Proof Regarding the Belief of Karma and Ascension

I can’t believe how stupid I’ve been. I’ve been battling with myself in my own ignorance of not being aware of natural-God given gifts. I was upset with myself because I didn’t understand myself. Thank you God.

I needed to get that off my chest.

Moving forward; I’m going to share three things with you, but I’m not going to tell you how I came to know this because most people wouldn’t understand, and for the people who would, the written explanation would be too long.

An ancient Sumerian God incarnated as Pop Smoke,

Takeoff was a saint.

Tupac was an ascended master.

Don’t ask. 🤣

Two days ago we were analyzing the picture of the Last Supper, and I explained two different ways it could be looked at. One way was starting in the middle with Jesus as the personification of Leo, and then moving to his right with Virgo and so on until we came to the end of the table, which at that point, we would hop over to the other side and continue again beginning with the first person representing Pisces.

The second way was starting with the man all the way to the left of the picture as Aries, and continue forward, which meant Jesus now resented Libra. This way changed the photo from our first perspective, which was astrological, to am astronomical perspective including Jesus as the personification of Libra, one of thirteen constellation the Sun transits during the year.

Below is the link to that post.

Generally speaking, I’m sure many people throughout time noticed a woman was sitting to the right of Jesus, and of course, most would probably say she is Mary. I don’t disagree with that.

While I was looking at the picture I noticed another woman I’ve never heard anyone call attention to.

I keeping the theme astrological, it was obvious to me that a second woman placed where she was, had to be one half of the representation of Gemini. Gemini as most of us know, is the sign of the twins (one man one woman). So it makes sense that another woman would be in the picture for that reason.

Again, here’s the photo, and I’m not going to get into what I’ve already explained about the second woman and Gemini. If you would like to know, please click the link above for that post.

I promised I would share something with you today, that you’ve never heard before, and I know you never heard it before because I just discovered this three hours ago. Not everyone will agree with what I’m about to say, but please keep an open mind and store away the information for later use.

However, I know for a fact there’s a group of people who will understand, and because of that, I’m going to get right to the point. The Master Soul, the only begotten Sun of our creator and source incarnated through Jesus. Jesus appeared on earth at the time he did for a specific purpose involving the process of ascension.

Five hundred years before Jesus, there was Buddha, and Buddha was another incarnation of an ascended soul. Both Jesus and Buddha belong to a group called the Ascended Masters, but the importance of mentioning Buddha is because he achieved ascension 500 years before Christ’s resurrection, which means Buddha ascended first and already achieved what Christ came back here to do.

The Ascended Masters are a group of individual beings who already incarnated here on the earth plane, but came back to show others how to do it. These individuals mastered the process of ascension by mastering their life lessons, and they did that by fulfilling their Dharma (life purpose), which brings us to my discovery.

The book I’m reading tells us in order to fulfill your Dharma (life purpose) and master ascension, you have to burn off 51% of you negative karma.

Now, look at the picture again from the second perspective; Jesus is in the middle of thirteen signs/constellations as the representation of Libra the 7th sign.

What do you see? Libra (Jesus) in the center representing balance and harmony. There are 6 people to left and 6 people to his right.

On the right, 5 men and 1 woman. On the left, 5 men and 1 woman. That’s 51 and 51!!!!

That second woman was placed in the picture not to help represent Gemini, although she could, but to hide in plain sight the secret message of balancing 51% of our negative karma.


That means the process of Ascension is real (Israel), and if the spirit ascends then it must also descend. That means reincarnation is a continuous process that never stops until the individual becomes aware of his higher self and takes control.

Jesus’s arrival was important for many reasons, but he took reincarnation to the next level by resurrecting and keeping his body. He’s not the only one capable of that, and becoming a living representation of what was possible for all of us was apart of his mission and message.

Now, I’m going to ramble on a little here, don’t pay attention.

You told me not to remove one iota from this..

“think, think again, the base lead of my writing XXXX perhaps contains the purest gold.”

I didn’t, and because I didn’t I saw that Jesus resented Libra. And I know that’s because he was a modest and humble man. His message like so many were misconstrued and twisted. Mary was his love and number one apostle, but the other eleven called her a whore because they were jealous.

Was this about the role of men and woman during the upcoming age? How were we going to begin the next 26,000 years? Jesus/Man/Lion/ or Mary/Woman/Lioness?

Alright, have a wonderful night.

Free Writing..

