6/7 Meditation

A couple of hours ago, I decided to visit this secluded spot in a local park for some alone time.

Since today is officially the first of 9 sacred days consecrated for Vesta, I thought it would be a good idea to have some alone time to pray and worship.

We still have that thick haze out here in Pennsylvania that people are saying is from the wild fires in Nova Scotia, but I refuse to believe that. I believe this is another omen corresponding to the opening of Vesta’s inner sanctum.

But, I would like to say that whoever decided to start a wildfire at this time should be condemned to eternal darkness. Like clockwork, every time there’s a sacred or holy time, someone always terrorizes it. Someone always demonizes it and covers it up with horror, fear, or death. They don’t want people to remember the good. They want to leave a lasting impression of bad.

Here’s a good example. The number 7 holds a ton of spiritual, biblical, numerological, and every other word that ends in “al” significance, but for me personally, the seven was always sacred because I was born on the 7th.

To no fault of his own, a loved one had the worst weekend a few years back. It was a year when my birthday fell on a Saturday. On that Friday, early in the morning, he totaled out his car. Friday afternoon, while sitting in the rental car in a convenient store parking lot, a nosey cop saw him rolling a blunt in his car. He got arrested.

Then, he got out of jail, and after getting a ride home because his rental car was now impounded, he got jumped by five scumbags outside of his apartment when he was dropped off.

That was on my birthday, and like I said, I don’t blame him for that unfortunate string of events, but because I love him, my day was ruined. It was terrorized, and I haven’t looked at the 7th the same since.

Anyway, so I was at the secluded spot sitting on my yoga mat with my legs crossed and doing some written work with the number 12. I just heard yesterday that the number 12 is special because it was chosen as a number that connects all worlds and all realms, both spiritual and physical. Through it use, it provides entities in different places with a way to communicate; a common language, so to speak.

While I was working with 12, I saw the sun’s reflection on my cell phone screen. I looked up at the perfect circle, noticing it was peach in color and without its veil. Veil-less, I was now able to look right into the sun’s center without squinting my eyes or being blinded.

I said a little prayer out loud, and then I shifted my position from lotus to laying on my back. I was now on my back looking up at the sun, and I did so for 10 or 15 fifteen minutes.

After a few deep breaths, I closed my eyes, and immediately, I saw an older man with white hair. He was saying something to me that sounded like “help,” but I couldn’t really understand him. Then, I had a vision of my mother.

Under my breath, I muttered, “I love you,” to the Sun, God, Jesus, and the Galaxy, and a beautiful, fair skinned woman with blonde hair appeared.

Her face was close to mine, and she stroked my face with the back of her hand. It literally brought a smile to my face; I felt so much love.

So, that was the meditation, and afterward, I went back to work with the number 12.

Besides realizing this morning that I can manifest thoughts into this reality immediately, here’s what I learned about 12:

Astrologically speaking, multiples of 12 contain the sextile (12×5=60 degrees), the quintile (12×6=72 degrees), the trine (12×10=120 degrees), the bi-quintile (12×12=144 degrees), and the opposition (12×15=180 degrees).

If you keep going, 12×30=360, which is the degrees in a circle, and 12×74=888, which is the number of Jesus Christ.

I also noticed several patterns.

12×25=300. After you multiply 12 by 25 and get 300, the numbers after 300 return to the beginning; 300, 312, 324, 336, 348, 360, etc.

It goes back to the beginning of the 12 times table, and this continues for multiples of 300. After 396, which is 12×8 with a 3 in front of it now, the next number is 408, which is like 12×9 with a 4 in front of it now.

300 to 588, which is 12×25 through 12×49, contains the same sequence as 12 through 288, which is 12×1 through 12×24.

Okay, I know this is confusing, but if you write it out, it all becomes very clear.

The patterns continue. Every time you get to 25 and multiples of 25, like 50, 75, and 100, the answer is always a multiple of 300. 12×25=300, 12×50=600, 12×75=900, and 12×100=1200.

And every time you get to the next multiple of 300, the sequence goes back to the beginning. 612, 624, 636, 648, 660, etc. 912, 924, 936, 948, 960, etc.

When you multiply 12 by multiples of 25, the answers are multiples of 300.

WOW!

