow? You bet!

There’s, without a doubt, a connectedness to all the numbers involved.

There’s also a lesson here. Numbers are infinite. You can begin your count from 1 and continue counting forever.

When I was multiplying 12, I could’ve continued multiplying forever, but it was the patterns that woke me out of my trance.

Time loops are man-made. Repeating patterns of behavior, or history repeating itself, is caused by the meaning we attach to numbers or time when the count begins. Our antennas don’t go up until the numbers or time begin to show a pattern. It is at that time we associate the current with the past.

The last thing I want to mention is this; The sextile and the quintile were the answers for 12× 5 and 6.

The trine and the bi-quintile were the answers for 12× 10 and 12.

5+6=11 and 10+12=22. 11/22 as in the JFK assassination. The next aspect is the opposition!

And, how about Gerald Ford taking over as president in 1974?

12×74=888! Was he supposed to be the savior? I mean, he was appointed head of the Warren Commission and chosen to lead the investigation. An investigation that strangely stopped at Lee Harvey Oswald. I guess he was the savior for the wrong team.

How about this? MLK Jr. was shot and killed on April 4, 1968, and he was 39 years old.

12×39=468! 4 (month) 68 (year) 39 (age)

How about this? The Council of Nicaea began in 300 AD.

That seems like a great year to begin a council that supressed the divine, shut down pagan temples, had the final say over what was put in the Bible, what people learned about Jesus, and ensured the spread of Christianity.

Why? Because the patterns don’t begin until 300.

9 Days of Sacredness

Last night, I got out of work around 1:30 AM, and the moon was a reddish orange color.

Today, all day, an eerie breeze blew forcefully at times while thick haze blanketed the lower sky.

I’m not a meteorologist, but I do have faith, so I’m going to say these are omens.

Tomorrow, or tonight at midnight, June 7th, will be the start of sacred time in which the inner sanctum of Vesta’s temple will be open. It’s open for 9 days beginning tomorrow and closing on the 15th.

Friday, June 9th, or 6/9, is her festival day, Vestalia. Vesta was the Roman Goddess of Hearth and Home, and she’s symbolized by the eternal flame. Vesta is rarely personified.

Now, we all know the temple of Vesta has probably been closed since the 300s, but recently, I’ve found it to be a good thing to recognize the Goddess and reawaken her spirit.

I woke up a part of myself recently, and information regarding a past life was delivered to me by light during the light of day. This is part of the reason (Gaius), and the other part has to do with Chiron. Mythologically, Chiron belonged to a group of centaurs who were known for drinking, being rowdy, and forcing themselves upon the women of their time, but Chiron himself was different.

He was an astrologer, a teacher, a healer, and a sacred warrior. The sacred warrior protected the feminine, which is why I was so shocked to see Chiron in a tight 1 degree conjunction with Vesta in the 10th House at the top of my chart in Taurus.

At this time, as we continue to resonate with harmony and peace, it wouldn’t hurt to reignite the eternal flame of Vesta.

Investigative Work

As you know, I study astrology, and I’ve been for quite some time, but last week, I had a brief flash of a different perspective.

The zodiac is a band of animals, and that’s kind of offensive. When I see the word band, it’s a frequency band that comes to mind.

When the police are looking for someone who just committed a serious crime, what do they do?

They set up a perimeter.

So, I ask myself;

Did the creation of the zodiac come about to help awaken us to fact that, somehow, we’ve become like cattle here on this planet, surrounded and controlled by an invisible frequency band, and existing within someone else’s perimeter?

Militarily Speaking

People ask me all the time, for some strange reason, about my feelings towards the military.

I will share.

When the United States fought for independence, we did not have an organized military. We had a makeshift guerilla army of normal citizens who weren’t going to take Britain’s shit anymore. Britain had the organized military unit, and we fought against it.

Organizing a military is an offensive move that usually leads to occupancy in foreign nations. I’m a defensive guy. I don’t believe any military should be occupying any space in any country that’s not their own.

Finally, I’m going to show you a picture, and then I’m going to explain.

The military mentality has run its course.

Compartmentalize; when one group does one thing, another group does another, and a handful of people know the truth; that goes against truth, and it divides people.

I don’t live in fear, and I don’t need to control the people around me because of fear.

I don’t believe in the slowing down of information, stunting people’s growth, or creating problems out of boredom.

Life is short, and it goes fast. Personally, I’d rather let the skeletons out of the closet, put all the shit on the table, and move forward in search of the real and the purest of what life has to offer.

I don’t hate the military. I hate people who need to control everyone and everything around them because they’re afraid.

As far as the picture goes above, we’ll, you’ll understand it if you were meant to.