I talk a lot about our mainstream news outlets, and it’s usually not nice. I’m all about the individual, independent thought, and free thinkers so, it bothers when the people who work for these companies run a story and side with the majority when what’s popular isn’t necessarily right or true.

That’s dangerous, but I’m not writing this to continue dumping on the mainstream. All of that information that’s considered mainstream serves a purpose. It creates and drives cultural trends, and it’s only by coming up through the culture that you’ll eventually be able to awaken out of it.

I’m being nice. I mean, there are some people that don’t even see a need for it because they feel like it sets us back. That’s true, but I guess some people need it.

How would you know what beautiful was if you didn’t have something ugly to compare it to? Not everything we own has a price tag. Not everything we own has monetary value.

There’s a sentimental and emotional attachment we have to some of our possessions. We have possessions that are valuable and sometimes priceless because of what they mean to us personally.

I digress..

Sometimes you can’t blame the people who work for these mainstream companies because most of them are asleep. Some of them don’t understand the magnitude of what they decide to show and talk about.

As a student of Journalism, I was taught the news should be unbiased. That doesn’t mean taking a portion of a story and selling the public your personal spin of it. Then I found out the political left has their media, which is partial to the democratic party, and the right has their media that’s partial to the republican party.

Big mess.

For those coming up through the culture, there’s some advice I have for you as I’m waiting here on the other side.

It’s okay to be American. It’s okay to be proud of being an American. Waves and waves of people left their homelands to be apart this nation, that was founded on independence, freedom, liberty, and a shared sovereignty amongst the people. I’m not going to get political on you now though, because there are some complicated problems that occurred over time. Meaning, if you’re a teenager now, you have no idea what life was like here before 911.

And that in itself is a problem because that’s the slow change over time that creates the wrong change in the end. It’s a gradual change over time from one generation to the next that has the current generation thinking they have it good or they have it bad when they have nothing to compare that to.

Read and study the history. Stay away from stereotypes. You are an individual, you are not the group, and no member of the group is you. Don’t be afraid to be different, and don’t be afraid to stand out from the group. I know kids and teenagers sometimes suppress themselves, their abilities and talents just to blend in with the group.

When it’s your time to shine, shine. It might be at a time when everyone else around you is down and out, but believe me, when you were down, no one said let me ruin my life to make you fell better about yours.

Stay away from the race baiters and the haters. Stay away from people who bring you down and stay away from those who take without giving. Surround yourself with people who have similar goals and people who think at your level or higher.

Ask questions, and think for yourself. Think and act with common sense. See yourself as the judge of your life and decide for yourself what’s good or bad for you personally. What’s bad for you might be good for me, and just because you think something I did was wrong, that doesn’t mean it wasn’t the right thing for me to do.

And lastly, I leave you with this photo. If you’re not capable of this, then it’s what you should be striving for.

Seeing both sides and judging for yourself.

Book 4 Coming Up..

You would think people would be happy for you for authoring a book. You would think. I mean, it’s quite an accomplishment.

I can’t stand an envious person. I can’t stand a jealous person, and for the life of me, I don’t understand jealousy. If some of you put half as much energy into worrying about what you have going on in your own life, you wouldn’t have the time to worry about what other people are doing.

I’m passionate about the topics I research and I love writing. I know some of you are making it real difficult for me to live the life I’m supposed to be living, but I’m in this for the long hall, and I’m not giving up.

I wrote three books in two years and published almost half a million words right here on this blog since 2018. I’m starting book four this week, and I’m going to keep writing. Eventually, I’ll succeed, but you know what; I’ve already succeeded.

You have people out here talking about spirituality, good vibes, positivity, good auras, and they’re the first ones trying to take what I’ve accomplished.

Is it that hard to be happy for someone?

To the people who do support my blog, and to the people who do buy my books, I love and appreciate all of you. Thank you.

I encourage everyone to listen to their hearts and pursue their passions. I didn’t find my passion until I was thirty, and eight years later an outlet opened up for me. Be patient, be persistent, and don’t give up.

Have a blessed evening,

Writing; Independent & Uncensored

It’s important for me to share this with you, my audience. I know people who are authors and who’ve written many books.

When a book is published traditionally, there’s often a list of guidelines and requirements the author must adhere to. Traditional book publishing is big business and it has been for a long time.

The problem with it is that publishing companies (traditional) often have the final say over what gets published, what gets written, how it gets written, and unbelievably, the title of the book itself sometimes.