There’s a lot of interesting stuff going on in between the numbers like 12×37=444, and 12×38=456, but here’s the finale.

They said planet Nibiru, the planet responsible for Noah’s Flood here on earth, is the missing 12th Planet, and it has an orbital period of 3,600 years.

Well, think astrologically for a moment here.

1 (or first house) 12×25=300

2 (2nd) 12×50=600

3. 12×75=900

4. 12×100=1200

5. 12×125=1500

6. 12×150=1800

7. 12×180=2100 (notice 180, we’re now on the second 6 houses, and house 7 is the opposite of the 1st. And 2100 divided by 7 is 300, which also brings us back to the 1st house because 12×25=300)

8. 12×210=2400

9. 12×240=2700

10. 12×270=3000

11. 12×300=3300

12. 12×330=3600

Planet Nibiru is the 12th planet with a 3600-year orbit! Do you think Nibiru has something to do with this system of 12? You bet! Do you think 330 is involved somehow? You bet!

There’s, without a doubt, a connectedness to all the numbers involved.

There’s also a lesson here. Numbers are infinite. You can begin your count from 1 and continue counting forever.

When I was multiplying 12, I could’ve continued multiplying forever, but it was the patterns that woke me out of my trance.

Time loops are man-made. Repeating patterns of behavior, or history repeating itself, is caused by the meaning we attach to numbers or time when the count begins. Our antennas don’t go up until the numbers or time begin to show a pattern. It is at that time we associate the current with the past.

The last thing I want to mention is this; The sextile and the quintile were the answers for 12× 5 and 6.

The trine and the bi-quintile were the answers for 12× 10 and 12.

5+6=11 and 10+12=22. 11/22 as in the JFK assassination. The next aspect is the opposition!

And, how about Gerald Ford taking over as president in 1974?

12×74=888! Was he supposed to be the savior? I mean, he was appointed head of the Warren Commission and chosen to lead the investigation. An investigation that strangely stopped at Lee Harvey Oswald. I guess he was the savior for the wrong team.

How about this? MLK Jr. was shot and killed on April 4, 1968, and he was 39 years old.

12×39=468! 4 (month) 68 (year) 39 (age)

How about this? The Council of Nicaea began in 300 AD.

That seems like a great year to begin a council that supressed the divine, shut down pagan temples, had the final say over what was put in the Bible, what people learned about Jesus, and ensured the spread of Christianity.

Why? Because the patterns don’t begin until 300.

9 Days of Sacredness

Last night, I got out of work around 1:30 AM, and the moon was a reddish orange color.

Today, all day, an eerie breeze blew forcefully at times while thick haze blanketed the lower sky.

I’m not a meteorologist, but I do have faith, so I’m going to say these are omens.

Tomorrow, or tonight at midnight, June 7th, will be the start of sacred time in which the inner sanctum of Vesta’s temple will be open. It’s open for 9 days beginning tomorrow and closing on the 15th.

Friday, June 9th, or 6/9, is her festival day, Vestalia. Vesta was the Roman Goddess of Hearth and Home, and she’s symbolized by the eternal flame. Vesta is rarely personified.

Now, we all know the temple of Vesta has probably been closed since the 300s, but recently, I’ve found it to be a good thing to recognize the Goddess and reawaken her spirit.

I woke up a part of myself recently, and information regarding a past life was delivered to me by light during the light of day. This is part of the reason (Gaius), and the other part has to do with Chiron. Mythologically, Chiron belonged to a group of centaurs who were known for drinking, being rowdy, and forcing themselves upon the women of their time, but Chiron himself was different.

He was an astrologer, a teacher, a healer, and a sacred warrior. The sacred warrior protected the feminine, which is why I was so shocked to see Chiron in a tight 1 degree conjunction with Vesta in the 10th House at the top of my chart in Taurus.

At this time, as we continue to resonate with harmony and peace, it wouldn’t hurt to reignite the eternal flame of Vesta.

Investigative Work

As you know, I study astrology, and I’ve been for quite some time, but last week, I had a brief flash of a different perspective.

The zodiac is a band of animals, and that’s kind of offensive. When I see the word band, it’s a frequency band that comes to mind.

When the police are looking for someone who just committed a serious crime, what do they do?

They set up a perimeter.