Enjoy your day.

Something Missing?

While most people are pushing for full disclosure concerning extraterrestrials and UFO’s, I don’t think most people want what they’re asking for.

The culture today is dramatic, extreme, and looking for any reason to create something big out of nothing.  As a matter of fact, most people do that without even realizing they do it.

I’m not trying to convince anyone we’re not alone, and I don’t need a government official to confirm what I already know to be true. 

Three days ago, I just read this sentence in a book; 

Our access to the whole universe is by means of attunement to the solar forces because the rest of the cosmos communicates to us through the sun.

Barbara Hand Clow

Okay, now that we’re given this important piece of information, let’s revisit what Jesus told us.

I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Jesus

People today are confused by the parables and riddles Jesus spoke back then because no one has the full story. Giving us one side of a story made it impossible to know what he’s talking about.

Luckily, the world has me now, and my investigative skills are impeccable.

Jesus was the son/Sun. He was the son of God, and the living personification of the Sun. Jesus was born into our reality with attunement to Neptunian frequency. He was a living representation of what we all were and what we could all do.

God the Father is the other side and communicating with us through the Sun. That means if God the Father created humans, earth, and everything in it, then God the Father is or represents one or many races of extraterrestrials responsible for our creation.

Jesus had the ability to speak to the Father because the Father spoke through him. He was the Sun.

That’s what the Bible doesn’t tell us.

Sunday Morning Apocalypse

This morning, I woke up and looked at myself in the mirror. The symbol on the shirt I was wearing stood out like a sore thumb; it was a picture of horse and underneath it it said Black Horse.

This is the second time my work put me in association with the Black Horse, the first was a street address named Black Horse Lane.

This caused me to look at Revelation 6; there’s a book or scroll in the right hand of God that’s sealed with 7 seals. The first 4 of 7 seals are opened by the Lamb of God, or the Lion of Judah and 4 beings riding horses are summoned.

First Horse: White, crown, conquest

Second Horse: Red, sword, war

Third Horse: Black, scales, famine

Fourth Horse: Green, death, hades

They are given authority over 1/4 of the earth to kill by their associated means.

It is my belief that the associated astrological signs are as follows:

First Horse: Leo, Crown, Kingly, Royalty, conquest

Second Horse: Virgo, Goddess of Justice, Sword (tongue)

Third Horse: Libra, Scales

Fourth Horse: Scorpio, death, hades (Pluto God of death and regeneration)

When you take the actual placement number of these signs and put them next to their biblical horse numbers it’s as follows:

51 Leo

62 Virgo

73 Libra

84 Scorpio

I don’t think it’s coincidental that there’s a perfect sequence of increasing numbers here. Leo through Scorpio are astrological signs 5, 6, 7, and 8, and their horse numbers start at 1 and continue increasing by 1; 1, 2, 3, 4.

51, 62, 73, and 84 are all separated by 11.

Are you blown away yet?

How about this; 51+62+73+84=270.

270 degrees is exactly 3/4 of the zodiac (Aries through Sagittarius), which leaves 1/4, or three signs. The four horsemen were given authority over 1/4 of the earth (Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces) to kill. Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces are the three signs representing the winter season or death, the time of year when it’s impossible to plant and grow crops.

How about this; 51+62+73+84=270.

270 divided by 4 horsemen= 67.5.

6 is the Revelation number, there were 7 seals, and .5 represents roughly half the seals that were open, 4 out of 7.

Have a great day, and..

don’t overthink it.

Descendant, Origin of the Soul; Conversation

Part 1 and Part 2 of Descendant, Origin of the Soul has been published.

I’m trying to figure out how I can open this up for conversation and exactly what I’m trying to get out of it.

If you have a descendant between the 25th degree of Capricorn and the 5th degree of Aquarius, I’d like to know if your life feels fated in some way. I’d like to know if you feel like you have a purpose; do you feel like you were put here for something specific?

Do you feel like you lived before?

I have to be honest here, this spiritual path for me came out of nowhere around 2007, and I’m just now starting to understand why it did. Everything points to independence and self-discovery; like a detachment from the collective to learn about myself, and then return when I have something worth sharing.

I’d like to hear from you! Have a great day.

Descendant; Origin of the Soul; Part 2 of 2

Before I begin this post, I would like to revisit something I said in my video. I never slammed anyone for their beliefs, and I would never dare tell anyone something they believed to be true, wasn’t.

Just the other day, I said to myself, “There’s a lot of things I need to keep to myself because I’m at a point now where the answers I seek are truly inside of me.”