Traditional publishing, because it’s big business, does not like to stray from what makes them money. They’ll publish a writer, but he can’t write this, and he can’t write that, and he can’t put these pictures in the book, and he can’t call the book this, etc.

Llewellyn, a huge publishing company, chose not to publish my book because it had the word Prophecy in the title. I was shocked considering the type of books Llewellyn publishes, but this is an example of what I’m talking about.

My books are self-published. I wrote them, I edited them, I titled them, and I paid to have them published. This is authorship at the grass roots level.

Two of my books have been published, while one sits next to me complete. Smorgasbord 3 Prophecy and Poverty was complete three months ago, but there’s not much I can do until I save enough money to have it published.

Not only is Smorgasbord 3 complete, but I’m working on fourth book that’s going to be about astrology.

The point I’m trying to make here, is that when you purchase my books, you’re not getting something curtailed for sales. Weather it’s short story fiction, poetry, non-fiction, personal stories, political and religious opinions, you’re getting it in its rawest form.

As a nation of sovereign and free people, this is the type of work you should want to support.

If you like what you read here, then please visit the links below. Let’s get this ball rolling again.

Pop Smoke; Revelations and Closure

I was a huge fan of hip hop during middle and high school. I loved it, and my friends and I used to freestyle while we were hanging out. We had a lot of good times and lots of good memories. Then, for some reason I stopped listening to it.

Years went by. I don’t know what it is, maybe it has to do with being young and what I was doing at the time.

Anyway, that’s another story for another time. I was driving to work a while ago and Dior came on the radio, and for the first time in a long time, I had an interest in hip hop again.

Then, he was murdered. I was shocked, twenty years old with his whole life ahead of him. At the time I didn’t know much about him or the details surrounding his murder, but for some reason, both have been weighing heavy on my mind the last two days.

February 19, 2023, it will be three years since the death of Bashar Barakah Jackson, AKA, Pop Smoke, so at this point, as 2022 comes to a close and the waning gibbous moon winds down in Gemini, the planet communication, I guess the Universe wanted to share some things with me during this time of closure.

Yesterday, I did a little research to get some information, but I couldn’t help it, I felt the push to research yesterday, and again tonight to write this before bed.

And of course all the synchronicities began. I was shown several things in the astrological event chart of the moment.

Before I get into that, I was looking at the chart and I said to myself, “this looks familiar.” In a way it was similar to chart I just looked at for the Romania reading with Capricorn rising on the ascendant.


Los Angeles, California 4:00 AM, Wednesday, February 19, 2020.

Mars in the 12th house: You keep your deep and secret feelings hidden from the world; strong intuitive powers. Good: Imaginative Bad: danger from secret enemies.

The 12th house is the most mystical of all houses, and it’s known as The House of Secrets and The House of Karma. This is the house where the energy manifests into disappointments, accidents, trouble, and self-defeat. This is known as the house of karma because this where we’re rewarded or punished for our deeds.

Also in the 12th House was Pallas Athena. Pallas, for those who aren’t familiar, is an asteroid, but asteroids are a big part of my personal method for analyzing charts.

Pallas Athena was an ancient Greek Goddess associated with war, wisdom, and handicraft. She is the protectress of city states and is usually seen holding a spear and wearing a helmet. She was also known as a warrior goddess who led soldiers into battle, and the Parthenon was dedicated to her.

So, in the 12th House, we had Mars alerting us to danger from secret hidden enemies, and Pallas, the Goddess of war.

Pallas was one of 12 Olympians, and Pop’s Air B&B was in the Mount Olympus section of Hollywood Hills.

Interesting, and before doing any further reading about the murder incident, I said to myself, “there must be a female involved in this.”

I said that after seeing Pallas in the 12th and Vesta in the 4th, I had a hunch, and it was true.

The 4th House is what I was shown next. The 4th House is the house of home. It also represents the mother and the deepest most private place we retreat to when we mediate or pray.

I saw Vesta in the 4th, the Goddess of Hearth and home, and I saw Uranus. Uranus is the unpredictable revolutionary freedom fighter. Uranus provides flashes of insight, and it awakens us for change. What’s unique about Uranus is that he doesn’t care what the awakening causes because his job is to keep things moving on the right path. We may perceive Uranus to be good or bad, but according to him, his will must be done. Whatever needs to happen for the future and for progression, that’s Uranus.