So, I ask myself;

Did the creation of the zodiac come about to help awaken us to fact that, somehow, we’ve become like cattle here on this planet, surrounded and controlled by an invisible frequency band, and existing within someone else’s perimeter?

Militarily Speaking

People ask me all the time, for some strange reason, about my feelings towards the military.

I will share.

When the United States fought for independence, we did not have an organized military. We had a makeshift guerilla army of normal citizens who weren’t going to take Britain’s shit anymore. Britain had the organized military unit, and we fought against it.

Organizing a military is an offensive move that usually leads to occupancy in foreign nations. I’m a defensive guy. I don’t believe any military should be occupying any space in any country that’s not their own.

Finally, I’m going to show you a picture, and then I’m going to explain.

The military mentality has run its course.

Compartmentalize; when one group does one thing, another group does another, and a handful of people know the truth; that goes against truth, and it divides people.

I don’t live in fear, and I don’t need to control the people around me because of fear.

I don’t believe in the slowing down of information, stunting people’s growth, or creating problems out of boredom.

Life is short, and it goes fast. Personally, I’d rather let the skeletons out of the closet, put all the shit on the table, and move forward in search of the real and the purest of what life has to offer.

I don’t hate the military. I hate people who need to control everyone and everything around them because they’re afraid.

As far as the picture goes above, we’ll, you’ll understand it if you were meant to.

Enjoy your day.

Something Missing?

While most people are pushing for full disclosure concerning extraterrestrials and UFO’s, I don’t think most people want what they’re asking for.

The culture today is dramatic, extreme, and looking for any reason to create something big out of nothing.  As a matter of fact, most people do that without even realizing they do it.

I’m not trying to convince anyone we’re not alone, and I don’t need a government official to confirm what I already know to be true. 

Three days ago, I just read this sentence in a book; 

Our access to the whole universe is by means of attunement to the solar forces because the rest of the cosmos communicates to us through the sun.

Barbara Hand Clow

Okay, now that we’re given this important piece of information, let’s revisit what Jesus told us.

I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Jesus

People today are confused by the parables and riddles Jesus spoke back then because no one has the full story. Giving us one side of a story made it impossible to know what he’s talking about.

Luckily, the world has me now, and my investigative skills are impeccable.

Jesus was the son/Sun. He was the son of God, and the living personification of the Sun. Jesus was born into our reality with attunement to Neptunian frequency. He was a living representation of what we all were and what we could all do.

God the Father is the other side and communicating with us through the Sun. That means if God the Father created humans, earth, and everything in it, then God the Father is or represents one or many races of extraterrestrials responsible for our creation.

Jesus had the ability to speak to the Father because the Father spoke through him. He was the Sun.

That’s what the Bible doesn’t tell us.

Sunday Morning Apocalypse

This morning, I woke up and looked at myself in the mirror. The symbol on the shirt I was wearing stood out like a sore thumb; it was a picture of horse and underneath it it said Black Horse.

This is the second time my work put me in association with the Black Horse, the first was a street address named Black Horse Lane.

This caused me to look at Revelation 6; there’s a book or scroll in the right hand of God that’s sealed with 7 seals. The first 4 of 7 seals are opened by the Lamb of God, or the Lion of Judah and 4 beings riding horses are summoned.

First Horse: White, crown, conquest

Second Horse: Red, sword, war

Third Horse: Black, scales, famine

Fourth Horse: Green, death, hades

They are given authority over 1/4 of the earth to kill by their associated means.

It is my belief that the associated astrological signs are as follows:

First Horse: Leo, Crown, Kingly, Royalty, conquest

Second Horse: Virgo, Goddess of Justice, Sword (tongue)

Third Horse: Libra, Scales

Fourth Horse: Scorpio, death, hades (Pluto God of death and regeneration)

When you take the actual placement number of these signs and put them next to their biblical horse numbers it’s as follows:

51 Leo

62 Virgo

73 Libra

84 Scorpio

I don’t think it’s coincidental that there’s a perfect sequence of increasing numbers here. Leo through Scorpio are astrological signs 5, 6, 7, and 8, and their horse numbers start at 1 and continue increasing by 1; 1, 2, 3, 4.

51, 62, 73, and 84 are all separated by 11.

Are you blown away yet?

How about this; 51+62+73+84=270.