It’s not that the world lacks good advice or good people to give good advice, and I’m not attempting to keep things bottled up inside. My understanding of the world around me is complimentary to my view as a person in it. When you reach this level, some things are better left unsaid.

I believe in reincarnation. I believe I lived before, and I believe I will return. What I came up with the other day and presented in my video, is at the very least, and unbelievably amazing theory. For those of us who are on this awakened spiritual journey that has surprisingly swept us out of the mainstream cattle march, we are experiencing the outward manifestation of our soul’s inner journey. Like I said, it’s a journey that mirrors itself and for me personally, it can be read, followed, and interpreted by the use of astrology.

It’s what I’ve been shown, and most of it I’ve shared with all of you, that causes me to believe what I believe. We do have a soul, and when the time is right for that soul to grow, evolve, and progress, we are awakened by it. The soul’s journey begins with its detachment from source, and at that time we’re awakened. We become super aware and tuned in to interactions with people, the relationships we’ve formed, things that keep repeating, synchronicities, dreams, self-sabotaging behaviors, and so on. We’re awakened to things we never would’ve given our attention to in the past, and it’s because the soul grows through the human experience.

At a certain point, everyone on this planet will experience this. It might not be in this lifetime, it might not be in the next life, but believe me, you lived before, you will return, and you will awaken when your soul is ready.

So, let’s get into my descendant. My descendant, which is the cusp of the 7th House, is 1*43 Aquarius. I’m also an Aquarius with a 7th House Sun, and my lunar node axis runs from the 29th degree of Aquarius (8th House) to the 29th degree of Leo (2nd House).

This is a lot of activity in the sign of Aquarius. My descendant is at the beginning of Aquarius, and my descending or lunar south node is at the end of Aquarius with the Sun in the middle on the 18th degree.

My lunar north node is conjunct the star Regulus, and my lunar south node is conjunct Mercury.

My descendant is conjunct the star, Altair (Aquarius 1*29).

If the descendant, like we explained, marks the point of who, what, or where we at the soul level are a descendant of, then my soul would’ve incarnated as a descendant of the constellation Aquila.

Altair (on my descendant) is one of three stars in the summer triangle asterism, it’s the brightest star in Aquila, it’s the 12th brightest star in the night sky, and it’s aligned with the celestial equator. Altair is the bird (eagle) that carried Zeus/Jupiter’s thunderbolts, and the eagle sent to carry Ganymede to the Gods where he would become their cup bearer and immortalized as Aquarius.

This is the story of my soul. It was once young, beautifully attractive, and trusted enough by the Gods to be their cup bearer, but my soul woke up, and it woke me up. It was time for it to detach from source, and it was time for it to detach from the 7th House relationship with the Gods. It was trusted, spoiled, and beautifully attractive, but all that special treatment was stunting its growth.

So, my soul began its journey to the 1st House of Self to find out who or what it truly is without the help of the Gods. It was time for my soul to grow up, become self-aware, and individualized in its own right. This could not be done as a servant to the Gods. A decision had to be made.

So, it’s working its way over to Leo in the 1st House. It’s coming out of the darkness of Aquarius, and into the Light of Leo. Directly across the way is my ascendant on 1*43 Leo. That’s the beginning of the astrological sun’s entry into the sign of the Lion, and roughly July 22nd on the calendar. 143 is the numerical code for I Love you, so my soul is loved on both sides.

The feast day for Saint Mary Magdalene in on July 22nd, so I envision Mary waiting with her arms stretched out. She’s ready and waiting to embrace me and give me grace as I bravely (MC Aries) come out of the darkness and enter the light of the kingdom.

The Lion (Leo) was the symbol for the Tribe of Judah (holy nation), and the star Regulus, which is conjunct my lunar north node, is a kingly star and a star of royalty.

The story of my soul is clear. Leave the heavenly relationship and connection to source where it was a servant, and become an earthly king.

The Sabian Symbol for my descendant is, “An unexpected thunderstorm.” Things can change quickly and without warning, and it has been said before, “I’d rather rain in hell than serve in heaven.”

But it’s love and victory all the way around the chart.

According to Barbara Hand Clow, my moon in Scorpio opposite Chiron in Taurus is the highest manifestation of the alchemized moon. Magic and kundalini energy in abundance is what’s in the inside. Venus on the 27th degree of Pisces in the 9th House is exalted.

And here I am, housing this soul striving for kingship and destined for greatness!

This is how I feel about this, if I wasn’t supposed to wake up to this, then I wouldn’t have been born with my descendant where it was. The first zone of Aquarius (0 through 10 degrees) is a determined independent spirit. If the Gods wanted my soul to stay asleep and continue serving them, they would’ve given me a sleepy spirit that was content in darkness.

It’s time.