Whenever I’m looking at a chart for a murder I always look to see what Pluto is doing, and of course, Pluto was in a very stressful aspect with Uranus. The square between Uranus and Pluto is known to cause dramatic upheaval.

Now don’t get me wrong, Pluto is not all bad. When the energy of Pluto is positive we see people reaching the highest heights in business and finding great success. Pluto is also responsible for that deep digging of truth and facts. He likes to bring whatever is hidden to surface. When Pluto is in poor aspect or expressed negatively we get the other extreme, murder, riots, wars, and upheaval.

In this chart, unfortunately, Pluto’s aspect to Uranus was adverse and we saw the negative side of both Pluto and Uranus manifest negatively. It was Pluto in the first house in Capricorn (the house of self and Capricorn the sign of career and public standing) squared Uranus in the 4th House in Taurus. Taurus rules the second house, which is the house of possessions. The second house is about what we own and what we value. Money also associated with the second house and Taurus.

So, that square between Pluto and Uranus pretty much told us the story and what was involved. Home, possessions (handbags purse money watch), career, public standing, the self, the possibility of upheaval, conflict, and awakening. In hindsight, this is spot on accurate. Mars told us the threat of secret enemies was present, and Pallas prepared us for the possibility of war.

The last thing I was shown was the picture below.

Page 127 Alchemy and Mysticism, Alexander Roob

I began writing this article at 11:33. The address number of place where the murder occurred was 2033. In numerology, we don’t use 0 because it’s a place holder, but from the time I started writing, which was 11:33, 1+1=2. So it’s 233 (11:33) and 233 (2033). Pop Smoke was 20.

If you look at the writing on the right side of the picture several words should stick out;

Dawn (the murder took place at dawn between 4 and 4:30 AM)

Hercules was the street name

Remains as physical residue on the floor He was found laying on the floor after being shot.

Roses Amelia Rose was the girl he apparently met that night who was said to be laying in his bed at the time of the break in.

Air He was staying at an Air B&B.

This was so sad, and Pop smoke died so young at the age of 20. God has shown me many things tonight concerning this incident, which I understood to be about Revelation and closure. With this picture he was showing and telling me that Pop Smoke was a good person with an incorruptible spirit. Usually when young men and woman die early we believe they’ve fulfilled their purpose here and it’s time for them to move on.

From what I’ve been studying about life after death and resurrection, this image was to verify the soul or divine essence of Bashar Barakah Jackson has risen and returned home to rest in the light of the divine creator we call God. He was not lost or wandering in darkness, he came here with a purpose and his purpose was complete.

After the picture, I turned the lights down, lit a candle, and went into a mediation. During the mediation I was told the girl knew the driver and that rang true.

And there it is. This overwhelming interest and push to investigate and write about Pop Smoke over the last two days is complete and I can rest.

In closing, I tell everyone all the time. The internet is not safe. You never know who your talking to. Be careful what you post and be careful who you surround yourself with. Unfortunately, some things are unpreventable, but we can do our best to avoid a lot if we pay attention and act with common sense.

Thanks for reading and thanks for visiting Nooz Buffet.


Let me talk about embarrassment for a second because a lot of people don’t understand the bigger picture.

If I’m dressed a certain way and you see me out in public, and you say, “Oh my god! What are you wearing? I don’t know you stay away from me,” and then you run away, leaving me standing there..

Who’s really suffering from a problem in this situation?

I wore what I wanted, I liked it, and I left the house that way. I’m good.

So, because you felt uncomfortable, and little inferior perhaps, you tried to put it on me and run away.

I’m not embarrassing you, the truth is that you’re embarrassed to be seen with me because of what I’m wearing. You see, it’s all about you.

I guess I should call you first next time and let you know ahead of time, and then you can approve what I wear before I leave the house so you’re not embarrassed to be seen with me?

How’s that? Is there anything else I can do for you?

Romania; Thank You!

I appreciate and love my supporters, and honestly, it’s probably because I’m from the United States that the majority of my audience and support comes from America. It’s rare to see another country win in that area, so when it happens, I’m compelled to recognize it.

Let me start by saying thank you to the Romanian people.

Much love and gratitude sent your way, and to show my appreciation, I decided to do something special in this post.

Right now, today, Romania is a member state of the European Union, but for a while after World War II, Romania was a socialist republic and a member of the Warsaw Pact. Romania finally broke free ending 42 years of communist rule in their country during the Romanian Revolution, which took place in 1989 from December 16th to December 25th. Right in the midst of the Christmas Holiday!