270 degrees is exactly 3/4 of the zodiac (Aries through Sagittarius), which leaves 1/4, or three signs. The four horsemen were given authority over 1/4 of the earth (Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces) to kill. Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces are the three signs representing the winter season or death, the time of year when it’s impossible to plant and grow crops.

How about this; 51+62+73+84=270.

270 divided by 4 horsemen= 67.5.

6 is the Revelation number, there were 7 seals, and .5 represents roughly half the seals that were open, 4 out of 7.

Have a great day, and..

don’t overthink it.

Descendant, Origin of the Soul; Conversation

Part 1 and Part 2 of Descendant, Origin of the Soul has been published.

I’m trying to figure out how I can open this up for conversation and exactly what I’m trying to get out of it.

If you have a descendant between the 25th degree of Capricorn and the 5th degree of Aquarius, I’d like to know if your life feels fated in some way. I’d like to know if you feel like you have a purpose; do you feel like you were put here for something specific?

Do you feel like you lived before?

I have to be honest here, this spiritual path for me came out of nowhere around 2007, and I’m just now starting to understand why it did. Everything points to independence and self-discovery; like a detachment from the collective to learn about myself, and then return when I have something worth sharing.

I’d like to hear from you! Have a great day.

Descendant; Origin of the Soul; Part 2 of 2

Before I begin this post, I would like to revisit something I said in my video. I never slammed anyone for their beliefs, and I would never dare tell anyone something they believed to be true, wasn’t.

Just the other day, I said to myself, “There’s a lot of things I need to keep to myself because I’m at a point now where the answers I seek are truly inside of me.”

It’s not that the world lacks good advice or good people to give good advice, and I’m not attempting to keep things bottled up inside. My understanding of the world around me is complimentary to my view as a person in it. When you reach this level, some things are better left unsaid.

I believe in reincarnation. I believe I lived before, and I believe I will return. What I came up with the other day and presented in my video, is at the very least, and unbelievably amazing theory. For those of us who are on this awakened spiritual journey that has surprisingly swept us out of the mainstream cattle march, we are experiencing the outward manifestation of our soul’s inner journey. Like I said, it’s a journey that mirrors itself and for me personally, it can be read, followed, and interpreted by the use of astrology.

It’s what I’ve been shown, and most of it I’ve shared with all of you, that causes me to believe what I believe. We do have a soul, and when the time is right for that soul to grow, evolve, and progress, we are awakened by it. The soul’s journey begins with its detachment from source, and at that time we’re awakened. We become super aware and tuned in to interactions with people, the relationships we’ve formed, things that keep repeating, synchronicities, dreams, self-sabotaging behaviors, and so on. We’re awakened to things we never would’ve given our attention to in the past, and it’s because the soul grows through the human experience.

At a certain point, everyone on this planet will experience this. It might not be in this lifetime, it might not be in the next life, but believe me, you lived before, you will return, and you will awaken when your soul is ready.

So, let’s get into my descendant. My descendant, which is the cusp of the 7th House, is 1*43 Aquarius. I’m also an Aquarius with a 7th House Sun, and my lunar node axis runs from the 29th degree of Aquarius (8th House) to the 29th degree of Leo (2nd House).

This is a lot of activity in the sign of Aquarius. My descendant is at the beginning of Aquarius, and my descending or lunar south node is at the end of Aquarius with the Sun in the middle on the 18th degree.

My lunar north node is conjunct the star Regulus, and my lunar south node is conjunct Mercury.

My descendant is conjunct the star, Altair (Aquarius 1*29).

If the descendant, like we explained, marks the point of who, what, or where we at the soul level are a descendant of, then my soul would’ve incarnated as a descendant of the constellation Aquila.

Altair (on my descendant) is one of three stars in the summer triangle asterism, it’s the brightest star in Aquila, it’s the 12th brightest star in the night sky, and it’s aligned with the celestial equator. Altair is the bird (eagle) that carried Zeus/Jupiter’s thunderbolts, and the eagle sent to carry Ganymede to the Gods where he would become their cup bearer and immortalized as Aquarius.

This is the story of my soul. It was once young, beautifully attractive, and trusted enough by the Gods to be their cup bearer, but my soul woke up, and it woke me up. It was time for it to detach from source, and it was time for it to detach from the 7th House relationship with the Gods. It was trusted, spoiled, and beautifully attractive, but all that special treatment was stunting its growth.