The history of Romania is quite interesting and their culture is rich.

I decided to do two general readings for Romania. The first was something personal where I shuffle and pick a card from a traditional deck of 52 playing cards. I can give an interpretation and reading based on the card.

The second thing is a short astrological analysis of the chart for December 16, 1989, at 9:00 AM in the city of Timisoara, the date and place where their revolution began.

Now, if a card happens to fall out of the deck while I’m shuffling it for a reading, that’s the card I go with immediately. I just started the shuffle and Romania’s card fell out. It happened to be an Ace of Hearts, and it’s an interesting card in itself, but I just said “wow” to myself after sending you guys love and appreciation. Here I am sending love and the Ace of Hearts falls out of the deck!

As coincidental as that seems, it wasn’t, and after taking a brief look at the Astrological Chart, it all made sense.

Once again, thank you ASTRO DOT COM! Your charts are my favorite!



It’s hard to look at this chart without your attention going right to the five planets in conjunction in the 1st House. It’s very powerful and rare alignment. The 1st House is the house of self, it’s a personal house, and it has everything to do with the way you see yourself and the way others see you.

Capricorn is the sign on the ascendant, and Capricorn rules the 10th House, an area that represents public image. With an overload of planets coming together in a 1st house occupied by Capricorn, there’s a ton of energy working towards changing and transforming the self (The Romanian People). The timing couldn’t be any better either with Capricorn rising.

As a country, Romania was concerned with themselves (their view of themselves and the view the rest of the world had of them).

Moving up the chart’s left side, we see the sun in Sagittarius in the 12th House. The 12th House is known as the house of secrets, and it does have a reputation for being a territory that’s negative, but that’s because this is the place where the limitations placed on our lives are defined. This is the place where Romania’s limitations as a country are defined. The energy here manifests into disappointments, accidents, trouble, and self-defeat. The 12th house is the House of Karma as it would contain the rewards and punishments for the deeds committed.

For a country about to begin a revolution, this an interesting placement for the Sun. The Sun is the only giver in astrology. The Sun is the force that sustains all life and grants will. God was on Romania’s side for sure as the Sun in Sagittarius would give Romania the energy necessary for conquering those 12th House issues. Sagittarius is mutable fire, that’s a centaur (the archer, half man and half horse) charged with emotional adaptability. That’s what’s required for war, emotional fire that’s not overwhelming to the point that you set yourself ablaze. It’s a controlled rage that shows the people are doing what’s necessary and what they have to do.

Mars in the 11th House: Mars is vitality, it’s aggression, and in the 11th House it’s granting Romania the power to reach for the future of their choice. The 11th House is about hopes and wishes and friendship. Whenever a country goes to war, I’m sure the security of the future their nation is factored into their decision, and with Mars in the 11th House, that’s exactly what this shows.

I promised myself I would keep this short, so I’ll look at one last placement, which ties into the story about the Ace of Hearts.

Before I did the astrological reading I shuffled the deck, and as fate would have it, the Ace of Hearts fell out.

The Ace of Hearts represents relationships and love. In the wild world of Metasymbology, the Ace of Hearts symbolizes the desire to obtain what’s desired most, and that’s LOVE. The birthday associated with this card is December 30th (Capricorn)! Now, are you starting to understand why I referred to the falling out of this specific card as fate? The war lasted from December 16th to December 25th, and this card represents December 30th. If we put it all together, “it’s a desire to obtain love when it’s all said and done.”

Was Romania a nation longing to love itself and to be loved by the rest of the world?

Well, a lot of people associate Chiron with Virgo, but because Chiron is a centaur, it’s directly associated with Sagittarius in my book.

If you look at the right side of the chart you’ll see a symbol that looks like a little key, that’s Chiron. Chiron represents our deepest core wound. It represents an affliction that we either carried into this life from a previous one, or something that happened to us when we were really young. Unless properly healed, Chiron’s wound will last a life time.

If we consider Romania as a country, we see a nation of people bearing the wound represented by Chiron’s placement in Cancer.

As a nation wounded before war, Chiron’s placement tells us the people of Romania felt abandoned, un-loveable, full of unresolved grief, and suicidal ideation.

Under communist rule, this was the suffering endured by Romanians. Abandoned, un-loveable, and without a future.