So, my soul began its journey to the 1st House of Self to find out who or what it truly is without the help of the Gods. It was time for my soul to grow up, become self-aware, and individualized in its own right. This could not be done as a servant to the Gods. A decision had to be made.

So, it’s working its way over to Leo in the 1st House. It’s coming out of the darkness of Aquarius, and into the Light of Leo. Directly across the way is my ascendant on 1*43 Leo. That’s the beginning of the astrological sun’s entry into the sign of the Lion, and roughly July 22nd on the calendar. 143 is the numerical code for I Love you, so my soul is loved on both sides.

The feast day for Saint Mary Magdalene in on July 22nd, so I envision Mary waiting with her arms stretched out. She’s ready and waiting to embrace me and give me grace as I bravely (MC Aries) come out of the darkness and enter the light of the kingdom.

The Lion (Leo) was the symbol for the Tribe of Judah (holy nation), and the star Regulus, which is conjunct my lunar north node, is a kingly star and a star of royalty.

The story of my soul is clear. Leave the heavenly relationship and connection to source where it was a servant, and become an earthly king.

The Sabian Symbol for my descendant is, “An unexpected thunderstorm.” Things can change quickly and without warning, and it has been said before, “I’d rather rain in hell than serve in heaven.”

But it’s love and victory all the way around the chart.

According to Barbara Hand Clow, my moon in Scorpio opposite Chiron in Taurus is the highest manifestation of the alchemized moon. Magic and kundalini energy in abundance is what’s in the inside. Venus on the 27th degree of Pisces in the 9th House is exalted.

And here I am, housing this soul striving for kingship and destined for greatness!

This is how I feel about this, if I wasn’t supposed to wake up to this, then I wouldn’t have been born with my descendant where it was. The first zone of Aquarius (0 through 10 degrees) is a determined independent spirit. If the Gods wanted my soul to stay asleep and continue serving them, they would’ve given me a sleepy spirit that was content in darkness.

It’s time.

Blood In Blood Out?

Wow, so, my plan was to work on Part 2 of 2 for Descendant; Origin of the Soul, but right after I posted Part 1 a few hours ago I sliced the tips of my middle finger and ring finger on my left hand.

There was a dry erase board (with no wooden border on it) next to my desk that was falling backwards, and when I reached down to stop it, I guess it was the perfect angle. I didn’t know, but that dry erase board is a thin sheet of metal capable of cutting the shit out you.

There was blood everywhere; walls, desk, floor, bed, cell phone, laptop, and on my face and clothes.

Here’s the interesting thing.

On May 22nd, the third night of the new moon in Cancer, I prayed to Jesus, the Lady and the Lord, and Goddesses Athena and Vesta. I was praying and asking for certain things, and I have a little ritual I like to do at the end of the prayers to, in a sense, solidify the deal.

Well…

There days ago I bought a few candles from the Dollar store because May 1st was the celebration for the Beltane Sabbat. I know I was late on that, but it’s okay. I was never that religious with Catholicism and I’m not that religious with the Craft.

I bought two dark green candles because they resonate best with Beltane, and an Orange owl candle for the Greek Goddess of wisdom, warfare, and handicraft, Athena (Minerva in Rome’s Pantheon).

I lit them last night, and all of them burnt out by this afternoon except one of the dark green candles.

That dark green candle burned all day, which is surprising for a Dollar store candle, and they say you should let the candles burn out naturally because the time it takes for the candles to burn out is how long it takes the Gods to hear and answer your prayers.

As a matter of fact, the last thing I noticed before cutting my fingers was the flame still going.

Then, SLICE (accidentally of course)!! Before I even noticed I was cut, blood was everywhere. I jumped up, wrapped my hand in a towel and sped off to the ER.

When I got home, the flame was out.

Giving the sequence of events and the synchronicities involved here, was the shedding of blood God’s plan to intensify the power of the candle magic?

I would never and have never involved blood with candle magic or rituals before, but after what happened today, I feel like doing so was necessary and inevitable with or without my consent.

Was this an induction by unseen forces of nature?

I will get to Part 2 of 2 before tomorrow is over, I promise.