Assuming Romanians were cured of this core wound after the war, a healed nation would feel a secure sense of home, nurturing, and self-love from the deepest levels.

So, looking back to the beginning where this reading started with the conjunction in Capricorn in the 1st House, the bigger picture should be in HD now. Capricorn is an earth sign, the earth is our home planet, and earth signs are about the senses.

When sensations (earth signs) are involved, flexibility is said to be the path to happiness, and that’s exactly what we got from mutable Sagittarius powered by the Sun. No one wants to go to war, but sometimes it’s necessary- flexibility!

Sagittarius powered by the Sun gave Romania what they needed to conquer those 12th House issues, which thanks to Chiron, we now know were being caused by a sense of not feeling home, a sense of not being able to love themselves, and a sense of feeling abandoned. This was about the change and transformation of the 1st House, the self-Romania’s view of themselves and how the world saw them, this was about securing a better and brighter future with hopes and wishes (Mars in the 11th), and this was about curing the wound-the suffering endured by the Romanian people brought on by 42 years of communist rule.

You tell me. Was the Ace of Hearts a fate card or what?!?!

And the answer is yes. Romania was a nation longing to love itself and to be loved by the rest of the world. Chiron showed us that.

Once again, Romania, thank you for checking in. I hope you enjoyed the reading.


Moon Scope; Something Fishy Going On..

Good Evening! This week was hectic, and I haven’t done a Moon Scope in quite some time, but at this point I feel like I need to see what’s going on up there.

Right now, the moon is a waxing gibbous lit-up at 95%. The moon will be full in two more nights in Aries on October ninth.

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Tonight’s moon is in the astrological sign of Pisces, and at this moment (4:31 PM), it’s in the first house. So, we have the moon in Pisces (18th degree) in the first house in a conjunction (5 degrees) with the ruler of Pisces, Neptune.

Our discovery of the moon in the first house sets the tone for something personal, and trust me, the timing is perfect. The first house is the house of self, it’s partially our personality, but generally it’s about the way you present yourself to others and the way the outside world sees you. In an individual’s chart, the first house is the most powerful and the most personal because it represents you!

The moon is comfortable in compatible Pisces. The moon is reserved, methodical, and it’s energy is feminine. Pisces is receptive and mutable. Suddenly, the moon is shining a light on the undercurrents and depths of the self but in a unique way enabled only by this conjunction we mentioned earlier.

The message I’m getting from the heavens right now is to put aggression aside. There are times when-it’s time to go, and there are times when it’s important to wait. Now, I wouldn’t say this is a time to wait as in doing nothing, but listening and trying to go with the flow is the recommendation.

Pisces is a water sign, and like we mentioned, it’s mutable, meaning adaptable, flexible, and open to change. For those of us who believe in the universe and follow astrology, the Gods, I feel are trying to bestow something special that has the ability to completely change who we are for the better. It can be something that can help us improve in a major way, so much so, that it actually has the ability to change the perceptions people have of us. Which is not typical for this alignment or the planets involved.

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This is big. Don’t get caught up in the arguing and don’t lose focus on what’s going on around you. Water represents intuition, and with intuition, greater fulfillment is possible with a clear sense of reality and balance.

The Neptunian energy is entwined with lunar energy, and this is powerful with only 5 degrees of separation. The energy here is about romance, dreams, mysticism, illusion, inspiration, and a connection to a higher source. It’s like God is about to show you something that has been hidden in the watery depths of your subconscious only to be brought to surface at this very precise time. If you have some time to escape and be alone with yourself, this is an excellent time to pray or mediate. Get ready because the door to the spirit world is about to open for a brief moment and who knows what’s coming through it. It could be a barrage of information and you’ll need to determine what’s real and useful, and what’s a figment of your imagination.

Don’t forget, traditionally, Pisces is a 12th house sign. This could be about self-improvement through beating an addiction, coming out of prison and starting a brand-new life, or eliminating self-sabotaging behaviors or thoughts. The Universe is pushing us towards a greater future with a renewed sense of self. So renewed, that everyone around you will notice!

A great movie to watch right Now: Satan’s Triangle (1975) 👍

Lucky Day: Today! Friday!

Lucky numbers: 2 and 6

Flippin’ it

Without a doubt people change, but I must say, I find a lot of joy in understanding people, their personalities, and how they act in groups versus rolling solo. There’s a new kind of man out now, I call him Flipper. Flipper like to reverse things, or he likes flipping things. He’s quick. Watch out!

Flipper belongs to a group of middle aged men who at heart, are scared and cowardly, but you wouldn’t know this on the surface.

Flipper feels a little entitled, he thinks he can do whatever he wants, he acts like he’s the only person in the world and no one else exists, he’s fake, and his antics are childish.

His specialty is making good people look bad, and he’s exceptional at making a good calm person seem like an aggressor.

For example, Flipper walks his dog around the neighborhood, and he lets his dog shit and piss on everyone’s lawn. Never his own lawn though, only yours. One day, as Flipper is going through his usual routine, Mr. Goodman is sitting in his car watching him.

After his dog squats and Flipper begins to walk away, Mr. Goodman, cool and calm, gets out of his car and says, “Excuse me Sir, if your dog shit on that lawn, you’re obligated to pick it up.”

And that was all Flipper needed to hear. He’s huffing and puffing, walking in circles, and spinning out of control. He was extremely upset because someone finally caught up with him and called him out.

Instead of doing the right thing and carrying on, Flipper decides to pull his cell phone out of his pocket, and take pictures of the Mr. Goodman’s car, the car’s license plate, and even Mr. Goodman himself.

When Mr. Goodman asked Flipper why he was taking pictures Flipper said, “Because I don’t know what you’re going to do!”

Mr. Goodman: “I’m not going to do anything. All I’m saying is that if your dog shit on that lawn you should be considerate enough to pick it up.”

Flipper carried on while he was walking away and eventually he called the cops on Mr. Goodman. Of course Mr. Good man didn’t get in trouble, but this is how Flippers flip the script on a situation.

They’ll attack you and call you the agressor.

They’ll lie and call you a liar.

They hate everyone with different skin color, but they’ll call you a racist.

Flippers, they’re everywhere. Watch out.

Suffocating Anxiety; Break Free

This is important, well, I think it is. When it comes to oxygen and breathing, I’m dead serious. Now, there can be many reasons for why we feel anxious or short of breath, but specifically, I’m addressing relationship suffocation.

When I say relationship, it isn’t necessarily referring to our boyfriends/girlfriends, or our husbands and wives. It can be, but a relationship can be any acquaintance, friend, or coworker we talk to and see daily or once in a while.

Just two days ago, there was a man I knew who was in a bad mood. He was having a bad day for whatever reason, and instead of figuring his problem out for himself by himself, he chose to be testy with me.

We’ve all been in that situation, and it’s not right. Not every day is going to be magnificent, some days are going to suck, and each one of us, individually, needs to realize when there’s an issue and do the best we can to work towards an outcome that promotes positive interaction again.

In other words, instead of taking your problems out on innocent people, go address the issues and people who are upsetting you.

A while ago, and I don’t talk about this much, but on several occasions, I experienced an immediate cutoff of oxygen. I’m not talking about a little anxiety where it’s hard to breath; this felt like someone snuck up behind me and put a plastic bag over my face. This was not a gradual reduction of oxygen, but rather, an immediate cutoff!

That was enough for me. I needed to get to the bottom of that issue and make sure it never happened again.

When it comes to relationships, as we’ve described, an open conversation is required if they’re responsible for your suffocating. After you work out everything with that person, you must:

Set Boundaries; be firm and don’t give an inch.

Take Back Your Privacy

Express Yourself; if someone else’s behavior is affecting you let them know.

Strive for Independence; not having to rely on people frees you from their control.

Be a Leader

Cut Off General Statements: If some say’s this sucks, don’t agree if you feel differently. It’s okay to have an opinion.

Nurture Yourself and Enjoy Your Time Alone

Take Time To Do Nothing

The most important thing is for you to tell yourself;

“I’m a person to!”

“I’m a human being and I have needs.”

“I deserve to be happy.”

We are not mind readers, you have to speak up if you have concerns, feel violated, or have been treated in a way you didn’t deserve. Start putting yourself first, and start making yourself and your life a priority.

People who come off as aggressive, loud, and obnoxious, are that way for a reason. Usually it’s because they’re afraid or insecure about something. When people are afraid they try to control, and it’s their controlling behavior that’s causing your suffocation because think about it..

If someone is controlling they’re overreaching, intrusive, and could care less about your boundaries, your privacy, and your opinions. Until these people resolve their personal issues, they’re always in some way going to be a drain on you, your life, and your energy.

Stand tall my friends.